375, the purpose [12] there is no problem [supplement 08]
Mo Shangyun stood quietly, waiting for Yan Tianxing to come forward.
Yan Tianxing stared at her with deep eyes, then stretched out his hand, grabbed the grasshopper staying on her hair, and threw it aside.
Yan Tianxing asked: "How many are chasing you?"
Mo Shangjun said: "There are two left."
Yan Tianxing said softly: "That's okay."
He rushed over after hearing the heavy gunfire.
Those who were hurrying and hurrying happened to meet those two people, so they got rid of them.
"oh."
Mo Shangyun nodded.
She was not in a hurry to speak, and it took her a while to calm down from the fighting state.
Yan Tianxing didn't rush to say anything else, and waited patiently, watching her cold and solemn expression dissipate little by little, returning to her usual calm and indifferent appearance.
The Mo Shangjun he saw just now was a little different from all the Mo Shangjun in his memory.
That was something he had never seen before.
There was blood all over her body, her own, someone else's, maybe someone else's artery had been cut, the blood sprayed on her body, splashing everywhere, but she didn't care - didn't care about the blood on her body, didn't care about the wound on her left hand, didn't care
Everything around her, all her attention was focused on the enemies that threatened her.
Logically speaking, she should be full of murderous intent, but the moment Yan Tianxing saw her, there was no trace of murderous intent. She seemed to be fused with the ice blade and turned into a murderous weapon, but there was no trace of murderous intent.
A little bit of emotion coming out of her.
Her eyes were cold, not the coldness when she was usually emotional, but the kind of coldness that was simply without temperature and close to nature.
Yan Tianxing could almost tell at that moment that something was wrong with her.
She completely entered a fighting state with the purpose of destroying the enemy, so she subconsciously eliminated all factors that were detrimental to her - including all the emotions and perceptions she should have as a normal person.
After a long time, Mo Shangjun finally felt something - pain, tiredness and fatigue.
At the same time, an inexplicable heaviness suddenly came from all directions, oppressing her, her head, shoulders, arms... everywhere, even her breathing was full of pressure.
"Yan Tianxing." Mo Shangjun called him.
Because of the heaviness that came from nowhere, she felt a pressure when she opened her mouth, and her voice became a little soft.
Looking down at her, Yan Tianxing responded patiently, "I'm here."
Mo Shangyun raised his head stiffly, looked at him blankly, and said, "Hug me."
She still had no emotions.
This state caused her brain to lose its normal thinking response. She only felt that her mind was empty and all the senses in her body were clear, but it seemed that all parts of her body were not under her control, and everything was out of control.
Until Yan Tianxing held her in his arms.
His embrace was warm, the arms hugging her were powerful, his hands gently stroked her hair, and his chin rested on her forehead.
Mo Shangyun just stood there, motionless, letting him hug her.
Later, she buried her face in his shoulder, and the blood on her face rubbed against his shoulder. For a moment, she wondered if he would frown because of this.
"I killed them," Mo Shangyun said, "I didn't feel anything when I killed them."
Mo Shangyun was just talking calmly, but Yan Tianxing could almost fully understand what she was talking about.
Yan Tianxing lowered his head and kissed her hair gently, and said firmly: "There is nothing wrong with you."
"I think..." Mo Shangyun's tone paused slightly. Her left hand holding the silver thread of the ring gradually clenched into a fist. The pain clearly conveyed by the wound made her feel more normal. She slowly opened her fist again, feeling a little confused.
, and said with some confusion, "I won't adapt so quickly."
She always felt that this process would take a long time.
Very long, very long.
It was much longer than she thought.
A life is in front of you and cannot be easily ignored.
She still remembers how she felt when she killed someone for the first time in the battle in Zheng Village.
She tried her best to restrain herself, but she was still panicking.
No one can be so relieved when taking another person's life.
She has been taught since childhood that no one has the right to deprive others of their lives.
Although her later education taught her that some people deserve to die, and someone must do the deprivation of other people's lives in a legal and reasonable way.
She was panicked and confused, but she was still calm.
She was even a little lucky that she didn't take it for granted to take the lives of others, and that she could still have so many complicated emotions after killing people.
But now, how much time has passed?
When she started to do it, her mood was no longer disturbed.
She would even flash in her mind the most convenient ways and the most beneficial means for herself when taking action.
When she was still racking her brains to imagine that one day she would overcome the problem of murder, suddenly one day, she discovered that she had overcome this obstacle invisibly...
This is undoubtedly uncontrollable.
It was unexpected and made her miscalculate, and she also had no definite positioning for herself.
She let herself lose control.
"Mo Shangyun, you said it yourself, you are good enough." Yan Tianxing whispered, "It's not that you have no feelings about killing, you just didn't react, and your body made the decision for you."
Mo Shangjun was stunned.
After a long while, she said: "This theory is interesting."
It's quite interesting.
He soothed her almost immediately.
He told her so firmly that there was nothing wrong with her.
And, he said so categorically that you are so excellent.
The reason why you are like this is because of your excellence.
Any negative emotions were completely eliminated by him. (To be continued)