After Tianqiu got on the road, he drove the car very fast, constantly increasing the speed to vent his frustration. Although today was a holiday and it was not very late, there should have been many people outside, but the area where the Xue family villa was located could already be considered a
It's a suburb. This area is a luxury residential area with a very good environment. Every family has a car. There are not many pedestrians on the road, and there are no roadside vendors, so although he ran wildly, he did not threaten anyone.
I don't know how far I drove, but the number of vehicles gradually increased, and Tianqiu had to slow down. At this time, his depression also eased a little. He picked up his mobile phone and was about to call Hai Ruo, but after thinking for a while
, I really don’t know how to speak properly.
Not only that, but he thought about it, if Hai Ruo called, would he be able to remain calm? In order to avoid making the problem more serious due to losing control of his emotions, he decided to wait until he calmed down, so he turned off the phone.
While driving the car, Tianqiu began to feel that there was no purpose. He left on the pretext that the company had something to do. Now there was no one in the company. Where could he go? Go home? There was no one at home, and his friends who lived around must have gone out to play.
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What's worse, he can't let others see him going home so early, because everyone knows that he went out to date his girlfriend. Now that he goes back so early and his face is not so good, it will inevitably arouse suspicion!
Although Tianqiu himself is not very clear about the current situation, it may be due to his pride. He does not want anyone to know his current situation, including Tianyu and Chang Bao who are aware of his situation. He walked around aimlessly for a while,
Tianqiu found that he had been accumulating the scene he just heard in his heart, and he could not calm down at all. Without calming down, he did not dare to let himself face the matter, for fear of causing misunderstandings due to excitement.
He said to himself that he had to find something to do to divert his attention. After thinking about it, there were not many people who would not disturb him on this day. Finally, he drove to buy a lot of gifts and then walked back.
Although he only returned, he did not go back to Hairuo's house, but to Xiaoyou's house. Shu Fujia and his wife will definitely spend Christmas with Xiaoyou at home. At this time, going to their house will definitely not be in vain, nor will it be
Disturbing people.
As expected, the three members of the Shu family were all at home. They were very happy to see Tianqiu visiting. They were even more grateful that Tianqiu bought so many gifts for Xiaoyou. However, they felt a little puzzled when they saw Hairuo not coming with him.
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Xiaoyou was very happy and kept pestering Tianqiu, but Tianqiu couldn't come here to entertain the children all the time, otherwise people would inevitably suspect something was wrong with him. So after spending time with Xiaoyou for a while, Tianqiu followed him again
Shu Fujia started chatting. Shu Fujia also gave his company a lot of suggestions.
This time Tianqiu came specially to visit them, but the impression given to others was that he was looking for his girlfriend and came to visit Xiaoyou! So Shu Fujia and his wife didn't want to waste his time, and in the end they smiled and asked him to hurry up.
Go to Xue's house.
Tianqiu, who was "driven out", couldn't help but smile bitterly. What kind of world is this? No one believes the truth. I obviously came to your house sincerely to play. Why do I have to say that I have something to do?
He drove away a little depressed. Although he didn't stay at Shu's house for a short time, Tianqiu spent a lot of time just choosing gifts and the time on the road. Especially in Shu's house, Shu Fujia and his wife were sincere.
She cares about his career and emotional affairs, and Xiaoyou is very cute. This trip has diverted Tianqiu's attention.
After driving on and off, Tianqiu did not drive home, but came to the riverside.
It's good to enjoy the night breeze here. Tianqiu sighed, came to the place where Tianyu and Tianyu stood last time, and looked into the distance.
The city is a forest of buildings. In the night sky of the city, you cannot see the stars. There is a layer of slightly red light in the sky or covering the city. This is caused by exhaust pollution.
Tianqiu looked into the distance and saw the lights of thousands of houses, but could not see his own home, and felt sad.
At this time, his heart began to gradually calm down. He recalled every bit of time he and Hai Ruo were together, and recalled Hai Ruo's smile and frown. Everything was so real, everything was so natural, and everything was so natural.
I can’t tell that she has bisexual tendencies!
Then Tianqiu also began to overturn his previous thoughts. He was also very familiar with Cheng Huan. Looking back on Cheng Huan's behavior, it seemed very natural and there was nothing "lesbian" about it!
Thinking this way, Tian Qiu felt a little calmer. Then he thought of his relationship with Tian Yu and couldn't help but smile bitterly in his heart. I was dating other women at the same time and had sex, even if Hai Ruo really did it at the same time.
If I like Cheng Huan, who am I to care about her? Besides, they knew each other long before they met me.
Of course, this is just a cruel and fair thought. Deep down in his heart, Tianchou cares about Hai Ruo very much. He is afraid of losing her and cannot imagine what it would be like to lose her.
Although Tianqiu had thought through a lot and accepted his explanation that it was just an intimate massage. But he still couldn't help but have a thought in his mind: What if that was true?
What if Hairuo and Cheng Huan really like each other and engage in excessively intimate behavior? Can you accept it?
When asking himself this question, Tianqiu had calmed down a lot. This was certainly related to his ability to control his emotions very well now, but it was also related to the severity of the nature of the problem deep in his mind!
Under normal circumstances, although ordinary heterosexuals do not discriminate against homosexuals and bisexuals, most of them will not accept homosexuality. Bisexuality is better. But this is also related to a gender issue. Girls are more
It is easier to accept gay men, while men are easier to accept lesbians.
For example, many girls like the famous movies that tell stories about gay men, such as Wong Kar-Wai's "Happy Together" and Ang Lee's "Brokeback Mountain," and there are more female viewers than males. But most men feel uncomfortable seeing lesbians.
You may feel repulsed, or even like it.
Naturally, Tianqiu has not studied that much, and he has never thought that he would face this problem one day. But what he can be sure of is that he will not feel repelled or disgusted by the two women being together.
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It should be nothing, right? At most, it might be a little closer. I should be able to accept it! Such an answer came to Tianqiu's heart. He knew that girls are different from boys. Girls are more dependent on each other, and they don't mind that much. They hold each other's hands and work together.
Going to the toilet is a very common thing.
Tianqiu had already prepared for the worst, and felt that he could accept it. Of course, emotionally he still didn't want this to be the case. But this time was obviously not a good time for a showdown, and he planned to wait a few days before stepping aside.
Side attack and discuss this issue with Hairuo.
Suddenly, Tian Qiu remembered what happened at Shu's house just now. After seeing it with his own eyes, both of them would take it for granted and understand it according to conventional thinking. What's more, I haven't seen it with my own eyes just now? His body was shocked...
He didn't know how long he stood by the river before Tianqiu drove back to his residence.
Back at the door, Tianqiu found that in addition to his own residence, the two houses where Murong lived were also dark, and the house where Xiaoshi and Lu Yawen lived had a large door and was bustling with people inside. He couldn't bear it.
I turned my head and took a look.
"Brother Tianqiu is back!" Xiao Shi shouted immediately upon seeing him.
It turned out that Xiao Shi invited a group of classmates to come to her home for a party. Since the whole floor was full of acquaintances and they were not at home, she opened the door without any scruples so that when she saw other people coming back, she could invite them in to play together.
Murong has already been invited inside.
Tianqiu smiled and said, "Hello everyone, Merry Christmas!"
Xiaoshi had already run over and pulled Tianqiu in, "Brother Tianqiu, come in and play, there are so many people!"
In addition to the beautiful Murong, there are also five beautiful young girls who are about the same age as Xiao Shi. They are all sitting together, piled with various snacks, and are chattering. Now everyone's eyes are focused.
When he reached Tianqiu at the door, he stopped talking.
Tianqiu smiled at Murong, greeted her with his eyes, nodded to the others, and said with a smile: "The room is full of beauties, I will be dazzled when I enter. It's better not to go in!"
"These are my classmates. You have met some of them. Kelly, do you remember him?" Xiao Shi enthusiastically pulled him in.
One girl thought for a moment, nodded and said, "Yes, yes, we know each other, and we even invited us to dinner! You guys..."
"Come in!" Xiaoshi teased Tianqiu again and quickly interrupted. She once told her classmates that Tianqiu was her boyfriend. If she said it now, Tianqiu would definitely deny it. Murong is also here, so of course she can't
Let Kelly ask.
Tianqiu skillfully withdrew his hand and said with a smile: "You guys go ahead and play, I still have things to do. I'm going back first. You guys have fun!"
Facing a group of beautiful beauties is a feast for the eyes. If Tianqiu was still in the flower shop before, he would not miss the opportunity, but now he does not have the heart to do so. He even feels that there is a generation gap for these young and beautiful college girls.
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Tianqiu opened the door and went back. Xiaoshi was very disappointed. She originally opened the door, and her biggest purpose was to invite Tianqiu to come in and play when he came back, but she didn't succeed. However, Murong was present, so she quickly changed the topic and was careful at the same time.
He used his eyes to tell his classmates not to mention the matter of hatred.
After returning home, Tianqiu fell on the sofa, took out his cell phone, and considered whether to call Hai Ruo?
