Zhao Tianqin intercepted the memories of bruises and severe pain that were about to recover in this life and threw them to him, then looked at him coldly.
Lin Zezhong was tortured by the continuous severe pain and broke out in cold sweat. She looked carefully at the memory and found that it was the painful memory of a bruise on her arm that she pinched when she went to her home in Nantong City on the second day of the wedding.
"It hurts! It's still very slight. After all, I was almost fully recovered at that time." Zhao Tianqin directly erased the memory of the dream.
"How could you lie to me and say it doesn't hurt? I don't need you to give me pleasure..." Lin Zezhong felt his heart suddenly hurt. This was the first time in their lives that they had experienced severe pain from a bruise. She
How could she maintain such a calm expression? No wonder she was still scared.
"My pain tolerance for so many lives is different from yours. The black bruises at that time were just as painful as a needle prick, so it really didn't hurt except for the first time." Zhao Tianqin answered calmly and seriously.
He said, she was so numb and used to it that she didn't know the pain.
"Give me the memory of my wedding night in my previous life." Lin Zezhong desperately wanted to know how much it hurt her and what a bastard he was.
He didn't want to understand anything, he just entered her world and merged her memories for a little happy memory.
"Your true spirit can't bear it, and your true spirit will be broken and die!" Zhao Tianqin shook his head and replied directly without politeness, completely ignoring his even more uncomfortable and painful mood.
Lin Zezhong calmed down the severe pain before saying: "This is the first memory in this life."
Zhao Tianqin's mouth twitched and he said speechlessly: "Don't you think it's perverted to see such memories from my perspective?"
"I want to know how much it hurts for you!" Of course he knew that it was a very destructive thing to feel from her perspective, but he felt that he had to know how serious his mistakes were. How could he believe her that it didn't hurt?
Why was he so blind that he couldn't see her bruises?
At that time, she said that her bruises were enlarged and caused severe pain. Although she did not say at that time how painful it was, a slight bruise was still very painful for her.
"You are too speechless...and I'm afraid that watching it will affect your health, and if...it doesn't work...you won't have a baby!"
Zhao Tianqin was speechless when he thought about the knee she gave him just now, and then gave him some life force.
She thought for a moment and refused directly: "I can't show you such a memory, and it's not something you can bear. The pain of bruises in this life has been reduced a lot, but you can also bear the pain of bruises when I was young.
Sorry.
When I go back, I will let you feel the severe pain of the bruises I suffered after falling into the magma in the center of the earth. You may not be able to bear this, but you will understand after seeing it."
Lin Zezhong clenched his fists and said sadly: "Show me that you have not fully recovered your love memories in this life. My mental endurance is not that bad, and the situation you think will not happen!"
When he thought that she only returned to normal a year after the wedding, he asked for a lot during this year, almost every day...
He didn't dare to think how painful she must be. After all, she was still prone to bruises before she returned to normal, but there were less black ones and more bluish and red ones.
"I can't show you this! You don't have to feel guilty. In the year after our wedding until I completely returned to normal, I really only had pain the first time, but you also know that the first time is unavoidable, and the subsequent ones really don't hurt.
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My tolerance is different from yours. Although I feel these things, it is not painful for me, but it is painful for you.
I don't want to talk to you about this!" Zhao Tianqin's face became more and more indifferent, he broke away from his hand, turned around and walked towards the exit.
"Baby, why don't we go back first? Let's have a good day and watch the fireworks in the evening before going home." Lin Zezhong quickly blocked Zhao Tianqin, hugged her slender waist when she bumped into his chest.
Zhao Tianqin put her hand on his chest and wanted to push him away. A low voice sounded: "Don't push me away, I feel very sad!"
"Let me go when you go to play. Don't hug me at all times. I don't like you doing this!" Zhao Tianqin pursed his lips and stared at him, his big almond-shaped eyes full of displeasure.
Looking at the displeasure in her eyes, Lin Zezhong let go of her waist, took her little hand and pulled her to run, and stopped only when he ran to a shallow river that was only ten meters wide.
"Still angry?" Lin Zezhong turned sideways and looked at the little man who didn't even take a breath.
She used to envy other people's freedom to run. That day she saw a group of people striding on the plains and was very envious.
That day he blurted out, ‘Do you want to run for a while?’, and the man who was originally in a good mood suddenly turned cold.
He is a straight man, and he will not pick up any pot!
Later, I took her to a small river and asked her if she wanted to tread water. That day, she replied angrily, ‘Go and roll around in the river yourself’ and turned around to leave.
He was still confused and didn't know she was angry at all, and he didn't try to coax her at all. If it hadn't rained later, she would have just gone home and ignored him.
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"How about I go roll in the river a few times?" Lin Zezhong asked seriously, not joking.
"It has nothing to do with me." Zhao Tianqin turned around and walked directly to the hillside, ignoring what he meant.
Lin Zezhong clenched his fists to calm down before following Zhao Tianqin. He looked at the peaceful face of the little baby, but it gave him a deserted feeling. He didn't understand that she looked like this deserted in every life she lived.
Is it the temper in your bones?
Thinking about such a long time, there were too few things that moved her, even a warm and bright smile still had a bit of desolation.
"Can you tell me what you're angry about?" Seeing her little hands in her pockets, he had no choice but to put his arms around her shoulders. Her unchanged expression made him feel reassured and a little worried.
A calm voice sounded: "Not angry"
Zhao Tianqin walked down the short slope towards the lavender sea of flowers, while a large number of tourists in the sea of flowers were running back, and there were only a few people in the sea of flowers.
Lin Zezhong looked up at the dark sky. Black clouds were still gathering, and the sky was much darker.
"It's going to rain, should we go back?" Lin Zezhong lowered his head and asked in Zhao Tianqin's ear. Her peaceful look made him feel very uncomfortable and indescribably deserted.
"Go wherever you want to go."
Her calm words without any emotional fluctuations made Lin Zezhong feel cold. He didn't understand that she didn't reject him but didn't get close to him, and even started to alienate him again.
The two people walked through a large sea of lavender flowers and came to a sea of pansies. They sat down on a stone bench made for tourists by the roadside, with a look of indifference in their eyes.
Lin Zezhong held her shoulders tightly and then said softly: "What are you thinking about? Is it beautiful here? You said at that time that planting some sea of flowers on such a vast plain might be very beautiful."