"You were very kind to me, and you were the only person who was kind to me in that life, so I couldn't bear to be cruel to you. But I am in poor health and have no uterus. I never look forward to love or marriage. I am also used to being lonely and don't want to change anything.
." She has always been a cold-hearted person, and it is difficult to change things she is used to.
Lin Zezhong asked worriedly: "Baby, why have you had physical problems in so many reincarnations? Is it either a heart problem or a 'double incompetence' problem, or both at the same time?"
Does she have a problem with her true spirit or her divine body?
"I don't know why, but the heart problem should be the reason for the lack of heart. I don't feel heartache now." Maybe the world doesn't want her to be pregnant. She is reincarnating to restore her true spirit, and her purpose is not to get married and have children.
Lin Zezhong, who looked a bit hurt, suddenly sighed and asked: "You have been aloof all your life, haven't you ever thought of accepting me at all?"
After he confessed his love, she became more and more indifferent. He always deliberately bothered her with official business and invited her to dinner.
But as soon as he got close to her, she backed away and distanced herself. He hugged her three times, each time because she was sick, and he never kissed her once.
When he was forty-three, he carried her back to the room for the third time. He proposed to her, but she refused outright and asked him out coldly. She submitted her resignation the next day, but he refused to approve it. After a month's delay, she resigned directly.
After that, she stayed at home every day and her nanny wouldn't let him in. When he climbed over the wall, she called the police and chased him away. She was so cold-hearted that he didn't dare to climb over the wall again. This was too humiliating and embarrassing!
She passed away just a few days after her birthday at the age of forty-four. He came back from the company and saw the ambulance and her parents crying in grief. He rushed into her house and she was lying quietly on the sofa. The emergency doctor examined her.
The conclusion is: he died last night!
But last night, he was so heartbroken that he didn't miss her. He held her body and passed away in great pain.
The true spirit wrapped up in hers went to other human planets to wait for reincarnation.
"No, my body has nothing to look forward to and naturally it won't accept it. I won't even think about it. If I think too much, I will want it.
When I was young, I always wanted to find my biological parents, hoping that someone would treat me well and love me, but it turned out to be parents like this.
Because I was looking forward too much at the beginning, and they disowned me and said I was too sad and painful when I was cold-blooded and vicious, so I never look forward to things that I think are impossible!"
They were all strangers, but they made this conclusion about her without investigating or asking. Is she their child?
Enemy!
So she didn't bother to explain, not to mention they didn't give her a chance to explain.
Lin Zezhong patted her back gently for a while before asking: "Why don't you explain?"
"I want to explain that they didn't give me a chance, and they said I was cold-blooded and vicious. Then they gave me a check and asked me to go out. They said they didn't have a child like me, and they wished they hadn't given birth to me in the first place.
I didn’t want to have such parents, so when I was in college, I had been preparing to go abroad, wanting to stay far away from them and never come back. But in the end, they forced me to come back, not to mention them.”
She didn't want to pay attention to such irresponsible parents. Although they started to treat her well after she said those words, they treated her like this because their children were dead. Although they sincerely loved her, she didn't expect it.
unnecessary!
Seeing her expression become indifferent made him very worried. He took the small plate with the cake and said with a smile: "Okay, don't say anything! Eat some cake, Tiantian will feel better!"
He fed her a few bites of cake with a small fork, and then he felt relieved that her expression returned to calm and normal. She had lived a very miserable life in that life, which was why she was so deserted.
After taking a few mouthfuls, Zhao Tianqin refused directly: "Don't eat it yet, my stomach is so bulging that I can't eat any more!"
Lin Zezhong put down the cake, touched her belly with his big hand and asked doubtfully: "Where is the bulge? Or is it flat? Where did you eat so much food?"
As he spoke, his big hands continued to rub her belly in a clockwise direction.
After holding it in for a while, Zhao Tianqin said speechlessly: "I am a baby? Do I need to rub my belly to digest food? What are you doing?"
Lin Zezhong smiled tolerantly, and continued to help her rub her belly with her big hands: "It is my responsibility to take good care of you. You don't know how much I long for my childhood sweetheart to take care of you when you grow up, but our reincarnations are not the same.
In many lives, I felt uncomfortable when I saw you surrounded by members of the opposite sex. They have been with you since childhood. Even if you did not choose them, you are still as close as brothers and sisters.
When you were just reborn, you didn't know how much I wanted to fly to your side and watch you grow up little by little from Milk Baby. I even wanted to steal you away from your parents.
Later, I was so happy that you came. I could go to see you after practicing cultivation, but I didn’t dare to stay with you for long, for fear that I could not help but stay and watch you grow up.
You were the one who influenced me to go home when my parents found me! Although I didn’t ask, I knew the answer. I was looking forward to going to you at that time. I didn’t want to go home at all.
promise."
Nodding, Zhao Tianqin said with a smile: "It was my influence. My parents won't allow us to be together if you come to my side. Moreover, your underage household registration and school registration are very troublesome, and you don't have a guardian!"
After a pause, Zhao Tianqin said: "And I just sealed the memory, not forgotten it. I feel something is wrong with me, so I don't want to get too close to you!
I didn't have such a strong and cheerful personality when I was with you, but I started to be a little sentimental when I was in college. After that, I became even more sentimental when I went to your house.
We are husband and wife, but I don’t have any memories of our married life. We also have two children. I have memories of conceiving and giving birth, but many memories after the birth of the children are fragmented. I have such a physique, which makes me feel
It was such a mess, I didn't dare think about the memories I had forgotten.
And you are always sad, sad, regretful, guilty, and painful. If things between us are good, you shouldn't have such thoughts and emotions, so I just want to stay away from you until I figure out the truth.
Later, the sealed memories came out bit by bit. I originally didn’t want to be with you. But I can use my healing power, so I thought I would just endure it when I get married, and I would just treat it later.
You know that when I am in pain, you say: Even if you never touch me, you will never leave me.
I want to know how far you can go for me, and whether you can really endure it.
Later, I checked my memories after marriage again and again. I couldn't stand how I turned into a completely strange self, so compromised, so humble. And I have never been such a good-tempered person. I have never tolerated it. Who dares to let me
If he feels uncomfortable, I will make him feel even more uncomfortable.