200, Yearning [01] There is a huge gap between fantasy and reality
When Chu Ye came back to his senses, Yan Gui had disappeared in a flash.
Looking at his hand that was still in the air, Chu Ye blinked, clicked his tongue, raised his hand and scratched his head.
Could this kid have smoked?
…
As soon as he ran out of the dormitory, Yan Gui quickly stopped in front of Yan Jinchao and Duan Zimu.
Yan Jinchao and Duan Zimu stopped and looked at the loach that came out like a gust of wind.
"Brother Duan! Brother Yan! You have to make the decision for my family, Mo Mo——"
As soon as Yan Gui stopped, the performance started in a dramatic manner. However, because of the tight time, he couldn't squeeze out the two tears from the corners of his eyes.
Looking at Yan Gui, whose acting skills were not up to par, Yan Jinchao and Duan Zimu looked at each other expressionlessly.
Make the decision for Mo Shangyun?
Making the decision for Dayan is more reliable than this.
The two of them didn't react much, but other dormitories heard the noise and came out curiously.
"What happened to Mo Shangyun?"
"Damn it, can she still be bullied?"
"That's strange. What's wrong with Mo Shangyun that requires you to 'make the decision'?"
…
A group of people gathered at the door, laughing and joking, just joining in the fun.
It can only be said that Yan Gui's words were too outrageous, and they didn't believe it from the beginning.
Yan Jinchao looked down at Yan Gui's bare feet, frowned and said, "Go and put on your shoes."
"...This is nothing!"
Yan Gui pouted and almost jumped up.
Yan Jinchao grabbed his shoulders and threw him into the bedroom.
"Go quickly." Yan Jinchao said with a cold face.
"oh."
Yan Gui puffed out his cheeks in grievance, looked down at his bare feet, and dutifully put on his shoes.
As soon as he entered, Chu Ye walked out.
Duan Zimu asked: "What happened to him?"
"I don't know, I just came here." Chu Ye spread his hands very innocently, "He seems to be angry, good guy, he swallowed three mooncakes in a row, and he is not afraid to hold himself up -"
At this point, Chu Ye suddenly clapped his hands and turned back curiously to ask, "Hey! That's not right! We only have one, how come you have three?"
Yan Gui didn't answer him, but other people who joined in the fun started talking about it.
"What else can I do? Ding Jing and the others gave it to me."
"Everyone in the second women's team has a biased mind. And each one is straighter than the other. When they are biased, they are open and aboveboard, without covering up at all."
"Tsk, I'm afraid we don't know that they dote on Yan Ergui."
"Fortunately, Yan Ergui met our teammates who are kind-hearted, tolerant and gentle. If he had been on other teams, Yan Ergui would have been eaten alive!"
…
While talking, Yan Gui put on his shoes and socks and walked out again.
He was angry and had no intention of making jokes with them. His watery eyes widened and he glanced around with resentment, suppressing the voices of these elites.
It's not that he was frightened by Yan Gui.
But during the time I have been in contact with Yan Gui, I have never seen him angry. He usually just makes small fuss. Now it can be said that this is the first time he is "angry", but this kid is too weak to be angry.
.They would get tough whenever they disagreed, and would go to the playground to have a fight after just a few quarrels. But Yan Gui's attitude... made it difficult for them to adapt.
well.
It's like watching your younger brother lose his temper and thinking about how to coax him without paying attention.
"It's gone."
Duan Zimu said to the crowd.
So, they breathed a sigh of relief and dispersed consciously.
Even Chu Ye just patted Yan Gui on the shoulder and disappeared in a flash.
Yan Gui and Yan Jinchao shared a dormitory. Now that Chu Ye has left, the dormitory will be empty.
Duan Zimu and Yan Jinchao were thinking that Yan Gui might have something to say, so they entered the door with Yan Gui and closed the door by the way.
Yan Gui drank a glass of water in frustration, and then told Duan Zimu and Yan Jinchao about the cause and effect.
However, unlike him, both Yan Jinchao and Duan Zimu behaved very calmly.
He didn't even frown during the whole process.
"Tell me! Is this ridiculous?!"
Yan Gui angrily stepped on the chair with one foot and asked Yan Jinchao and Duan Zimu angrily.
Yan Jinchao calmly glanced at the foot resting on his chair and reminded: "Feet."
Yan Gui quickly took his feet back.
"What you mean is that there was a high school classmate of Mo Shangjun in the military hospital. For various reasons, he mistakenly thought that she worked in the cooking class. Later, with some small thoughts, the news spread in the previous circle.
Is it the news that 'Mo Shangjun is raising pigs in the army'?"
Duan Zimu slowly made a technical summary of Yan Gui's long description.
"right!"
Yan Gui nodded.
With such an angry look, he almost slapped the table and said to them: Tell me! Tell me! Is this annoying?! Is this annoying?!
"What's so angry about this?" Yan Jinzhao simply couldn't understand Yan Gui's mind.
"Aren't you Mo Mo's junior brother?!" Yan Gui stared at Yan Jinchao in shock, "She has been laughed at!"
Yan Jinzhao frowned, and then said: "This kind of thing cannot be calculated."
There are so many people who talk about people behind their backs.
No matter who you are, something like this will happen to you more or less.
Even in the army, this kind of thing is inevitable.
For Mo Shangyun's current life, these small facts are really insignificant. What's more, Mo Shangyun is someone who doesn't care about such small things, and he will certainly not be affected by them.
Duan Zimu can understand Yan Gui a little bit.
After all, Yan Gui has always regarded Mo Shangyun's affairs as more important than his own.
If this matter were left to Yan Gui, Yan Gui wouldn't even bother to talk about it. But, it was left to Mo Shangyun...
He was also a little unhappy.
Yan Gui is a good person, so how could he not know what they were thinking - this matter was really not a big deal, so he did not tell anyone else, but chose to tell Tongyan Jinchao and Duan Zimu.
Small things shouldn't make a big deal out of things.
Therefore, Yan Gui was the first to say before Duan Zimu: "This matter has nothing to do with you."
"What?" Duan Zimu glanced at Yan Gui suspiciously.
"Let's put it this way..." Yan Gui raised his hand and knocked on the table and said seriously, "Have you all gotten the moon cakes? Mo Mo fed them! But when he turned around, they said that Mo Mo was feeding pigs in the army -
—”
Comrade Yan Gui said earnestly, "What do you think?!"
"..."
Duan Zimu and Yan Jin looked at each other in silence.
Thinking about it this way, I felt a little uncomfortable.
This is really related to their entire gs9 reputation...
He raised his hand, moved Yan Gui's chair over, put it behind him, and Duan Zimu sat down.
Yan Jinzhao glanced at Yan Gui.
Yan Gui quickly wiped the chair he had just stepped on.
Yan Jinchao also sat down.
"Tell me, what do you need us to do?" Duan Zimu asked bluntly.
A clever guy like Yan Gui must have formulated a full set of "counterattack" methods before he came to find them.
After a moment's hesitation, Yan Jinchao added: "Don't go too far."
After all, they are soldiers and cannot do anything inappropriate.
"No way, just have some fun!"
Yan Gui laughed like a dog.
Therefore, Comrade Yan Xiaogui took less than five minutes to explain every detail of his plan to Duan Zimu and Duan Zimu in detail.
The plans are indeed within the affordable range.
After hearing the entire plan, Yan Jinchao and Duan Zimu were silent for three seconds.
Duan Zimu said: "I'm a little free tomorrow, so I can go see Yan Tianxing."
Yan Jinchao said: "I can go find Mr. Ji."
"Why!"
Yan Gui happily agreed.
Purpose, achieved.
*
Shang Ru returned to her room after taking a shower.
She did not go to a military medical school, nor was she assigned to a military hospital. She was recruited through hard work and struggle.
Not a military doctor, not a military member, just an ordinary job.
The treatment in the hospital was pretty good, and they wanted to allocate her a place to live, but she didn't adapt, and she had more freedom outside, so she rented a two-bedroom house with a friend who opened a cake shop nearby, and lived with most office workers. Same, normal commute to and from get off work.
She is in a good mood today.
After knowing that the hospital would send a group of doctors to cooperate with an armored infantry battalion in exercises, she had been working hard for it. Fortunately, just today, she finally got this opportunity.
In the afternoon, the hospital notified her of a meeting to determine the final list of personnel and to make preparations for this matter.
With her hair tied up in a shower cap, Shang Ru lay on the bed in light pajamas, leaning against a pillow behind her and stuffed pillows in her arms, holding her cell phone to send a message to the group of three people.
Shang Ru: I can finally see the troops' exercises with my own eyes.
Shang Ru:[victory][victory][victory]
Zhu Qingwan: I don’t understand why you have to go to that place where there is no shit. With your ability, wouldn’t it be more comfortable to work in any hospital in the capital than in that damn place?
Pan Qiang: Didn’t she herself say that she is obsessed with idols?
Zhu Qingwan: Aren’t all idols like those who raise pigs in the army?
Pan Qiang: @山如, little fool, now you know you regret it. Idols are all thousands of miles apart. The more I know about her, the more I think she is like that. When Mo Shangjun was in school, he liked to pretend,
My mysterious identity, background, and learning ability are all just pretending to fool people. It’s up to you to believe them.
Zhu Qingwan: It feels true. Didn’t she often skip school at that time, and her style of doing things was different from her peers. Over time, she developed an aura, and I always wore a filter when looking at her. She is a truly outstanding person.
She should be outstanding wherever she goes. If she really wants to achieve all the halo, how can she not even be able to afford a cake?
Shang Ru, who originally wanted to express her inner joy, had just typed a line, and when she saw the message popping up in the dialog box, her heart felt like a ball of cotton wool, and suddenly she couldn't be happy anymore. She typed the lines one by one.
Deleted.
Zhu Qingwan and Pan Qiang were both friends that Shang Ru met in high school. Because they had a good relationship at the time, they have kept in touch until now.
Shang Ru usually talks to them about anything, and it has become a habit before she knows it.
After thinking for a while, Shang Ru typed out a sentence.
Shang Ru: I seem to have made a mistake. She should not be in the cooking class, but working in the ordinary company.
Zhu Qingwan: Phew, is there any difference? They are all the same. Which military academy graduates are not assigned to work in ordinary companies?
Pan Qiang: Didn’t you say you were disappointed yesterday? It feels like your efforts have fed the dog. You said you were completely out of fans, and you were so angry that you complained to your classmates. It’s only been a day and you want to speak for her?
Zhu Qingwan: That’s right. We agreed to turn from pink to black. Can’t we be firmer?
Shang Ru did not reply to the message.
Pan Qiang and Zhu Qingwan started chatting by themselves. Shang Ru felt upset and threw her phone aside.
As Pan Qiang and Zhu Qingwan said, she used to be a "fan" of Mo Shangjun.
That was a long time ago.
Mo Shangjun, who once thought she was omnipotent, now looks like an ordinary person, with nothing special about her, which inevitably makes her feel a strong sense of disparity.
When she was young, her appearance, family background, and talents were not bad. However, due to family education problems, she had a low self-esteem. Her grades were average, and she never seriously thought about her future until her senior year in high school.
At that time, Mo Shangjun had always been a popular figure in the school. In her senior year of high school, she and Mo Shangjun were assigned to the same class. In fact, she rarely saw Mo Shangjun. Even in her senior year of high school, this person rarely appeared in the class.
School. Legend has it that the school had an agreement with her parents, and as long as she didn't cause trouble, the school would leave her alone.
Shang Rutong had contact with Mo Shangyun three times in total.
The first time was when she passed by the school basketball court with a book in her arms. When a basketball was about to hit her, Mo Shangyun, who was also passing by, quickly stopped her and then laughed and scolded the group of players to be careful. Everyone
They all listened to her words, and they all lined up to apologize to her.
She was flattered.
That was a respectful treatment that I had never experienced before.
The second time was when a boy confessed his love to her but was rejected. She didn’t know what the boy’s motivation was for finding trouble. When he stopped her on the way back from school, she happened to bump into Mo Shangjun who was waiting for someone at the bus stop. The boy brought her with him
When the man was tampering with her, Mo Shangyun appeared with a can, hit the boy on the back of the head with a can, and then directly performed the magical magic of "removing the person's arm and reattaching it", which made the boy scream in pain.
, I saw her hiding away after that.
She was stunned.
It was thrilling as never before.
She just stood there blankly, watching the group of boys look frightened after seeing that it was Mo Shangyun, and fled away. She watched as a handsome young man came over, called her "Mo'er", and they were close to each other, and then looked
As the two of them talked about topics she didn't understand, they left side by side, which was very exciting.
Her free and uninhibited youthful appearance is enough for her to remember for many years to come.
The third time was a very peaceful little thing.
When Mo Shangjun passed by her desk, he gave her a bottle of drink, saying it was too much.
Before she could say thank you, Mo Shangjun disappeared.
but--
Mo Shangyun does not remember her now.
She even felt that Mo Shangyun never remembered her.
It is undeniable that she chose to study medicine after learning that Mo Shangjun applied for the military academy.
She longed for Mo Shangyun like that.
Free, confident, and flamboyant, in the impression of his youth, Mo Shangjun could do almost anything.
In the years that followed, there was no news about Mo Shangyun, and her admiration and admiration for a person were not enough for her to survive the boring time of studying.
Staying up late one night reviewing and reading books, her little admiration for Mo Shangjun was exhausted. She complained to her friends many times why she impulsively studied medicine for Mo Shangjun, and why she wanted to do it for a vain fantasy.
And wronging myself...
The difficult study experience, the increasingly haggard appearance and unmotivated appearance, the glamorous peers in other majors, the ridiculing remarks of friends...
These accumulated negative emotions made Mo Shangyun's image no longer so tall in her heart, and she even felt resentful.
However, when she was about to graduate, among many choices, she still chose to go to a military hospital that was thousands of miles away from home.
She thought that even if Mo Shangjun was no longer her dream, she still wanted to see what a real soldier looked like.
She is still young and can afford it.
I came here by mistake, only to be disappointed by reality again...
Fantasy and reality are very different.
The soldiers she thought of were ordinary people, just like everyone else, there was nothing unusual about them.
Swears, smokes and drinks, fights impulsively...
Her expectations and fantasies were exhausted little by little. She didn't know when she started to feel numb when she saw the military uniforms again. Sometimes she couldn't even muster the patience to face those rude and arrogant soldiers.
Until some time ago, Peng Yuqiu and Mucheng were hospitalized. They were handsome, optimistic, and well-educated. Contact with them had invisibly mobilized her expectations for soldiers.
Then she met Ji Zhou again...
That gentle, humble and kind officer.
Thinking of Ji Zhou, Shang Ru's inner irritability, depression, and depression immediately dissipated a lot. She picked up her phone again, found Ji Zhou's name, and clicked on the dialog box.
*
The phone on the table vibrated.
Then, the screen turned on.
Tang Shi, who was browsing the information, inevitably raised his eyes.
This was a subconscious action, but after catching a glimpse of the name "Shang Ru", her eyes suddenly stopped and she couldn't help but take a second look.
Shang Ru: Sir Ji, are you free?
Six words.
Tang Shi stared at the screen until it went dark, and then continued staring to see if the screen would light up again.
After a while, Tang Shi heard footsteps coming from behind, and immediately looked back in a panic, biting his lip as he lowered his head.
The footsteps were getting closer.
My heart is beating like a drum, and I can't stop feeling guilty.
When Ji Zhou walked past her, he asked in passing, "Do you have any questions?"
"Ah, no."
Tang Shi subconsciously raised his eyes and answered.
Because I was uncontrollably nervous, my voice was a little floaty when I spoke.
Ji Zhou lowered his head and looked at her strangely.
Tang Shi quickly lowered his head.
Her dark eyes rolled around, her gaze drifting in an unknown direction. Her fingers holding the pen tightened slightly, and the small movements were quite obvious.
"oh."
Ji Zhou responded and sat down opposite her.
There was an additional figure in the field of vision, and Tang Shi raised his eyes unconsciously. He originally wanted to take a sneak peek and then moved away, but he didn't expect that this glance would meet Ji Zhou's gaze.
Ji Zhou had a gentle expression and a smile in his eyes, a light and soothing smile that was not very obvious.
This look made Tang Shi feel a little embarrassed like a student who was caught cheating, and her ears were red and tender.
It was really difficult to look at him, so Tang Shi lowered his head in frustration, letting his sight be filled with information.
The information contained square characters, and she knew every word, but when they were put together, she had no idea what they meant.
In particular, she noticed that the two rather existential gazes seemed to have been falling on her.
This made her feel even more stressed.
Inhale deeply and exhale slowly.
After spending such a long time training in Mo Shangjun's hands, Tang Shi braced himself to adjust his unstable thoughts, tense up his nerves and entered a state of preparation for war, and slowly calmed down.
The heart that was beating erratically before gradually stabilized; the blush on the cheeks and ears also faded away at a visible speed.
Tang Shi felt that he should say something.
Simply, she put down her pen, looked away from the information, and looked up at Ji Zhou, who was sitting opposite.
"Mr. Ji, does Brother Yan have anything to do with you?" Tang Shi asked seriously after taking a breath.
The second female team usually follows Mo Shangyun to call people.
Because they are all students in the same class, Mo Shangyun calls him Brother Yan, Brother Duan, etc., and they usually follow him.
A few minutes ago, Yan Jinchao suddenly appeared in the library and came to look for Ji Zhou.
Yan Jinchao has an indifferent face that remains unchanged for thousands of years. No matter whether it is a big or small matter, he always has the same expression.
Therefore, it is difficult to judge Tang poetry by Yan Jinchao’s expression at that time.
——But it doesn't matter, she just wants to find a topic to lighten the current atmosphere.
"A little thing."
Ji Zhou replied with a chuckle.
As if thinking of something, Ji Zhou raised his hand to pick up the mobile phone on the table.
Tang Shi's heart suddenly tightened.
As soon as the screen lit up, Ji Zhou inevitably saw the message from Shang Ru. For some reason, he suddenly glanced at Tang Shi.
I don't know if it was Tang Shi's illusion, but she seemed to see something "sudden" in Ji Zhou's eyes.