Chapter 797: I'm so happy I don't want to push myself into the abyss
Zhao Tianqin still wanted to hit him when she thought about the situation at that time. Although the jellyfish did not actively attack her, it was a large jellyfish with a diameter of 30 centimeters. However, she hit its tentacles and touched some toxins on the surface of the tentacles, which still hurt her.
I had an area of allergy and was unconscious for two days.
If she hadn't been special and her body's vitality could automatically remove the toxins, she might have been killed by the jellyfish's poison. After all, such jellyfish are very poisonous.
After thinking about it, Lin Zezhong felt distressed and felt guilty and said: "Were you seriously injured that day? I left Lianwu Village to go home after dinner in the evening. I didn't do it on purpose. I dug the hole just to catch seafood.
The tide would rise at nine o'clock that day, so I went to play with my friends and forgot about it. Who knew that after low tide, the big hole would trap people and even trap you."
It was because he hurt her that he abused him. After all, she would never hit anyone unless he was hurt.
Zhao Tianqin looked at him calmly and said: "The big blue jellyfish is very poisonous. Not only did I touch the residual poison on the tentacles, but I was also scratched by the crab's pincers and my arm bled a lot. I was unconscious for three days.
I had no heart problems in my life, but my blood coagulation was still very low, so the bleeding couldn't be stopped. If you hadn't left, you wouldn't have been severely punished by my family." After saying that, she couldn't help laughing for a while, then
She had three biological brothers and three cousins in her life. Everyone in the family loved her very much, including her aunts and sisters-in-law.
Although she never fell in love or got married, she was not alone in that life and didn't feel too sad. Maybe she was born in a military family and her bones were stronger. Although the bruises were very painful, she traveled all over the country and around the world, seeing all the beautiful scenery in the world and eating all the food.
She wanted to eat food, so she didn’t feel uncomfortable. In that life, the Green Spirit had the least influence on her.
The reason why she passed away was because she was in a car accident at the age of forty-four. Four of her ribs were broken, and her leg bones were broken and bled too much. Her health deteriorated. In addition, the green spirit absorbed luck and energy, which made her true spirit weak.
Make it impossible for her to live.
Looking at her smile, she was very nostalgic in her smile. He couldn't help but stroke her little head softly: "I know that I hurt you, so you beat me, your family hurts you in that life,
Very good to you.
Your grandparents, parents, uncles, aunts, brothers and sisters-in-law seem to be very loving. You have seen so much beauty between couples, why didn’t you want to marry me in that life?
You also took me back to your home. You said that I was a good friend, which made me very sad. Your family knew that I loved you, but they didn't persuade you to marry me?"
In that life, he traveled with her everywhere, and except for the last step, they were really no different from husband and wife.
They were so close, she had been to his home, he had been to hers, and in the end she still didn't fall in love with him or marry him.
At that time, he couldn't understand that she obviously liked him, otherwise why would she be willing to let him travel with her and sleep together so many times.
In addition to being very determined not to take the last step with myself.
Knowing that she bruises easily and hurts, he also said that just marry him and nothing else matters. After all these years, isn't he worthy of her trust?
Although he didn't know at the time that her bruises were so painful that they continued and magnified, he made the decision not to touch her after they got married, but he still didn't ask to marry her.
Zhao Tianqin chuckled slightly and said with some melancholy: "So what if I have seen it? You also know that I have a photographic memory. I even have memories of my infancy. I have been wise in every life, and I have understood people's hearts from childhood to adulthood.
Maybe you think they are all very loving, but no cat is free from filth. You also know that I can feel whether their breath is clean. Except for my parents, they are more or less cheesy, but it has nothing to do with me.
With my body like a porcelain doll, I have never expected love or marriage. There are a lot of boys in our military compound who like me, but they are not pursuing me to be with others, and there are still a few of them.
A chaotic and dirty atmosphere.
I was thirty-five years old when we met again. I had seen too much and I had already decided not to marry for the rest of my life, so I only treat you as a friend."
Because she understands people's hearts, she doesn't want to get married and have children at all, not to mention she can't. With such a constitution and body, she can't get hurt. She lives happily and comfortably, so she doesn't expect more happiness. Her heart is too small and too easy to be satisfied.
She hopes that only the porcelain doll's constitution can be cured.
But she was born in such a family, and couldn't find any reason to cure it. She had long since given up in despair, and had become accustomed to ignoring it when she became numb.
Hearing what she said, Lin Zezhong felt a little sad and said: "You only think of me as a friend and you still want me to travel with you. A man and a woman live together in the same room. I have even seen you bathe.
You refuse me to touch your body, is it because of your physical constitution or other reasons?
I always felt that you actually loved me in that life, otherwise I would have almost bullied you, but you didn't drive me away, and you still treated me the same as before.
And the Green Spirit didn't affect you much in that life, right? You are rarely sentimental, and your departure is a normal physical decline."
Although she didn't take the initiative to rely on him at that time, she didn't refuse his hug. He couldn't help it like the third life. Countless times, she just treated him coldly and spoke less.
Zhao Tianqin thought for a while and then said: "Well! The Green Spirit really has little influence on me, because I was very determined in that life. I was pampered in that life. I have never been wronged since I was a child, and no one dared to bully me. After all, there are
The six brothers protected him like this.
No one in my family is trying to take advantage of me, they all really like me and love me.
Except for this physical constitution, I have always been very happy in my life. I lived a happy life, so I didn’t want to push myself into the abyss.
I like you very much and I have some love for you. I know and understand that you love me.
But when you confessed your love to me, I said that my injury was very painful, so I would not get married. It was you who said that it would be fine if you could stay by my side.
Isn’t it enough that I let you kiss and hold you?
Are you trying too hard?"
Lin Zezhong was choked by her words and was speechless. Is this the reason why she refused to be his girlfriend's wife? How could she be such a girl who unswervingly carried out what she had said.
After calming down for a while, he said: "Don't you think it's good to fall in love and get married? I said I won't touch you, but you don't believe me?"
Zhao Tianqin pursed his lips and shook his head and said: "I don't think it's good for us to do that. If I want to refuse your intimate behavior, I can refuse it. But when you are in love and married, you will take it for granted, and you will even ask for more.
Maybe you will bully me regardless of my wishes.
You couldn't help it many times at that time, and you almost came close once, but you couldn't get me in that life.
You're right, you couldn't help yourself too many times, so I don't trust you."