Yan Tianxing tilted his head and looked at Mo Shangyun.
He won't want students with problems.
He can speak very directly to any student.
He even said that Ji Zhou and Bu Yirong would handle the matter for him without his intervention.
However, what he has to face now is Mo Shangyun.
He once insisted not to invite Mo Shangyun to GS9 in order not to mention this issue directly to Mo Shangyun. But in the end, he still invited Mo Shangyun. The fact that he went in person proved that he needed to face this issue head-on.
And tried to help Mo Shangyun solve it.
It is too shameless to personally invite Mo Shangjun over and then ask Mo Shangjun to leave for no reason.
So he planned to discuss this issue with her.
After a long pause, Yan Tianxing asked: "Have you ever thought that you might not be suitable for teamwork?"
"Um."
Mo Shangyun cannot deny this.
She is not used to teamwork.
Because she has been training alone for so many years, and no companion has ever cooperated with her.
What she learned were all skills of one person.
Of course, she also had partners, such as Bai Chuan. But when acting, she and Bai Chuan also did their own things. It was just that they had a tacit understanding after the number of actions.
It wasn't until the military academy that she began to have a sense of "teamwork", but this was not the focus of training for the military academy.
After joining the company, because the problems encountered were not big, Mo Shangjun would try his best to cooperate with the team, so the problems were not obvious.
In other words, neither the leader nor the people who work with her will notice this.
She always completes her tasks well.
Except for the sharp-eyed Yan Tianxing.
It's strange that Yan Tianxing can always see through all her shortcomings at a glance.
She waited for Yan Tianxing's response.
Then, she heard Yan Tianxing say: "This can be changed."
"...Um."
Mo Shangjun answered again.
Yan Tianxing sighed softly, stretched out his hand, and took off Mo Shangyun's training cap. When Mo Shangyun turned his head to look at him, he lowered his head slightly and stared at Mo Shangyun seriously.
Mo Shangjun paused.
She feels that Yan Tianxing has a kind of magical power. When he stares at you seriously, you will be attracted to him unconsciously.
For a moment, she felt like she was looking up to him, willingly.
In the beginning, she always maintained an equal position with Yan Tianxing, and Yan Tianxing would often give her the greatest respect and even treat her with a lowered status unconsciously.
However, often at critical moments, Mo Shangyun discovered that the experience, experience, and thinking of the two people were quite different, and she would unconsciously look up to him.
It was like he exposed her flaws in one word, but it took her nearly a year to fully realize this.
In his field, there is a gap between them.
This is inevitable.
Because when Mo Shangyun chose to try "special forces", he would not give up this "field".
She always had to look directly at the gap between her and Yan Tianxing.
"All your problems can be corrected," Yan Tianxing held her training cap in his hand and moved her hair covering her eyebrows with his fingers. He looked at her intently, his voice was low and hoarse, and he paused every word.
Said, "But I want to know if you are willing to change."
My heart skipped a beat.
Mo Shangyun suddenly felt that it was difficult to remain calm.
I don't know whether it was because the person she was facing was Yan Tianxing, or because Yan Tianxing wanted to discuss the issue with her.
Pursing her lips slightly, she hesitated for a moment and asked, "I still have something wrong with you, didn't you tell me?"
Yan Tianxing said: "You know it yourself."
His eyelids drooped slightly and he paused. Mo Shangyun raised his eyes again and said boldly, "I want to know what you think."
Even if she realizes it, she doesn't want to admit that this problem is serious.
However, she could feel from Yan Tianxing that this problem was indeed serious.
Moreover, based on Yan Tianxing's experience, he should have sufficient reasons to confirm it.
So she wanted to know how Yan Tianxing made the decision.
Yan Tianxing thought for a moment and then said: "Your problem is that you regard your companions as people who need your protection."
"I just realized this." His eyes flashed slightly, Mo Shangyun raised his eyes and met Yan Tianxing's eyes, "But I have this ability."
I have this ability.
When Mo Shangyun said this, she was not arrogant and confident, she was just explaining the fact calmly.
The reason why she works so hard is because she wants to have "this ability".
Narrowing his eyes, Yan Tianxing asked: "The first time, the second time, you have this ability, can you guarantee that you will always have this ability?"
Mo Shangyun paused, his brows moved slightly, and there was an unspeakable emotion in his heart.
Finally, she said: "I have to fail to know."
"What if you can only fail once?" Yan Tianxing frowned tightly, and his tone couldn't help but become more serious, "Mo Shangyun, do you take your own life for granted?"
"..."
Mo Shangyun frowned and said nothing.
If her failure is equivalent to death...then, will she still stick to her own ideas?
Mo Shangyun was unable to answer him for a moment.
She suddenly understood why Yan Tianxing had always avoided inviting her to GS9.
Because he values his life more than she does.
He didn't want her to seek death under his nose. That was behavior he could never approve of.
She thought that if she had not quit due to disagreement with Chen Yu in 907, Yan Tianxing would never have chosen her to come to GS9.
Yan Tianxing knows that if she is "normal", then GS9 will be the most suitable for her.
But her problem is also obvious.
"Yan Tianxing," Mo Shangyun called out his name in a low tone, but after a brief pause, she changed her words, "Instructor Yan, I can try to change it, but this matter is better than you and what I thought.
It's all difficult."
Slowly exhaling, Mo Shangyun smiled at him, and then said: "My masters taught me that if there is one person who deserves to be sacrificed in a group of people -" it will be her.
"Mo Shangjun!"
Yan Tianxing interrupted her.
Reaching out to grab her shoulders, Yan Tianxing stared at her closely and warned her angrily: "Your masters never taught you this."
Feeling the pain in his shoulder, Mo Shangyun was freed from certain emotions.
Realizing that there was something wrong with what he just said, Mo Shangyun lowered his eyelids and said softly: "I'm sorry."
She was reluctant to mention the issue.
No one told her what it should be like.
All the "shoulds" were figured out by herself.
Lowering his head and pressing it against her forehead, Yan Tianxing's fingers rubbed her chin, his rough thumb rested on her lips, and he whispered: "Say."
"Um?"
Mo Shangjun raised his eyes with a puzzled expression.
Yan Tianxing stared at her closely and said word by word: "They never taught her."
After a slight pause, Mo Shangyun chuckled and said, "Well, they haven't taught me."
Yes, they haven't taught it.
They risked their lives to keep her alive and never wanted her to die like that.
However, all their actions told her that she should be like this.
She is not pessimistic.
The first thing she thought of was to make herself stronger, the ability that she had never neglected, so that she could protect those she needed to protect at critical moments.
Even if those people are companions and people she protects with her, when faced with a crisis and unable to resist, they are still people who need protection.
She just didn't want that to happen.
But she also thought that if something "necessary to sacrifice" really happened, then she would definitely choose to sacrifice like her master.
Didn't Chen Lu die to protect Shen Xi?
She felt that all Chen Lu's actions to protect Shen Xi were subconscious, and when he was dying, he never regretted protecting Shen Xi.
Those people who sacrificed their lives heroically, those behaviors that subconsciously protected others... really affected her.
It's just that the memory left behind is so deep that she becomes a little special.
Yan Tianxing kissed the tip of her nose gently, finally sighed, and hugged her directly in his arms with great strength. His chin rested on her shoulder, leaned into her ear, and said almost helplessly: "Mo Xiaoyun , you are miserable."
You are miserable.
How could he feel at ease in such a state?
Mo Shangyun reached out, grabbed his clothes, pulled gently, and then asked softly: "Instructor Yan, can you no longer have me?"
Her voice was still very calm, without any attitude or emotion, it was just light and airy. When it fell into Yan Tianxing's ears, it made his heart ache and hurt.
How can there be such a heart-wrenching person? (To be continued)