You Zhen patted her hand but avoided her eyes, "You can do meaningful things outside."
Liang Zhiqiong lowered his head and bit his lip.
You Zhu continued: "If you want to help others, your family can provide you with the conditions. You may be able to do more good things outside than in the army."
"This is different."
Liang Zhiqiong is stubborn and persistent.
Different.
She lives in such a circle and sees too many hypocritical masks. They are hypocritical, mellow and thoughtful, say things that go against their will, do things that go against their will, and stab you with a smile. Too many people live for their own interests.
Unknowingly, they put on countless masks for themselves, and most of the time even they think the masks are the real themselves.
Unable to do pure things.
They live suppressing their nature.
This circle is like this, this society is like this, this is what Liang Zhiqiong hated the most before joining the army. But after joining the army, although she slowly began to understand the existence of this phenomenon, she also discovered that there are still simple corners in the world.
Not all circles are like this.
Outside, she couldn't appreciate the comfort and comfort of lying on the grass with a group of people and waiting for the sun to rise after a whole night of training.
It was the most beautiful scenery she had ever seen.
Outside, she couldn't understand the feeling she felt when she tasted hot white rice after being hungry for days and nights in the barren mountains, even relying on roots and wild vegetables to satisfy her hunger. It would make her flesh hurt to waste even a grain of rice.
It was the best meal she had ever had.
Outside, she can't experience the fulfillment of working with a group of people for the same goal without any benefit, and can't enjoy the fact that everyone is cheering for you, rejoicing for your progress, racking their brains and racking their brains just to give you
The warmth of bringing some food...
And between life and death, everyone cooperates tacitly and feels safe leaving his behind to his comrades.
Pure comrades-in-arms and the fateful friendship between life and death cannot be experienced outside.
However, she was unable to describe these real experiences and heart-touching scenes one by one.
As You Zhen said, she will be worried, and so will her father.
They don't want to hear this, because it is often linked to the degree of danger, which will make them always think about it and worry about what will happen to her and what danger she will encounter.
This is what Mo Shangyun repeatedly emphasized to her before she came back, and what Peng Yuqiu repeatedly warned her along the way.
These things cannot be said.
"We haven't seen each other for two years. You have really grown up." You Ming sighed and broke the silence. He pulled Liang Zhiqiong and said, "Let's talk slowly if you have anything to say. Let's eat first. If you don't want to eat, you and I will
Dad is worried."
"……Um."
Liang Zhiqiong did not rush to persuade You Zhi, but nodded in agreement with You Zhi.
After thinking so much, she suddenly felt powerless.
She realized that in You Zhen's view, everything she had done was worthy of recognition, but it could be many people, thousands of people, but it should not be her.
But she felt that ordinary conscripts were simply experiencing military life, while the place she had worked so hard to reach was the place where she could really do practical things.
Even though it's dangerous, someone has to do it.
And she wants to be one of them.
She wants to be a part of it, not be replaced by someone else.
She took the bowl of fluffy white rice from You Zhen. The quality of the rice alone was several grades higher than that of the cooking class. The meals were all cooked by the special chefs hired by the family. The big pots of the cooking class couldn't cook the rice.
The smell comes out.
delicious.
However, I always feel like there is something lacking.
Seeing Liang Zhiqiong actually starting to eat, You Yan was secretly surprised by Liang Zhiqiong's calmness and understanding.
She has imagined many situations.
For example, Liang Zhiqiong will throw the food on the ground.
For example, Liang Zhiqiong will get angry if he fails to negotiate with her.
For example, Liang Zhiqiong will argue fiercely, vent violently, and make many impulsive actions...
But, not at all.
Liang Zhiqiong is trying to communicate with her, communicating very rationally and calmly. Even if the communication does not make progress, she can still accept it calmly.
I don't know when, Liang Zhiqiong broke away from his previous self-willed self. In a place where You Zhen couldn't see, Liang Zhiqiong grew into a sensible and well-behaved person.
This made You Zhen feel sad and lost.
She didn't know whether it was good or bad.
*
The evening meeting ended early.
Unexpectedly, Yan Tianxing did not go out with the troops that day, but followed Mo Shangjun to have dinner "keeping to himself".
"You have nothing to do today?"
Putting his hand in his trouser pocket, Mo Shangyun asked Yan Tianxing strangely.
Yan Tianxing glanced at her lightly and said, "I made an appointment with your mother to play games."
"What?"
Mo Shangyun felt that he didn't understand what Yan Tianxing meant.
However, Yan Tianxing had no intention of giving her a thoughtful answer and walked past her without saying a word.
Mo Shangyun raised his legs to keep up with him, "Isn't my mother Ruan Yan's loyal teammate?"
Yan Tianxing said calmly: "Three are missing and one is missing."
"..."
Good.
I wish you a happy relationship.
Mo Shangyun followed Yan Tianxing silently towards the cooking class.
Because eating at six o'clock will bump into people in the camp, we specially give them half an hour to come. Some can choose to go at six o'clock, and some can choose to go there in advance. Of course, you can also choose to eat outside.
The degree of freedom is comparable to that of ordinary universities.
This is a treatment you cannot enjoy even in military academies. (To be continued)