"You are different from them," Yan Tianxing said softly, "You are so worried, and you will definitely not make judgments easily."
"Yeah?"
Suddenly being labeled as a 'worry', Mo Shangyun couldn't help but feel speechless.
Lowering his head, Yan Tianxing looked into her eyes and affirmed: "Yeah."
Mo Shangyun raised his eyebrows, "Why do you think everything is so simple?"
Yan Tianxing chuckled, "Because complex matters will only become more complicated if solved with a complicated attitude."
If something is there, no matter what attitude you adopt, it still needs to be solved.
When you can't deal with it rationally, it doesn't hurt to trust your intuition occasionally.
No one does the right thing all their life.
Mistakes will always be made.
And being troubled by mistakes all the time will only trap yourself in a strange circle and make more mistakes in the future.
Mo Shangjun raised his eyelids and looked at Yan Tianxing carefully.
A handsome face, deep contours, and a flawless presence.
Mo Shangyun thought about it carefully.
In her memory, no matter what troubled her, Yan Tianxing would always see it clearly.
He is not a life mentor, and he doesn't like to talk to you about big things. Most of the time, he just watches from the sidelines to see what you do. He doesn't give you a hand until you go too far.
Go in another direction - he won't tell you whether this direction is right or wrong, it's more up to you to make your own choice.
Mo Shangyun has never met such a person.
Growing up, she only met two kinds of people, one who taught you how to do things, and the other who let you do things by yourself. Only Yan Tianxing would watch you silently and let you make your own judgment first, and then
Mention it appropriately.
"You suddenly feel taller in my heart."
After thinking about it carefully, Mo Shangjun suddenly spoke his thoughts to Yan Tianxing seriously.
Yan Tianxing was slightly stunned.
In fact, Mo Shangyun's expression and tone were too serious, which made Yan Tianxing unable to recover for a while.
After a while, he patted the brim of Mo Shangyun's hat, dumbfounded, and said, "Comrade Mo Xiaoyun, I would like to ask, how small did I think to you before?"
"A little taller than my dad." Mo Shangjun said very cooperatively.
Now that he could compare with his biological father, Yan Tianxing was immediately satisfied.
However, what Yan Tianxing didn't know was that in Mo Shangyun's heart, Mo Cang was already very low in the ranking.
After all... unpleasant things happened.
"I want to ask Lu Yang's friends." Mo Shangyun said suddenly, raising his eyes to the sea.
"Um?"
"He has a friend named Shui Sheng." Mo Shangyun said, "The relationship is not bad."
Lu Yang was not a sociable person. As time went by in the army, he developed a sense of brotherhood. However, the one with whom he had the best relationship was probably Shui Sheng.
Mo Shangjun remembered the first time he met Lu Yang——
It was an afternoon, and the July sunshine was very dazzling. Mo Shangyun woke up from sleep, and as soon as he opened his eyes, he saw Lu Yang in the bed next to him.
He was looking at the window here, his eyes were gloomy, but there was light hidden deep in it, warm and bright, like suppressed hope.
By some strange coincidence, Mo Shangyun at that time had a slight affection for such a young man when they first met.
After noticing Mo Shangyun's gaze, Lu Yang was stunned for a moment, and then smiled at her very politely.
--Hello.
——Hello, my name is Mo Shangyun.
——My name is boiled water.
Mo Shangjun was startled at the time, wondering how he could have such a name. Then he saw him smile shyly——
"Hello, my name is Lu Yang. Lu from land, Yang from ocean."
Continent of land, ocean of ocean.
At this moment, Mo Shangyun stepped on the land and looked at the ocean. Thinking of the young man with whom he had a little friendship, he suddenly realized that Lu Yang might have wanted to imprint the land and sea on himself just like his name.
I wonder if he ever thought that he would stay here for a long, long, long life.
Yan Tianxing's action of holding her hand pulled her thoughts back.
"When he introduced himself for the first time, he said his name was 'Bai Boishui'," Mo Shangjun explained. "After I came to Hailu, I found out that there was a man named 'Shui Sheng' whose nickname was 'Bai Boishui'."
When he noticed this at the time, Mo Shangjun was a little surprised. Later he thought about going to Shui Sheng to talk, but gave up after hesitation.
If you think about it carefully, it's not necessary.
But today, she suddenly wanted to talk to this person named Shui Sheng.
Not because of anything else, but because she wanted to know...if Lu Yang had left anything behind after all these years in the sea and land.
Even if it's just a memory.
As far as she knew, there were a few people in this team who had sacrificed their lives in the past few years, whether it was Chen Yuning or Mu Qixuan. They all looked sad when they mentioned it. They would always miss those people.
Because those people made certain contributions as soldiers and then lost their lives.
Of course, it should be remembered.
But Lu Yang's situation is special... Just like Chen Lu, they will be forgotten by others without realizing it. When they think of it in the future, Xu can only remember this name, and then suddenly say, "Ah, it's him."
.”
Apart from this emotion, there is nothing else.
"Yeah." Yan Tianxing squeezed her hand and smiled gently, "Don't worry, I'm not jealous."
Mo Shangjun curled his lower lip and chuckled.
Yan Tianxing always knows what she is thinking.
fine.
Besides her, there will be others who will remember Lu Yang.
*
After wandering outside for a long time, Mo Shangjun and Yan Tianxing had just finished lunch when they returned, and the afternoon training was about to start again.
I wonder if God was playing a prank. As soon as we gathered together, the rain started to pour heavily.
Mo Shangjun put on his raincoat, stood among the instructors, and began to observe the next training.
The training environment is still very harsh.
It rained heavily, but a stinking ditch was arranged for them. It was full of rotten mud. The stench was offensive and disgusting. In addition, the accumulation of rainwater all day and night. When you step down, your feet will directly sink into the mud, and then go in.
After walking a few steps, the mud and dirty water were enough to submerge their lower bodies. For a shorter female soldier, the situation would have been even worse.
Ordinary, normal people will feel nauseous and burst into tears as soon as they stand nearby.
However, they not only have to step into the mud themselves, but also swim in it, sinking their whole bodies into it, and are not allowed to come out until there is no clean place left on their bodies.
Mo Shangjun made a visual inspection and found that there were about 400 meters of stinky water ditch, which was enough for them to walk one foot deep and one foot shallow for a long time.
She stood by the smelly ditch and watched the other instructors roaring——
"Can you hold on?!"
"Do you want to give up?!"
"Give up, you can't do it!"
…
A double test, both psychological and physical.
Mo Shangjun saw people crying, some were crying because of being smoked, and some were crying loudly because they couldn't bear it. They cried until their eyes were red and they almost collapsed, but no one took a step back and moved forward while crying.
Mo Shangjun also saw some strong men who plunged into the mud pit. When the instructor said it was okay, they rushed forward like crazy, eager to rush out of this smelly ditch as fast as they could in their lives.
Of course, there are also a group of people who start vomiting as soon as they step into the stinking ditch or even before they reach the stinking ditch, but no matter how hard they vomit, they grit their teeth and leave the stinking ditch in the end.
Mo Shangyun watched all this calmly.
She has experienced it too.
Even worse
Some people may think that this kind of training is too cruel and inhumane, but after experiencing such training, it will be helpful in terms of psychological quality.
Even Yan Tianxing, who usually seems to have a mysophobia, stood by the smelly ditch and occasionally water splashed over him without batting an eyelid.
Training is not war, but in today's society, it is impossible for each of them to experience a real war, so as instructors, they try every means to make these trainings close to real war.
All this is so that one day, when they experience it personally, they will not collapse on the battlefield.
Mo Shangjun, who was watching with cold eyes, inadvertently noticed Chen Shuhao rushing in front.
She was stunned for a moment, and when she looked carefully, she realized that Chen Shuhao was clenching his teeth to keep up with Peng Yuqiu's speed.
Somehow, she suddenly thought of Liang Zhiqiong——
If she had encountered such an occasion before, Liang Zhiqiong would have followed Peng Yuqiu like this.
He will cry, vomit, and hold himself back. After all his faults are exposed, he will show his tenacity and hold Peng Yuqiu tightly, and then try his best to keep up.
Looking at Chen Shuhao again, he was much calmer. He did not show weakness, collapse, or retreat. Instead, he followed Peng Yuqiu without saying a word. Even Peng Yuqiu himself was not aware of this silent following.
——Because, from beginning to end, Peng Yuqiu never looked back.
Mo Shangyun's expression was a little solemn.
"What are you thinking about?"
Yan Tianxing's voice suddenly floated over, and at the same time, a hand waving in front of his eyes attracted Mo Shangyun's attention.
He tilted his head and met Yan Tianxing's rather unhappy gaze.
Yan Tianxing was obviously not happy - such a good-looking person like him was standing beside him, while Mo Shangjun went to look at the man rolling in the mud.
"I'm thinking about Liang Zhiqiong," Mo Shangjun raised his hand and touched his chin, with a serious look on his face, "I'm looking forward to seeing her collapse next month."
That serious little look made Yan Tianxing dumbfounded and he patted her head angrily.
Mo Shangjun glanced sideways at him.
Yan Tianxing hooked his fingers at her and said, "Let me tell you a little bit."
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