When he heard her say that pregnancy had made her physically worse, and that pregnancy required a lot of nutrition and fertility, he suddenly didn't want children at all. It would be better for the two of them to live alone, so as not to have children distract her attention.
Her attention to herself was already very low, and she no longer knew where her child was.
Lin Zezhong suddenly thought that after she passed away, he found the laptop she left in the guest room. When the computer interface was opened, she and her two children were smiling brightly, but he was not there.
The large number of photos she left were of her and her children. There was no one of the whole family, only a few photos of him holding the children!
Is he just a passerby in her life and not the most important person in her life?
Lin Zezhong looked straight at Zhao Tianqin, and saw that she seemed to be missing something, with her hand still on her abdomen. It made him feel so sad and unspeakably sour, couldn't she love him more?
dong dong dong
Zhao Tianqin came back to her senses and found that her man was opening the door, and her sister's mother-in-law Yang Xiaolan was standing at the door.
"Auntie" Lin Zezhong turned sideways and let Yang Xiaolan walk in.
Zhao Tianqin stood up and walked over: "Auntie, Chenchen is asleep. Would you like to come over to see my sister and the baby?"
"Well, I will also take your sister home by the way. Please take care of Tuantuan for such a long time. We should take good care of our daughter-in-law during her confinement period!" Yang Xiaolan was a little melancholy, but there was nothing she could do about such a thing.
Yang Xiaolan sat down on the Luohan bed, looked at Chenchen who was sleeping soundly, and then looked up at Zhao Tianqin again, and asked with some worry: "Is my daughter feeling better? Are you still feeling unwell? Auntie also wanted to come back to see you, but she was
Something got stuck and I just got home this morning."
Zhao Tianqin replied with a smile: "I'm fine, I took a nap, it was a bit long."
She was a little confused and didn't understand that she was always surrounded by really clean people. Her sister's in-laws' family were all really clean people who were easy to get along with.
She feels that they are all like this because of her!
"Just wake up, don't sleep for such a long time in the future and scare everyone!" Yang Xiaolan looked at Zhao Tianqin lovingly, her slightly old face was gentle, peaceful and kind.
"Um"
"Nanny, pay attention to rest. Auntie will carry Chenchen down to show his grandpa. He hasn't seen Chenchen for ten days." Yang Xiaolan said with a smile, and gently picked up baby Chenchen.
"good"
Zhao Tianqin sent Yang Xiaolan out of the room with the child in his arms. After checking that his grandparents and parents were there, he didn't go downstairs. He walked to his sister's room. The door was open. Aunt He was packing her things. Her sister was still asleep and her brother-in-law didn't come.
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Instantly she understood that Yang Xiaolan was waiting for Li Yizhi to come back from get off work and have dinner before taking her sister home. Zhao Tianqin walked back to her room lightly.
"Are you going down?" Lin Zezhong asked curiously. She didn't know how well her body was recovering. It didn't matter if she didn't go down. The adults were all here, so they didn't need their juniors to accompany her.
"No." Zhao Tianqin walked back to his room, went to the desk and sat down. He glanced at his laptop and took his own laptop to continue watching cartoons.
Lin Zezhong put his big hand on the laptop and turned it off before sitting down next to her. After thinking for a moment, he asked: "Why did a golden light fly out from between your eyebrows when mom came over just now and hit grandma's eyebrows?"
"It's just a blessing from the true spirit, there's nothing dangerous or bad about it!" Zhao Tianqin smiled, raised his arms, hugged Lin Zezhong's neck, and threw herself into his arms.
Lin Zezhong was confused for a moment and then hugged her. She took the initiative to hug him like this because she wanted to overcome the fear and fear in her heart as soon as possible.
After hugging each other for a long time, Lin Zezhong couldn't help but said: "Baby, can we not have children?"
Zhao Tianqin put down his hand and pushed him away, looked straight into his eyes for a long time, and then asked, "Why?"
Lin Zezhong looked at her carefully. Her sudden indifference made him feel cold. Did she not want him if she didn't have children?
He endured the sadness in his heart and said: "Can we live alone? I don't want to be the least important thing in your heart and can be discarded at any time. Can you love me more?"
Do you know how painful and sad the screensaver on your laptop made me after you passed away?
You and your children have such bright smiles, but I am not the only one there. The photos you take are all of you and your children, and occasionally there is a photo of me holding my children.
There are less than ten photos of me among more than 70,000 photos. Am I not important in your heart at all?
Why didn't you take a photo of our family of four but left out me?
I'm afraid that you will treat me like this again after you have children. Don't be so cold to me. Can you put me in the only indispensable place in your heart?"
Lin Zezhong felt indescribably uncomfortable and depressed in his heart. He looked at the little man who lowered his eyes and didn't know what he was thinking. He couldn't see any change in his expression and felt a sense of sadness in his heart.
Does she still not understand love?
Couldn't he love him more despite pursuing her life after life?
Lin Zezhong stretched out his hand to hold her on his knees and sat down, approaching her and looking directly at her, his eyes always falling on her beautiful big almond-shaped eyes.
Her eyes were filled with tears, one tear fell down, and then a lot of tears fell down.
Lin Zezhong instantly felt his heart being pulled hard by something and it was extremely painful.
"Don't cry, it's my fault. You can hit me or scold me. It's up to you." Lin Zezhong grabbed Guangxiu's undershirt and wiped her tears, but more tears fell down.
Zhao Tianqin rushed into his arms, wiped away her tears on his shoulders, then stepped back slightly, raised her head slightly to press his lips, closed her eyes and kissed him actively...
The sweet feeling made Lin Zezhong couldn't help hugging her tightly. He moved his hand up to hold her little head, and kissed her tenderly...
After a long time, he suddenly let go of her, pushed her head into his arms, closed his eyes and took a deep breath for a while to suppress some of the dryness in his heart.
"You can give it a try" a small voice sounded, but the trembling voice still sounded a bit scared.
"No, wait until you are not so afraid of me, wait until you get over it a little bit and we will try again. I don't want you to be more afraid of me!" Lin Zezhong took the teacup on the table and poured a full glass of water before drinking it because of her words.
The dryness is suppressed.
He picked up the person in his arms and gently put him aside. He looked helpless and said in a hoarse voice: "I'm going to take a cold shower, otherwise I will do whatever I want..."
The meaningful words made Zhao Tianqin's blushing face turn brighter again.
She couldn't help but lower her head and didn't dare to look at him. She was very embarrassed that she took the initiative and kissed him so passionately.
When she felt him walking towards the bathroom, she filled a glass of water and drank it in one gulp before feeling the heat dissipate.
I don’t understand how I can become shy when I’m not shy at all. It’s really crazy.
Even after washing in the cold water, he still felt his heart was burning. Lin Zezhong couldn't help crying in his heart. His wife was so beautiful and seductive. It was a beautiful and painful thing.
His self-control was completely zero when it came to her. She just took the initiative to kiss him passionately and made him lose control.
Fortunately, he still told her to treat him warmly, which was simply asking for death!
He stepped into the space and soaked in ice water for a long time before all the charm dissipated and returned to normal peace. After getting dressed, he stepped out of the space and strode towards the person who was still sitting at the desk.