He didn't even know how he got through that life. He thought about her, missed her, loved her, and his heart was full of her. He chased her for a long time. But in ancient times, women in purdah never left the house.
Damn it, it was so hard for him to catch her and see her.
She would only go to Lingyin Temple to offer incense on the fifteenth day of every month, but after only four times she no longer went there at a fixed time. Moreover, every time she went to Lingyin Temple, she brought ten maids and thirty guards with her.
There are nearly a hundred guards guarding the entrance to the mountain.
Although they were all old guards, they were all soldiers who had been on the battlefield. He was only good at boxing and kicking in his life, which made it difficult for him to sneak in. He only briefly met her a few times and never spoke to her.
Later, when the people sent out to investigate came back to report, they found out that she might be a girl from the Marquis Dingwu's house, but they could not find out which house the child was from. And he was forty-three years old and there was no way that a prince with no real power could marry a first-class girl.
She is Hou's young legitimate daughter, and the first-class Hou's maternal wife is the prime minister.
The family he broke off with back then regarded his family as enemies, so how could they marry their child to him.
He had lived next door to her for three years and had only seen her ten times and spoken to her four times. She always looked at him with disgust.
He always sat on the tall plane tree and looked at her main house from a distance, thinking about her all the time, but he had no ability to get close to her because there were too many retired soldiers in her villa.
It wasn't until she suddenly disappeared for several months that he found a lot of people to investigate and found out that she had moved to live on the cliff of Lingshan Mountain. He couldn't go up in a hanging basket, so he had to climb up the mountain, and she caught her.
She didn't drive him down the mountain or let the guards catch him. Instead, she caught some pheasants and roasted them, letting him have a delicious lunch, which made him nostalgic.
But when he talked to her, she would respond if she was happy, and if she was not happy, she would say nothing. He had no idea that this girl was the girl he was engaged to marry in the first place.
The small courtyard on the cliff of Lingshan also had a large number of guards and he could not get close. He tried to get close once but was expelled by her guards.
But no one cares about him in the mountains. He always waits for her by the river where they roast pheasants. He waits for her ten times, until he asks her if she can come out to play more often. He stays with her and takes care of her.
She asked herself: "You like me? Then why did you treat me like this in the first place?" Without waiting for herself to speak, she ran back to the small courtyard on the cliff. After that, he never saw her until her death.
It was only when he saw her being put in the coffin and burned on the wood that he realized that she had completely left him. In agony, he rushed into the fire and picked her up, and he was devoured by the fire together with her.
He was burned to death by fire in that life, but it was not as painful as her death. He only felt heartache and could not feel the physical pain at all.
"I was willing to get married at the beginning, although I didn't expect it at all, but the life of a woman in ancient times was not like this. She married, had children, and managed the house and backyard at her husband's house.
If you break off the engagement, I simply decide not to get married. In fact, I want to become a monk, but my parents, grandparents, grandparents, and my elder brother and cousin don’t agree.
Although there is no problem with my heart, my health has not been very good. I injured myself when I went into the water to save your parents, so I was very afraid of the cold, so my family sent me to Lingshan.
I regret saving you and your parents and putting me in this situation. It's not a question of whether to marry or not, but because I have a porcelain body, and I was damaged by falling into the water. My body is weak, so I hate you even more.
But you don’t seem to know that I am the young lady from Ding Wuhou’s mansion, or that I am the girl who is engaged to you.
I'm too lazy to tell you that your father was given the title of Prince because my family was kidnapped. How could you not hate my family?
I know that you have been looking at me from the tree. After all, we are only fifty meters away, and I can feel your sight. I also know that you like me and love me, but it has nothing to do with me.
We almost became a couple back then, but you didn't want me, so I won't give you another chance."
I have gotten used to living in a deserted and lonely way for a long time. I had never expected it, so it didn't matter.
Although I saw him in the woods that day, a forty-seven-year-old middle-aged man who was still handsome and good-looking, I felt an indescribable strange feeling in my heart, like a feeling of liking.
But she picked up a thumb-sized light yellow bead of light by the river and felt disgusted when she returned to the small courtyard on the cliff of Lingshan. Isn't it ridiculous that she abandoned it like a shoe and now treats it like a treasure?
"Did you not like me at all in that life, only hate me? I didn't know that I had ever been so close to you, and almost became my wife.
In that life, you and I officially met for six years, and I saw you less than thirty times. Do you know how much I miss you, miss you, and love you.
I always dream of you falling into my arms from the steps of Lingyin Temple. You smell so sweet, but that hug is only a small amount of happiness for me in that life.
I don’t know that you are the girl I engaged and broke off the engagement with, so why don’t you come out to see me? I go to the river where we test pheasants, grilled fish, and grilled game every day to wait for you. You only show up once or twice a month.
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Ever since you asked me, ‘Do you like me? Then why did you treat me like this?’ you just left without waiting for my answer and never showed up again.
You passed away a year later. You don’t know how painful it was for me to see them burning your body. I rushed into the fire and held you, and we were burned together by the flames..."
Lin Zezhong endured the severe pain in his heart and finished speaking. He took several deep breaths but still felt extremely painful. He couldn't help but hug Zhao Tianqin tightly, burying himself on her small shoulders, and smelled the fragrant milk fragrance of her body before his heart calmed down.
A trace of.
Feeling his extremely painful heart, Zhao Tianqin hugged his waist and gently patted his back with her small hands to comfort him.
"I like you a little bit, so I came out to see you. It's just that my health is getting worse and worse. I feel like I won't live long, so I don't see you. And in the last year, I couldn't walk without someone to help me."
He said that he rushed into the fire and was burned up by the flames with her, which made her feel a throbbing pain in her heart, but she didn't know what to say.
She suddenly remembered that she was pushed into the incinerator after her death in her previous life. He rushed in like crazy and pulled the switch to open the incinerator. If the incinerator was not a switch controlled by an instrument, did he want to enter the incinerator and be burned with her?
After a while, Lin Zezhong pulled away from him, lowered his head, and kissed her thin lips hard for a long time before letting her go. Only then did he feel the pain of losing her in his heart lessened. Her leaving him life after life became an unspeakable pain in his heart.
exist.
He didn't want to feel the heart-piercing pain again!
"Aze, don't always kiss me so hard, it hurts." He whispered before taking a drink from the water glass on the table. He took a few sips to calm down his mood and breathing.