The moment he raised his eyes, Mo Shangyun was still holding chopsticks with white rice in his hands. The next moment, Yan Tianxing's demon-like handsome face came into view. His face was as sharp as a knife, with edges and corners, especially
Those captivating eyes are as deep as a cold pool, and one look into them makes one's heart palpitate.
There seemed to be a response ringing in my ears.
My instructor.
The voice is sexy and deep, and every word tugs at the heartstrings.
Mo Shangjun felt his ears ringing for a moment.
After a pause, Mo Shangyun looked at Yan Tianxing and seemed to think for a moment before saying: "I'm not sure what you mean. Do you want to answer 'no', or do you want to hurt him by the way?"
Yan Tianxing was choked by her.
Mo Shangyun has always been very wise - she always knows what the other person wants to hear.
However, under normal circumstances, she will never obediently follow other people's wishes.
She prefers to see others angry and frustrated than seeing others happy and satisfied.
Just like her now, she knows exactly what answer you want, but she pretends not to understand and has to say a few offensive words to you.
Yan Tianxing resisted the urge to hit her, raised his hand, patted her head very 'lovingly', and finally said in an extremely affirmative tone: "Come on, do it."
"..."
Mo Shangjun almost laughed at his shameless spirit, and he didn't even notice that Yan Tianxing touched her head despite her threats.
After a pause, Mo Shangyun put the white rice into his mouth and thought about it carefully for a moment before slowly replying to Yan Tianxing, who had been staring at her.
"He has a bad temper, acts impersonally, and is not lovable." Mo Shangyun concluded.
Yan Tianxing was satisfied and narrowed his eyes, "Would you like some candy?"
Mo Shangjun thought about it, raised her finger, and pointed the chopsticks in the direction of the water dispenser. She said, "Pour a glass of water."
"Wait."
Yan Tianxing patted her head and then took his hand back.
The moment he stood up, Mo Shangyun gave him a cold look.
Get used to him!
He can still act in such a boring scene.
childish.
After complaining in his heart for a while, Mo Shangjun slowly took back his chopsticks and continued to pick up a chopstick of white rice.
Before taking two bites, Yan Tianxing came back with a glass of water.
He placed the water glass on Mo Shangyun's left hand side.
Mo Shangjun, who was lowering his head to eat, glanced around. The transparent water glass was reflected in his eyes, and there was light refraction. Yan Tianxing loosened his fingers and retracted them, but through the glass of water, Mo Shangjun could still see the scars on his palms.
Passed by in a flash.
"Instructor Yan."
Mo Shangyun raised his eyebrows and called him in a low voice.
"Um?"
He raised his hand to bring a chair over and dragged it directly to the opposite side, where Yan Tianxing sat down.
Sitting in a casual posture, with legs crossed and one hand resting on the side of the chair.
Mo Shangyun raised his eyelids, looked at Yan Tianxing sitting opposite, and his voice suddenly dropped, "Someone asked me last night, is it meaningful to fight floods and provide disaster relief in this way?"
"How did you answer?" Yan Tianxing picked up the previous notebook and asked casually.
"It's quite satisfactory." Mo Shangyun said.
Yan Tianxing looked at her, "Then?"
"Instructor Yan," Mo Shangyun tilted his head and asked indifferently, seemingly innocently, "Do you think the career you have dedicated yourself to behind the scenes is meaningful?"
Yan Tianxing looked at her.
She raised her head slightly, and the incandescent light came down from above, covering her face with a layer of light. The light reflected in her eyes made people feel a little serious inexplicably.
His gaze went from his eyebrows to the bridge of his nose, lips, chin, and finally to his neck. When he went down, he looked back in time.
Finally, he said: "You have the answer yourself."
Mo Shangjun narrowed his eyes and his expression changed slightly.
Yes, she proposed the special training, and she has the answer herself.
However, for a moment, she also had doubts.
Does it make sense?
To her, it makes sense.
But for a large number of people, this kind of thing is just a waste of time and has no meaning.
That new special forces is a new and arduous road. Some people choose it for some illusory beliefs and yearnings; some people set foot on it for a clear goal; and some people just step on it aimlessly.
…
Well.
Will they regret it in the future?
Will she, who led them on this path, be resented one day in the future?
She likes people who are thoughtful and thoughtful, such as Li Liang, Lin Qi, Tang Shi... and even Liang Zhiqiong. These people will know what they want and move towards a certain goal.
However, it is undeniable that there are very few people like them.
Those who live in confusion, or those who persevere passionately, do not know what kind of life they want to live and what kind of lifestyle is best for them, so they make mistakes step by step in their choices.
She chooses appropriate training methods to allow students to see themselves more clearly, work hard for themselves, and live more clearly...
However, she can only wake up some people.
She can't take care of everyone.
She also couldn't understand what each person was like, what kind of confusion and pain they had, and what kind of views they had on one thing. Naturally, she couldn't help them, let alone point out a way for them.
In the final analysis, she couldn't even see clearly what she wanted.
Mo Shangjun was deep in thought. She picked up a handful of green beans, chewed them slowly, and then swallowed them.
Later, she stretched out her left hand, picked up the water glass on one side, and drank it all in one gulp.
She threw the cup on the table casually, then she raised her eyes and looked directly into Yan Tianxing's eyes.
"Yan Tianxing, I need your answer." Mo Shangyun said decisively.
Yan Tianxing put down his legs and put his elbows on the table. He leaned forward slightly, and his dark eyes were like magic, tightly attracting Mo Shangyun's attention.
"My instructor, you are not as strong as you think," Yan Tianxing whispered, all the arrogance and alienation in his expression disappeared, leaving only the gentle warmth that can make people drown in it. The soft words were mixed with comfort and comfort.
Helpless, "Only your shoulders can only support your future."
"I didn't..." Mo Shangyun subconsciously wanted to deny it.
"You have."
Yan Tianxing interrupted her decisively.
It was an irrefutable affirmation, just like Mo Shangjun's domineering attitude when he crushed the students.
Mo Shangyun was silent.
She still wanted to deny Yan Tianxing's judgment, but she suddenly found that she did not have the confidence to refute it.
Father, like son.
Yan Tianxing stands in the position of the chief instructor and controls all the instructors. It is impossible that he does not understand his instructors.
It is undeniable that she was indeed worried about the future of those people. Many times, the more she understood, the more pressure she felt...
Not everyone has her capital and her choices. She can even get the things those people dream of at her fingertips.
She knows. She has known since she entered the reconnaissance camp.
She has not led troops many times. She was a military training instructor in college for a short period of time. The first time she actually led troops was in the reconnaissance camp.
Those silly boys don't need her to bear much pressure, because they don't have so many rare choices, and she can arrange them one by one.
But here, those students... are different.
She is not a special soldier, but she knows better than many people -
Special forces have more than just glory.
Yan Tianxing looked at the silent Mo Shangyun.
In my impression, Mo Shangjun was always very sharp-tongued.
She always has a lot of ideas, and she can have multiple perspectives on even the most common things. Most of the time, she always sees things clearly and clearly.
Now, she still sees clearly and clearly. In other words, it is precisely because she sees too clearly that she brings pressure that is difficult for Peng Yuqiu, Mu Cheng and others to understand.
Subconsciously she felt it was unfair.
Before actually leading the army, she was unscrupulous and had countless choices before her. She had the ability, background, and connections, so she stood higher than most people. But after leading the army, she would find that many people did not.
She has so many choices, but only one narrow path, and those people can only choose to move forward or backward.
Later, she might discover that those people not only had a military career, but also had only two choices in life: forward or backward.
Some people are pushed along aimlessly and take things as they come.
This is something Mo Shangyun, who has countless resources, cannot imagine.
So she began to think about what she could do, and then subconsciously took on what she could do. Unknowingly, she put countless mountains on her shoulders, and she didn't realize it.
Now, she is gradually realizing it, so she is looking for a solution. There is no solution to this kind of problem, so she settles for the next best thing and chooses to listen to his answer. (To be continued)