Meng Lang was still a little confused when he returned to the rental house, thinking of Yan Weiwei's slightly warning look just now...
So, am I being treated as a mistress by a woman?
The gender is a bit confusing and unclear, but... is this the reason why my emotional line was missing in the last episode?
If I can still create sparks in this situation, then even I can't help but want to say one word to "myself" - Gao!
"What a sin!"
Meng Lang couldn't help but sigh like the bald manager.
Meng Lang looked at the time. It was 2 p.m., and he took out his autobiography from his arms.
At first glance, the cover has changed to black and red, and the colors are much brighter than before, giving people a strong visual impact.
At the junction of black and red on the cover, two wild words "The Scream" appear on the page!
Just from the connected and indulgent font, Meng Lang seemed to be able to understand the author's heart-rending roar.
"My life...is something going to happen again?" Meng Lang was pounding in his heart.
You can make me cry behind bars in "Mein Kampf". This "scream" is full of reluctance towards life and accusation against reality.
Can that still be a comedy?
With doubts and a bit of anxiety about the title of the book, Meng Lang opened the pages.
[We become great because of our dreams, and all successful people are big dreamers.
Thinking about the future of mankind and worrying about my own health gave me the idea of abandoning literature and pursuing a career in medicine when I was 24 years old.
With the great ideal of promoting the progress of human society and promoting the development of medical science and technology, I embarked on a journey of lifelong struggle!】
Huh? This opening chapter... is surprisingly positive?
Continue reading below.
[If you want to enter the medical field and be exposed to various cutting-edge medical technologies, the best way is to join this circle!
So under the puzzled eyes of all my relatives and friends, I resigned from my job in a Fortune 500 company and prepared to take the first step back to the ivory tower and get admitted to the Medical School of Soochow University.
I successfully joined the postgraduate entrance examination team and made a series of advanced life plans!
However, at the starting line of my dream, I encountered many obstacles.
First of all... medicine is not something you can learn if you want to learn it...
As a subject with strong professional requirements, it is almost impossible for a non-medical major to take the medical postgraduate examination under the existing rules.
If I start from scratch as an undergraduate...then I will be required to retake the college entrance examination...
Not thinking about social life, and not having the confidence to compete with the post-00s generation, I decisively chose to find another way.
That is to become a civil servant!
All roads lead to Rome. My pursuit has never been a diploma!
I started to hang out in major top medical forums and websites, purchased top medical journals, opened "CNKI" and "Wanfang Data", and became a "knowledgeable" VVIP customer.
Start collecting information about viruses and cancer from various sources.
I also climbed over the wall and read cutting-edge medical papers from abroad.
Because of the terrible language barrier, I could only pick up English again, rely on an "English-Chinese Dictionary" and "English-Chinese Medical Dictionary", and wander in the ocean of knowledge with difficulty like a dog paddle.
According to the "10,000 hours rule", it takes about 7 years for a person to become an expert.
With mediocre talent, it took me two years to become a well-known folk science expert by virtue of my spamming on many forums.
Because he is a generous person, he often throws money boldly in the forum, and is nicknamed "Mengchangjun"!
In short, I have taken a solid step towards my dream!
After all, if you want to live a long life, a pension is essential.
Two years later, the pandemic arrived…
At this time, I was finally able to barely understand medical papers.
I started a new round of intelligence gathering work.
Judging from the public experimental data, after entering the human body, it will quickly replicate, proliferate, destroy the patient's lung tissue, prevent the alveoli of the lungs from carrying out blood oxygen exchange, and affect normal respiratory function.
This in turn causes patients to experience chest tightness, cough, shortness of breath, fever, fatigue and other symptoms.
If it is not treated promptly and effectively, it will lead to sepsis, acute respiratory distress syndrome, and clinical death.
This is a cunning and extremely ferocious virus.
Out of lack of confidence in my luck, for safety reasons, and to not disturb the normal world, I almost never leave my house.
Because living to the end is my life goal!
However, in this trend of the times, I am confused...
When the news of Ou Lu's unfortunate death came, I realized that my efforts seemed to be in the wrong direction.
Originally, I could do more...
Yes, I became a medical professional, but my original dream was to be a police officer.
When I suddenly looked back, I realized that the people and things around me had changed a lot, and it seemed like I was the only one who was still standing still.
Does everything I do make sense to me? Does it make sense to the people around me?
Is my life just a memoir?
The lost life cannot be saved, and the lost youth cannot be regained.
Even though the investment income has doubled again and is approaching a small goal, the nearly nine-digit balance cannot fill the endless emptiness in my heart...
Time cannot flow backwards.
Even if the strands of your spirit may still care about you in the past time...then what's the point?
I am a traveler in time and space.
And you... are just a spectator in time and space!
Whether you are poor or rich, who you will be with forever, where you are buried, everything is your future and has nothing to do with me...
Those mottled memories of the past seem to be just shouts flashing in the heart.
Screaming is necessary. Even if only one person hears it in this life, the echo will stir for a long time...
I want to shout: My life is not your game!
I want to be rich, I want to bloom, I want to see the vastness of the world, no matter whether the breeze comes or not!
The next day, I regretted it and booked a flight to Beijing...]
"emm..."
After reading it, Meng Lang fell into silence for a long time.
Although every time I write an autobiography, I am shocked.
But all the shocks combined were not as strong as this one.
The author of "The Scream" is indeed accusing, but the object of the accusation...is actually me?
