He would have to endure it for many more years for the sake of her healthy growth.
At noon, the two of them sat down on a stone chair under a tall pine tree to rest. The cool wind made Zhao Tianqin feel sleepy. She put her hands on the armrests of the stone chair, lay on them and closed her eyes. It took less than a minute.
Just fell asleep.
Lin Zezhong felt a little sad when he saw that the little girl didn't rely on him even though she was sleepy. She had never mentioned the bad past between them in the past years. Did she forget it or something? He was immersed in his memory, and when he came back to his senses, he found that she seemed to be asleep.
Already.
"Qinqin..." She called out a few times, but she didn't respond at all. He held her thin and narrow shoulders and leaned in his arms. The fragrant milk fragrance filled the tip of his nose. Looking at it was not enough.
Half of his little body felt distressed, but he couldn't feel her weight leaning against him. How many pounds was she so light?
He held her and was immersed in all kinds of beautiful memories of first meeting her and pursuing her in his previous life. After she passed away, he could only rely on the beautiful memories with her to survive. He had a good memory and never forgot his relationship with her.
All the memories of her, but he didn't dare to recall the memories after she gave birth. It was because he didn't accompany her, didn't take good care of her, and came home with a bad mood at work every day. How difficult it is to have two children with her in such a poor body
It was so hard and tiring that he neglected her, so after having the child, she was unwilling to talk to him, wouldn't let him get close to her, alienated him, and completely forgot about him in her world, leaving only the child.
Because of her postpartum depression, her poor health got worse and worse. He didn't even know about it until her body failed and passed away. After he sent her away and sorted out her belongings, he discovered that she was suffering from postpartum depression. And the few words she left to herself were:
"Never Meet Again", why did she take the initiative to come to him? If she really forgives him, why does she never mention the bad past?
He wanted to ask but didn't dare to ask. He was afraid that if he asked, she would leave him again after remembering all the things in the past.
After waking up in a clean, refreshing and warm embrace, Zhao Tianqin was still confused for a while. She raised her head to meet his gentle and handsome face. He was looking at her with watery eyes. She quickly sat upright with a reddish complexion, and pulled down the big hand on her shoulder.
Move slightly to the side.
The emptiness in his arms made Lin Zezhong break away from his memories in an instant. He looked at the little girl with a red face and lowered her head, feeling disappointed. Why did she wake up? He still wanted to hold her. It was very heart-warming, warm and happy.
It was exactly the same as before, the feeling she gave him had never changed.
Lin Zezhong took her backpack, took out the handkerchief in her backpack and wet it with boiling water. He bent down close to her and whispered softly, "Look up." She raised her head and looked at him in confusion. He held the handkerchief and gently helped her.
After washing her face, the little girl closed her eyes, her face became even redder and she let him wash her face, which made him excited and funny at the same time. How could she be so shy easily?
After washing her face, she put the handkerchief into a sealed bag and put it into her backpack. She took out her water glass, opened it and handed it to her, "Drink some water, it's too hot."
Zhao Tianqin took the water cup and drank some boiled water to calm down the heat on his face. He secretly held her and slept against him, which made her happy but also a little unhappy. She didn't want to get close to him or get too close to him.
"Let's go shopping." Although he didn't take a nap, Lin Zezhong didn't feel sleepy. The scent of her body was so peaceful. He had a good sleep last night and was very energetic today. Last night was the best sleep he had had in these years after rebirth.
One night, I fell asleep without a dream and woke up refreshed. Every night I held her to sleep and woke up in the morning, I felt so refreshed...
"good"
The two of them visited the entire botanical garden and memorized all the plants with labels. Zhao Tianqin also knew that there were many edible fruits in her space and also knew which ones were inedible.
Throughout the afternoon, Lin Zezhong just held her hand and occasionally kissed her cheek, without any very intimate behavior. Zhao Tianqin finally felt relieved. After all, men are always impulsive and he is such an age.
Especially since she used to be his wife. If he couldn't control it, she would never be alone with him again. She was still too young and couldn't do it! What's more, her physique also couldn't do it!
Zhao Tianqin raised his hand and glanced at his watch. It was almost five o'clock.
"Aze, let's go home."
"Well, go home!"
When Lin Zezhong heard the familiar words, he settled down. Go home! I will be with you in the days to come. If you have you, you will have a home.
Because they were afraid of being bumped into, the two of them took the bus back. Fortunately, there were not many people, so Lin Zezhong sat next to her and went back together, but he did not hold her hand again.
"Are you still going out tomorrow?" Lin Zezhong looked at her expectantly. He wanted to be with her all the time, but they were too young to tell her parents that they could go and play together legitimately...
"I don't know, I don't really want to buy it, and I don't have anything to buy."
"Okay, if you go out, just call me and I'll be there as soon as you are called." Lin Zezhong looked disappointed. He wanted to see her, stay with her, stay with her... He even wanted to stay with her every minute.
There is a warm and happy feeling around me.
The bus arrived. After saying goodbye to Lin Zezhong, Zhao Tianqin carried his backpack and went home.
When I got home, I took out a few of the books I bought today and put them in my backpack. I also took out two smaller pieces of cloth and put them in my backpack.
When he walked into the house, he found that the food had been prepared and covered with a lid, but no one was there. As Zhao Tianqin walked back to the room, he used his mental power to sense where they were. He clearly sensed that they were all at home when he was on the bus.
Sensing that they were all in the large balcony on the right side of the restaurant, Zhao Tianqin put down his backpack and walked over.
Grandpa and dad are installing shelves, grandma and mom are mixing soil, brother and sister are filling the flower pots with soil with small flower shovels, everyone is quiet and no one speaks, is this deliberately teasing her?
?Thought she couldn’t see it?
"I'm back," Zhao Tianqin stood behind them and said loudly.
"I know, you just said it when you came in, and we all heard it. You deliberately didn't say anything to see if you could find us." Zhao Tianyi said proudly with a smile.
"Nanny has been reading in the bookstore again? Did she come back so late?" Liu Ning asked with a kind smile.
"The bus took a long time to come, so I came back late. Are you hungry?"
"Let's go wash our hands and eat first. We'll do it later. My daughter will also come and help plant flowers later." Zhao Hongliang put down the wood in his hand and said with a kind smile.
After the family had dinner, Zhao Tianqin also helped shovel the mixed soil into the flower pots, "Why don't you buy a bigger shovel? This flower shovel is too small, and I am tired from shoveling."
"I forgot to buy it. The big shovel in my mother's hand was given by the store, and these tools were also given by the store. Just make do with it, just shovel a little soil, and sit and rest when my daughter is tired. We will take our time and not be in a hurry."
Zheng Meizhi said comfortingly.
"How many flower pots did you buy? Where did so much soil, sawdust, and all these random little stones come from?" Zhao Tianqin asked curiously.
"I just bought 80 pots. The soil was dug from a nearby construction site, and the others were bought with soil to support the flowers. Next week, Saturday and Sunday, my parents will go home again to sort out all the flowers at home and bring them here to plant.
By the way, bring some common furniture here for use. If you have anything to take, think of it, list it, and move it once. The next time you go back may be a long time later." Zheng Meizhi replied with a smile. They were too busy at work.
I sometimes have to work overtime on Saturdays and Sundays. I guess I will have to wait until the Spring Festival holiday next time before I can go back. However, the salary of the two of them is very high, more than double the original salary. It will be easy for them to raise two elderly people and three children if they are promoted.
Relaxed.
"Um"
When it was getting dark, my father and grandfather installed all the flower stands, filled the pots with soil and arranged them. After cleaning the ground, Zhao Tianqin went back to his room to take a bath and change into clean pajamas.
I looked at the time and it was half past eight.
Although he had been tired for a day, Zhao Tianqin still entered the space to read books, and there was no end to his learning.
I took out the new book I bought today and looked at it carefully. I had no idea what was happening over there with Lin Zezhong.