Because Mo Shangyun had a special experience and could not fully explain her situation, Yan Tianxing did not put any more pressure on her and let her think about the solution on her own.
After taking a closer look at Yan Tianxing, Mo Shangjun asked quickly: "If I leave, can we continue?"
Yan Tianxing was startled.
If she left, would there still be no barrier between the two of them?
impossible.
Both of them are very sensible and know that many times they cannot be emotional and understand that some problems can be solved calmly.
Even though there were so many obstacles in front of them, Yan Tianxing never thought about the problem of "cannot continue".
However, no matter how calm and rational people are, they all have feelings and emotions.
They are human beings after all.
It doesn’t mean that if I’m with you, we will agree that for the rest of our lives, we will face and solve any setbacks and hardships together.
He knew that Mo Shangyun would not break up with him just because he left.
Mo Shangyun is not such an irrational person.
But it will leave a mark that cannot be erased.
It is there, has always been there, and will not disappear no matter what the future holds. It may be hidden, but it is there, like a bomb that can explode at any time.
Maybe a long time later, at some opportunity, it will suddenly appear and become the trigger for everything to break out.
Yan Tianxing looked at Mo Shangyun in front of him and suddenly felt that when you identify someone, that is just the beginning of everything. Only by really going on until the last second can you truly confirm.
Before she could respond, Mo Shangyun twitched the corners of her lips and said, "It seems there is no such thing as the best of both worlds."
She stepped forward, picked up the water glass, and drank the full glass of water in one gulp.
Putting down the water glass, Mo Shangyun stood up straight and asked, "Can I go?"
"I'll see you off." Yan Tianxing stood up from the sofa.
Mo Shangyun said calmly: "No need, I know the way."
Realizing that his tone was not so pleasant, Mo Shangyun paused slightly, trying to improve his attitude, but he really couldn't make a joke.
She was indeed a little unhappy.
In fact, she rarely does this.
Because when she encountered something unpleasant in the past, she could vent it out and take revenge.
But this time the situation is different.
Sometimes she feels that anyone can persuade her to quit, but why does it have to be Yan Tianxing.
Although she also knew that no one could persuade her to leave, only this person named Yan Tianxing - he wanted to live. He thought that if she wanted to die, then don't let him watch her looking for death. To him, that was
A devastating blow.
So her unhappiness was somewhat unreasonable.
Of course she didn't know that Yan Tianxing had already been prepared for her "unreasonable trouble".
He thought she would be angry.
She might be able to vent her anger directly by using force or breaking things - he was ready for it.
However, Mo Shangjun did nothing.
In the end, Yan Tianxing did not force her to leave.
"I have a question."
After turning around, Mo Shangyun suddenly looked at Yan Tianxing.
Yan Tianxing said: "You ask."
"You said that you want soldiers who can survive on the battlefield." Mo Shangyun pushed up the brim of his hat and asked, "If I survive, can you protect me?"
——If I survive, can you protect me?
Seemingly contradictory words.
However, Yan Tianxing could hear clearly.
She said, if I successfully survive and have all the abilities he asked for to "survive on the battlefield," then will you let me survive those times when I can't survive through individual combat and personal abilities?
?
Mo Shangjun also asked similar questions before.
So Yan Tianxing was surprisingly able to understand her meaning despite such contradictory words.
So, he said: "If I can't protect you, I will give you my life."
Mo Shangyun chuckled lightly, "Aren't you going to pay big compensation?"
Yan Tianxing said sternly: "You are the one who will lose if you follow me."
Mo Shangyun was stunned for a moment and thought it was a joke to lighten the atmosphere.
As everyone knows, Yan Tianxing is extremely sincere.
He always praised her very highly, and that was not a joke, but from the bottom of his heart.
Even though he is just a friend, he will still appreciate Mo Shangyun, because he is the most capable, wise and kind person he has ever seen.
Mo Shangjun walked to the door and raised his hand to open the door, but when his fingers touched the cold metal, his movement suddenly stopped.
She took a deep breath.
"Yan Tianxing, I have found my faith," Mo Shangyun said softly. After a slight pause, she turned her head and glanced at Yan Tianxing with a smile. She said, "I hope you won't waste it."
I miss you so much.
Thinking too much will not be a burden to you, but a help to you.
I walked such a long journey alone and survived all the twists and turns. However, the person I met while wandering aimlessly became my final return.
You see, the problem that has been bothering me for so long, three or four years, I didn't expect that you could easily solve it in just a few minutes.
Because Mo Shangyun's tone was too playful, Yan Tianxing didn't hear anything and even felt a little confused.
Belief?
What Lu Yang said she has been looking for?
A strange feeling emerged in his heart, and for a moment, Yan Tianxing wanted to ask her for details.
However, Mo Shangjun, who was still hesitating now, made a special move after finishing his words. In a blink of an eye, he opened the door and walked out.
After going out, he even closed the door carefully for him.
The door was slammed shut, and a sound made Yan Tianxing temporarily calm down.
Let’s ask another time.
He thought so.
Even if we have to wait for Mo Shangyun's mood to improve, it will still take some time.
He heard Mo Shangjun's footsteps gradually fade away.
Mo Shangjun's footsteps were actually very light, so after a while, they were no longer heard.
Yan Tianxing sat back on the sofa.
It's rare that when you encounter something, you don't find a definite answer.
Originally, I never wanted to ask Mo Shangjun to come to GS9, because Mo Shangjun's advantages and disadvantages are equally obvious.
And with so many roads in Mo Shangjun, you don't have to go to the special forces to endure hardships and take risks.
With Mo Shangjun's ability, joining the special forces is actually a loss.
Mo Shangyun didn't know that when Huo Ge was in private contact with several instructors, he kept talking about how excellent Mo Shangyun was and how he had a bright future as a technician. Why did he have to think about joining the special forces and talked about her mentor?
It was so unthinkable that instead of keeping him in his own hands to continue his education and research, he allowed Mo Shangyun to go through the company training like this. It was simply a waste of Mo Shangyun's life.
Of course, Huo Ge also respected Mo Shangyun's decision and never mentioned it in front of Mo Shangyun.
But judging from Huo Ge's reaction, one can imagine how outstanding Mo Shangjun is.
When he met Mo Shangjun for the third time in the reconnaissance camp, Mo Shangjun had used the phone to guide his junior students in writing essays in a mutton steamed bun shop. After returning that day, he looked at some of the papers written by Mo Shangjun on a whim.
article.
For a newly graduated college student, Mo Shangyun's academic achievements are simply breathtaking.
She is capable of studying for graduate school and Ph.D.
Most of her views are profound, and she can also have unique insights into controversial topics.
In particular, she covers a wide range of subjects and never sticks to one major.
At that time, he felt that this little girl was amazing.
So before Mo Shangjun decided to become an instructor in 907, he had never thought about letting Mo Shangjun come to GS9.
Because elsewhere, Mo Shangyun will achieve greater success.
She is someone who shines wherever she goes.
But she encountered some unpleasant things in 907. Chen Yu's behavior was contrary to her ideas, so she made a big fuss and announced her withdrawal from 907.
Mo Shangjun acted vigorously and resolutely, slapped Chen Yu in the face in such a beautiful way, and handled all the aftermath perfectly.
Others might be amazed by it, but he was worried about her.
Mo Shangjun has always been merciful to others. She could actually handle it in a better way. That time she was decisive and too quick... because she didn't want to stay in 907 for a moment longer.
She was confused.
In other words, she wanted to find something here in 907, but the result disappointed her.
So he felt that instead of putting Mo Shangjun in other special forces, it would be better to let her give it a try at GS9.
He knows how different the GS9 is.
He knew Mo Shangyun would like it here.
Perhaps here, Mo Shangyun will no longer be so distressed.
He also made up his mind to let Mo Shangyun "correct his shortcomings".
In fact, at the beginning, he didn't just give Mo Shangyun one chance, but slowly let Mo Shangyun make corrections.
But this incident made him too scared.
He could still recall seeing Mo Shangyun standing alone in the jungle, holding a machete stained with blood, looking very guarded.
If he met another group of people... what would happen to Mo Shangyun now?
There is no doubt that Mo Shangyun is definitely gone.
So he didn't dare to take any more risks.
Even if Mo Shangyun would be estranged from him because of this, it would be difficult for him to have the courage to push her to the edge of death.
*
Mo Shangjun came to the corridor.
It's strange that I could still hear noisy sounds before. Not long after we started chatting, it was hard to hear anything.
She glanced at her watch suspiciously, and after seeing the hour hand pointing to seven o'clock, she gradually came to her senses.
I probably won’t come to the office at this time.
After thinking about it, Mo Shangjun walked towards the stairs.
Yan Tianxing took her here once, and then she climbed over the wall according to her memory. She had just walked through it again, and now she is very familiar with the terrain.
It feels easy to walk on a familiar road.
But, when she was about to go downstairs, she suddenly heard Bu Yirong's voice.
"Team Jiang."
Mo Shangyun heard it and didn't think anything was wrong. Now the two batches of students are training together, and Yan Tianxing is the general person in charge. In the past, they thought this matter was too shameless, so it was difficult to talk about it, but now
Go down calmly.
But the conversation continues.
Jiang Qiong asked: "Where is Captain Yan?"
"It should be in the office." Bu Yirong asked in a kind tone, "What's wrong?"
"What's wrong?" Jiang Qiong seemed to smile, but the laughter was not very pleasant. "It's almost the end of the month. Do you, Mr. Yan, still care about the assessment? The attendance rate is like me."
Better to just watch, right?"
Hearing this, Mo Shangjun's footsteps suddenly stopped.
Bu Yirong spoke softly and with a smile, "Look what you said, even if Master Yan is ignorant, he will not compare attendance with you."
"What's going on? Vice Captain Bu has been so shrewd lately that he's getting better and better at pretending to be stupid?" Jiang Qiong first mocked Bu Yirong, and then said coldly, "Who's competing with him on attendance?"
"Sorry." Bu Yirong's tone sounded sincere, but he changed the subject and said, "Pretend to be smarter next time."
"Don't talk nonsense, what's going on with Yan Tianxing?" Jiang Qiong said, "Is it because the shopkeeper is addicted to him?"
"Captain Yan is busy."
Jiang Qiong seemed to be amused by his perfunctory reason, and couldn't help but said: "In the past, when the student assessment came, I would rush to increase the hatred value. When everyone was shouting to beat me, why didn't I see him busy?"
Bu Yirong smiled patiently and said, "Didn't we handle it well?"
Jiang Qiong suddenly didn't answer.
After four or five seconds, Jiang Qiong suddenly asked: "Is he trying to avoid suspicion?"
"..." Bu Yirong paused for a moment, then said with a smile, "Captain Jiang, please spare me. If you really want to know, you can just ask Captain Yan directly."
Before Bu Yirong finished speaking, Mo Shangyun, who had been "eavesdropping" on the stairs, walked down.
She usually walked silently, but this time, the sound of her footsteps was a little louder.
So Bu Yirong and Jiang Qiong stopped talking.
They were still some distance away from the stairs. Bu Yirong said "Let's talk" to Jiang Qiong and left, while Jiang Qiong went straight up the stairs.
Coincidentally, as soon as I walked up the stairs, I saw Mo Shangyun appearing from the corner.
Jiang Qiong raised her eyes and saw Mo Shangyun's figure, and couldn't help but be a little surprised.
"Captain Jiang." Mo Shangyun greeted Jiang Qiong.
However, there are no special restrictions.
Although Mo Shangjun is now an ordinary student who doesn't even have a name, his military rank is there anyway, and he doesn't have the habit of saluting others at all times.
Jiang Qiong reacted quickly and asked: "Are you done talking?"
"yes."
Mo Shangyun responded in an official tone.
Jiang Qiong asked: "You also know the punishment?"
"Yes. 0 points will be deducted." Mo Shangyun said.
Jiang Qiong nodded, "Go back early. You don't have dinner until half past seven, so you can make it in time."
"yes."
Mo Shangyun responded again.
Then, walked past Jiang Qiong.
She is neither humble nor arrogant. She is not complacent because of her achievements at a young age, nor is she overly enthusiastic about Jiang Qiong because she is the captain. Her size is just right.
That is simply treating Jiang Qiong as a leader, with a certain amount of respect, but not too much.
Jiang Qiong was aware of this the first time he met Mo Shangyunqi, so he was not surprised.
Just looking at Mo Shangjun's leaving figure, Jiang Qiong suddenly remembered that when he was discussing punishing Mo Shangjun, Yan Tianxing canceled the matter of asking Mo Shangjun to write a self-criticism.
Every student who participated in this operation was required to write a 5,000-word review, which was due the next day.
Logically speaking, Mo Shangjun is no exception.
However, Yan Tianxing made an exception and canceled Mo Shangyun's punishment.
The reason given by Yan Tianxing was: Mo Shangjun's review was too routine and gave him a headache.
At that time, Jiang Qiong thought Yan Tianxing was "partial".
However, now that I think about it——
Writing a review should not be difficult for Mo Shangyun.
Yan Tianxing is not the kind of person who would be "partial" on such trivial matters.
Therefore, she was suddenly curious...how "routine" Mo Shangjun's review was.
*
Mo Shangjun returned to the student base.
Her steps were fast and she could walk slowly for half an hour, but it only took her more than ten minutes to get there.
The cafeteria and the dormitory building are not far apart, and since there are no extra buildings, Mo Shangjun can see the group of students heading towards the cafeteria at a glance.
The leader is Wei Nan.
When Wei Nan was walking by, he saw Mo Shangjun and gave Mo Shangjun a special look, signaling her to come over quickly.
So Mo Shangyun did not stay where he was, but ran all the way over at a trot.
As soon as she came closer, Wei Nan made a gesture to signal the team to stop.
Mo Shangjun ran to Weinan, stood still, and shouted loudly: "Report, 005 applied to return to the team!"
"Go quickly." Wei Nan urged.
"yes!"
Mo Shangjun responded.
After that, he quickly and neatly returned to the team.
On the way here, she briefly observed the students in this team.
There should be a few missing. I don’t know if they were eliminated or if they were injured like Xiao Qiang.
Because they had been in the field for five consecutive days, the students were taken to the assembly as soon as they came back, and then they were pulled to the canteen without stopping. Now everyone was dirty, and the mud on some people's faces was not covered up.
The clothes were also covered with various plant debris from the jungle.
Only Mo Shangjun, who came back first, felt refreshed and looked like "normal people".
When Mo Shangjun returned to the queue, because they all looked exhausted, they didn't look much at them, but they vaguely felt that the people around them looked familiar.
Mo Shangjun waited until the other person winked at her, making her suspect that his eyes were cramped, and then Mo Shangjun recognized it - oh, it was Liang Zhiqiong.
However, she was not happy at all.
Because Liang Zhiqiong is totally blind now. (To be continued)