225, Faith [End] Your Believers [Don't Poke When You Break Up]
There is an open space outside the building.
The place is empty and desolate, because there are only training facilities for students. Although it covers a large area, only fewer and fewer students live and train. Therefore, during the training time, I walked around the base and looked around, and rarely saw traces of pedestrians.
It's the same today.
The rain was still falling, crackling on the trees, making a dense sound.
Mo Shangjun stood in the open space, with an upright posture and a straight waist. A bolt of thunder and lightning suddenly flashed across the dark cloudy sky. For a moment, it seemed to split the sky into two halves, followed by a sudden rumbling sound.
When the sound was heard, the natural loud movement of heaven and earth stirred up violent winds and rain, which beat on his body, but Mo Shangjun stood motionless.
When she was led out, she put on a new set of training clothes. It was just the clean and comfortable training clothes. After she stood there for a moment, she was completely soaked by the rain and was wet.
It's even more uncomfortable to stick to your body than to put on a swimsuit.
Yan Tianxing was wearing a raincoat and standing in front of her.
He was facing the wind, and the rain rushed towards him with the wind. The raincoat on his body had no protection, and in a blink of an eye, he was in the same state as Mo Shangjun.
The two stood face to face for a moment.
Finally, Yan Tianxing said in a deep voice: "Tell me, what do you want to do?"
His voice was extremely penetrating and low-pitched, and even in the thunder and lightning weather, it was clearly transmitted to Mo Shangjun's ears.
His eyelids were slightly raised, and Mo Shangjun's dark eyes seemed to be hiding light and were extremely shining.
Her eyes were burning and firm, and she shouted loudly: "Report!"
Being stared at by her eyes as if she had made up her mind, Yan Tianxing felt disturbed for no reason.
He suppressed his rather violent emotions and said angrily: "Say!"
As soon as he finished speaking, lightning struck the sky once again, as if it could split the heaven and earth in half. What followed was a loud thunder that shook the heaven and earth, making people tremble with the sound.
Mo Shangjun opened his thin lips, opened and closed them, and said softly: "Let's break up."
Her voice sounded at the end of the thunder, and various sounds were intertwined together, so even her words seemed to be hallucinations, which did not sound real.
Yan Tianxing didn't feel that he heard wrongly, because his face immediately darkened.
However, he still took a breath and asked again: "Say it again."
The strong wind hit, the leaves rustled, and the small trees farther away were blown directly to their waists, and countless debris was swept into the air, which seemed to create another bad scenery.
Mo Shangjun looked at Yan Tianxing calmly and answered him word for word, "Let's break up."
separate.
Mo Shangyun thought about this answer for a long time.
Every time he thought about it, Mo Shangyun would imagine Yan Tianxing's expression, and had done some mental training for herself countless times. But seeing the change in Yan Tianxing's expression at this moment, Mo Shangyun subconsciously felt nervous, but soon she relaxed and calmed down.
Facing Yan Tianxing's angry storm.
Yan Tianxing took a step forward and looked down at her. The height difference was obvious. At this time, Mo Shangyun was put under a certain amount of pressure from top to bottom.
Mo Shangyun almost forced himself to look at him.
Yan Tianxing's eyes were gloomy, and almost every word was squeezed out from between his teeth, stained with overwhelming anger, "Mo Shangyun, I want you to think about your problems, not our problems!"
"I've finished thinking about my problem, so I took the opportunity to think about your problem." Mo Shangyun narrated calmly.
However, precisely because of her calmness and because she did not mean to be joking at all, this further proves the authenticity of her words.
The moment she said these words, Yan Tianxing didn't think about birthdays or holidays at all, because Mo Shangyun would never fool others with such things.
She has a delicate mind and knows the importance of things. What she said was definitely something she had carefully considered.
Moreover, in their last conversation, both of them acknowledged this tendency.
However, I knew that Mo Shangyun would not joke about this kind of thing, and I knew that Mo Shangyun was determined...
Yan Tianxing still showed weakness.
He said: "Today, April Fool's Day, I will give you a chance to regret it."
Mo Shangyun was a little surprised.
She was surprised that such a proud person as Yan Tianxing could find a step for her so quickly.
As long as she keeps going, it can be treated as if she didn't say what she just said.
She looked at Yan Tianxing carefully.
He still looked calm.
She didn't lose her composure, just like she did when she was provocative.
She didn't know what he was thinking.
But she knew what she was thinking.
There has never been such a clear, clear decision.
So she didn't stop for too long and responded firmly and decisively: "I'm not celebrating April Fool's Day."
She refused Yan Tianxing's steps.
I also declined this opportunity to stay.
She even seemed a little understated, which aroused Yan Tianxing's anger even more.
Staring at Mo Shangyun, Yan Tianxing gritted his teeth and said, "Reason."
"I want to stay as an ordinary student. I have thought about it carefully. The current relationship between us is the obstacle that prevents me from being an 'ordinary student'. You pay attention to me, review me, and realize that I am in the current assessment stage.
It's difficult to expose shortcomings, which puts a lot of pressure on me." Mo Shangyun quickly answered, which was obviously the answer she had thought of in advance, "The only solution is to terminate our current relationship. You know, in my case,
When they decide to stay, the decision itself will have a certain impact on their current relationship, which is not what it should be."
Then she paused and said seriously, "Instructor Yan, you should understand what I need."
His eyes swept over her calm brows, inch by inch, and the sharp and cold eyes were like Lingchi directed at her.
The rain blew on her body with the wind, and her face was unusually white because she had been soaked in the pool for a period of time. The water droplets condensed on her face and then slid down.
She was so firm and clear that Yan Tianxing was convinced that he was of no importance in her heart.
She has never been an emotional person.
She always has various ideas about many things, and there are too many people and things that she values in her life.
He occupies a corner, but only a corner.
After she weighs the importance of things and people, she can easily throw her aside.
Of course, he could also be sure that she was sincere enough when she made her decision.
After weighing it all, she chose what she needed most.
After a while, Yan Tianxing withdrew his gaze, looked at her, and at the same time replied: "I don't understand."
Thinking back carefully, he really didn't really understand her.
She is a fox whose skin has been peeled off layer after layer, and she will never be able to see her heart.
Has she ever revealed her true feelings to anyone?
No.
At the very least, he has never met Mo Shangjun since he has known him and been dating Mo Shangjun.
She is always her own, holding everything she owns firmly in her hands and refusing to give anything to others.
He had been waiting for the day when she would be honest.
As a result, she gave up easily.
With her eyebrows moving slightly, Mo Shangjun smiled at him suddenly, the corners of her mouth naturally raised, then she shrugged and said softly: "I'm sorry about that."
Yan Tianxing frowned uncontrollably.
He raised his hand to hold her chin and raised her head slightly. When she raised her eyes, she saw Yan Tianxing lowering his head. Suddenly, he saw those bottomless eyes, and her dark pupils reflected her.
For a moment, she seemed to have fallen into a hallucination.
However, the pain in his jaw made Mo Shangyun quickly get rid of this feeling.
"Is that the end of sorry?" Yan Tianxing's voice was sexy and hoarse, and every word was filled with his breath. He said word by word, "Your voice, your expression, your eyes... Mo Shangyun,
You are not even the least bit sorry for anything."
Each word hit Mo Shangyun head-on, as if it weighed tens of millions of pounds, making Mo Shangyun feel that he might not be able to stand upright in the next moment.
For a brief moment, Mo Shangyun felt like a selfish and heartless man.
Look, the man standing opposite is so nice.
Mature and steady, gentle and considerate, putting you first and thinking about you...
What's important is that he values you.
This kind of man should be held tightly no matter where he is and cannot be let go easily.
But he was unlucky enough to meet himself.
A heart of stone, like her.
It’s not that I haven’t struggled. Is it too much to break up with someone who treats me so well? There may be no chance of recovery in the future.
However, after she left Yan Tianxing's office last time, the idea of "breaking up" popped up from time to time. Ever since she talked with Mucheng, the thought could not be suppressed at all and occupied her brain all the time.
——Do you like him?
--like.
——Is he important?
--important.
Because of this, they must be separated.
Rain dripped into her eyes, and Mo Shangyun felt her eyes go cold. She closed her eyes subconsciously, and opened them suddenly the next moment. She was still staring at Yan Tianxing with those eyes that were so bright that it made people panic.
She said: "Maybe I feel from the bottom of my heart that I am not very sorry."
After she finished speaking, she felt the grip on her chin loosen, and then Yan Tianxing removed his warm fingers.
Then, Mo Shangyun heard Yan Tianxing's deep and powerful voice, "Okay, let's break up."
If it were anyone else, Yan Tianxing would definitely not keep him.
It is precisely because of Mo Shangjun that Yan Tianxing will not try to stay again.
It's useless to say more.
However, when he looked at Mo Shangyun again, Yan Tianxing was a little surprised - he was still standing here instead of leaving in anger.
He even has a little patience.
Mo Shangjun talked about breaking up and terminating the relationship under the current situation, but did not mention the future.
——What happens after the assessment is over?
Yan Tianxing didn’t mention it either.
The two of them seemed to have forgotten this point that should have been made clear at the same time.
The future is unpredictable and there is no point in talking about it too much.
Mo Shangjun clearly noticed that Yan Tianxing's demeanor gradually became unfamiliar, and the seriousness gradually faded away, replaced by the vague and ethereal aura of an evildoer.
There was another burst of thunder in the sky.
Yan Tianxing's raincoat hat was blown behind his head, revealing a training hat.
He said in a deep voice: "Convince me, how can you make me believe that you can stay."
Straightening his back, Mo Shangyun met his strange but stressful gaze and answered affirmatively: "Report, I'm good enough."
Yan Tianxing suddenly twitched the corner of his mouth.
He smiled, not sincerely, but very eye-catching.
Soon, he raised the corners of his lips and asked: "Do you contradict the instructor well?"
"Report, my excellence is well known to everyone!" Mo Shangyun replied forcefully.
That posture is bound to leave his own face behind.
Yan Tianxing was accustomed to her posture.
After a pause, Mo Shangyun said again: "Report, let me leave now. In addition to my voluntary choice, there is another way to deduct all my points!"
The implication is that she will definitely not choose to leave on her own. If Yan Tianxing really wants to kick her away, he will have no choice but to make her leave after deducting all points.
Furthermore, there is no third option.
As for the problems Yan Tianxing discovered in her before, even if she still hasn't solved them at this time, they cannot be the main problem for her to leave.
This kind of tough manner that silenced the instructor was indeed what she, Mo Shangjun, could do.
"Ha," Yan Tianxing sneered, "Excellent comrade 005, diving, fighting, and taking classes are all your strengths. I guess you don't need to participate. Instead, you will be punished by standing for five hours, and your points will not be deducted."
"yes!"
Mo Shangjun responded without thinking.
That cry was comparable to thunder.
Yan Tianxing frowned slightly and turned to leave.
At this moment, I heard Mo Shangyun shout again: "Instructor Yan, will you come to the training ground tomorrow? I am eager to see you!"
Mo, Shang, Jun!
Yan Tianxing suddenly felt angry.
He turned sideways, glanced at Mo Shangjun, and then said coldly: "Two points will be deducted for teasing the instructor!"
"yes!"
This time, Mo Shangyun still responded without any pause.
Although her current points are very valuable, two points can be exchanged for Yan Tianxing to show up at the training ground tomorrow, which is not a loss.
What she wants is for Yan Tianxing to treat him as an ordinary student and train this class of students according to his previous training methods.
She didn't want her presence to disturb him.
In addition, she also hopes that Yan Tianxing can put her down temporarily and not be bothered by her personal problems.
Because, to her, he is not only her boyfriend, but also her instructor - an irreplaceable existence.
If the idea is too nihilistic, the glory is too exaggerated, the truth is too far-fetched, and if it is like what Lu Yang experienced, those who once believed will one day be betrayed.
Then, she is willing to abandon everything and only believe in him.
The person who lives in front of you.
The person she once pursued also betrayed her, and she cut off her own escape route, so she fell into a dilemma and moved forward in confusion.
She had reached this point on her own, but she had also thought about finding a pillar for herself to support the ideas, glory, and principles that had been eroded by the darkness of reality. But no matter how she searched, she could not find such an existence.
Until I met him.
At this point, he will be her eternal ideal and her eternal glory.
He is her belief.
She will be his devout believer.
It is now and it will be in the future.
Even one day, he would be like Mo Cang and give up on her because of unshirkable responsibilities.
She also enjoys it as sweet as sugar.
When people live in this world, some people pursue peace, smoothness and a complete life, while some people pursue vigor and vitality only for a moment of freedom... But what she pursues is to find the reason why she can live until now.
This is the reason for Yan Tianxing.
Therefore, she did not want to restrain him.
Because she knew her importance in his heart, she respected both parties and was unwilling to restrict herself because of him.
She knew that Yan Tianxing didn't know what she wanted.
But she knows.
What she wants is not just a relationship that can determine her secular life, but a belief that can become the pillar of her life.
Therefore, breaking up is not the end, but just the beginning.
She never said these words to Yan Tianxing.
Yan Tianxing seemed to notice the strange emotion in her eyes, so he looked at her more. But even if there was a tacit understanding, it was impossible to truly communicate with each other. He could feel something, but he had no clue, so he could only
Choose to give up.
However, under the urge to leave, he quickly asked: "Why did you choose today?"
"Um?"
Mo Shangjun seemed to be confused.
Yan Tianxing said: "You are missing a birthday present."
"Report, just because it's today!" Mo Shangjun immediately replied with a serious face, "I want to leave all the questions at the end of the year! At the end of the year, I am brand new!"
"..." Yan Tianxing was silent for a moment, and finally said through gritted teeth, "You are really good at making chicken soup."
Old man, this is called middle school.
But Mo Shangyun thought about it carefully and did not dare to say it out loud.
The more Yan Tianxing thought about it, the more irritated he became, and the more he thought about it, the more displeased he became with Mo Shangjun. Finally, he simply withdrew his gaze and turned around to leave.
Damn it!
He was an old problem, but she was about to open her arms to welcome a new future!
Yan Tianxing's steps were slightly quick, and in a blink of an eye he was far away from Mo Shangyun who was standing there.
The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and the rain curtain obscured the view.
Yan Tianxing never looked back.
Behind him, Mo Shangjun's right hand was slowly raised. The movement was full of strength, the arm was pushed outwards, the elbow was turned inward, the five fingers were close together, and the fingertips were pointed in the direction of the training cap.
That's a salute gesture.
In the rain, her posture was extremely solemn.
——Goodbye, my boyfriend.
——Hello, my favorite instructor. (To be continued)