After going through a circle, Miss Jin finally understood Brother Zhang, why his character is so cold and why he is so lonely, because for him loneliness is eternal and the only way to protect himself. [.\nＣＯＭ
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He is immune to all harm in the world, but he is not immune to the emotions in his heart. Part of his giving up halfway is because it is boring, and part of it is because it may cause him to become emotionally dependent, and this dependence is not only love, but also friendship.
With family ties.
So everyone around him, everyone... will be transformed into immortal species at a certain moment, or people who were dying will be resurrected for bizarre reasons.
This is not his subjective behavior, but it is the ideological activity in his consciousness, so his best way is to live in isolation, wander alone in the vast world, and keep sightseeing like a revolving lantern in the vast river of time.
Browse.
Even if he had to enter a plot, like the one they had just experienced, he would only minimize the emotional factors, and immersing himself in work became the only way to get rid of the emotional constraints. But even so, in Su Shi
When the news of his departure came, he still sat alone in the yard until midnight. It must have been then that he felt the most about what it means to "become three people facing each other".
It's not easy for him.
This thought has been swirling in Miss Jin's head, but she didn't say it, because Brother Zhang himself said that he has nothing worthy of sympathy. On the contrary, he can have everything in the world, if this is all needed
It's pitiful. Then there's probably no one in the entire multifarious universe who wouldn't be pitiful.
But it's true, all living beings suffer, and it doesn't bother others.
Brother Zhang sat in front of the bonfire for a while: "What time is it?"
"Only five minutes have passed. We have experienced a whole life and an era in five minutes."
Brother Zhang hugged his knees and looked at the bonfire. The firewood added into it didn't even make any big changes, but just in this moment, many people's lifetimes have passed.
"You have no experience in this kind of game. If you play too much, you will get depressed." Brother Zhang sat there hugging his knees and looked at the endless waves in the distance, murmuring softly: "Especially for people who have never experienced it."
"Now I know, you must have experienced many different types of life."
"You name it."
Brother Zhang took out a small notebook from his pocket, opened the seventh page and handed it to Miss Jin. After looking at it, she realized why Brother Zhang would hardly be disturbed by such a virtual life, because every person in this small notebook
The grids represent a period of life that he has experienced, and it contains almost everything that can be imagined.
"But it's actually of no use, because in the end it's nothing more than three different situations appearing alternately: having the ability but not remembering, having the ability but remembering, and not having the ability but not remembering. And I made a conclusion, that is, the life of ordinary people is actually
It's a bit fatalistic. Why do many people like novels and movies and TV series so much? In fact, it's because they can't control their own lives and can only put their emotions in other people's lives, hoping that another life can fight against their helpless fate.
"
Miss Jin held her chin and looked at Brother Zhang: "What about you? Are you resisting too?"
"No, I just go with the flow. I never fight against myself, I just adjust. When fighting, there will be anger, and anger will bring misfortune." Brother Zhang said this: "And since I have no choice in my life,
If things change, then I might as well take time out to enjoy the things I want to enjoy."
"But……"
Miss Jin's words came to her lips, but she swallowed them back. She didn't know what to ask Brother Zhang. She always felt that there was a lot she wanted to say but couldn't, and she didn't know where to start.
"Don't worry about me, everything is fine with me." Brother Zhang smiled and waved his hand: "Since I have been chosen by the world, all my results will be the best."
"Um?"
"It's just... I won't have a bad end. I won't even have regrets. I can travel through time and modify it, but you will be in bad luck after modifying it." Brother Zhang still smiled: "I tried
When he was fourteen years old, he prevented my father from being martyred. As a result, he activated the Qinglingzi ten years in advance, and then used the power of the Kyushu seal to throw the Upper Three Realms into the Mountain and Sea Realm forever. Can you imagine that scene?"
"hard to imagine."
"Flesh Mold Lake." Brother Zhang's simple word was like a light sentence in a history book, "Drought, people cannibalize each other." It brought a strong smell of blood and putrefaction to the face.
"I also tried to organize my own birth. Then there will be the destruction of Universe Zero. The invasion of other universes will cut down the cosmic tree before Universe 0 can no longer protect itself."
Miss Jin blinked: "Can't we all do it?"
"No, you are not even considered a star, you are too weak."
It’s been 190,000 years. Miss Jin has lived for 190,000 years. Although she was in standby mode most of the time, she was called a weakling for the first time in 190,000 years. This greatly affected her self-confidence.
blow.
"So the cost of modifying time is too high. I don't dare to try easily. And that's why all my results are the best results. If you have to ask if there are better results, this is
It seems like you are pointing at a hundred from one to a hundred and asking me if there is any other number greater than this, but in fact there is not."
"Then wouldn't you be a little selfish?"
"Okay, of course. It's just the result of selfishness. You may not know what it is. Let's take the matter of me preventing my father from being martyred. Regardless of whether he was martyred or martyred, the fourteen-year-old me will be selected on time and selected.
After that, there is nothing I can do now. Without my father's body and soul, the fourteen-year-old me would have changed the world into what I ideally wanted it to be."
Miss Jin was stunned: "Isn't that great?"
"Is it really good? As a fourteen-year-old boy, his ideal world is so extreme that it is difficult for you to understand, because when I was fourteen years old, I did not have the concept of being like the light and the dust, and I could not accept imperfections.
I will erase all the things I feel bad about, and my mind and stance are not firm, and I am easily influenced by others, which is extremely dangerous."
"Only when I have lived for a certain period of time without any unnecessary emotions, can I slowly accept all imperfections with a peaceful attitude. My father is protecting me and everyone. Because Fourteen
Time is irreversible, and have you ever heard of blackening into a strong three-pointer?"
"I know, because I don't have to worry about the consequences."
"Yes, are you afraid of the fourteen-year-old me who has the same abilities and strong personal emotions?"
Miss Jin pursed her lips and said nothing, but Brother Zhang pinched her cheek: "I was scared myself. I couldn't even guess what I would do next, but I knew what he could do."
It was indeed a bit scary to say this. Miss Jin thought about it for a moment and realized that it was exactly as he said. Although the process was not perfect, the ending was the best.
It’s just that I’m afraid nothing is perfect in this world, even in Brother Zhang.
The two chatted at the beach for a long time. When it was almost dawn, the sea surface was already glowing with blue light. This was the kind of blue jellyfish that would fly up from the sea to the sky during the day when it absorbed sunlight and accumulated energy.
of dim light.
This is not an extraordinary sight in the world of mountains and seas, but it is indeed beautiful.
"What are you going to do next, continue to follow the game?"
"No." Brother Zhang shook his head: "I have other things to be busy with. It will be spring soon, and I have to go back to the farm to farm."
"Farming? I'll go too."
"Have you finished your work?" Brother Zhang asked curiously: "Didn't you say that we are going to compete? I still have a few months of vacation. You don't have any vacation, right?"
Miss Jin smiled: "I don't care anymore, just treat me as a loser."
And while they were sitting here planning what to plant in the spring, in a small mountain village, the Jade Rabbit Spirit was beating Zhang Xu until his nose was bruised and his face was swollen. But now Zhang Xu is much better than at the beginning, although the man next to him
In the eyes of the three melon-eating Gods of War, he was still too weak, but he could still see progress.
After finally waiting for a break, Zhang Xu leaned under a big tree in the village and ate his meal. One of his arms had been beaten to the point where he could no longer hold the food, so he could only eat it with a spoon.
In the early days, he would complain and even cry when he was beaten, but now he is used to it. The almost numb training day after day has made this young man with the inheritance of Shanhe Sheji Tu no longer look good.
Already.
At this time, Monkey I walked over carrying a piece of fruit and eating it: "Eating?"
Zhang Xu nodded: "Ang."
The monkey looked around, then took out a palm-sized peach from his arms: "Don't tell them two, just eat it."
"Peach?"
"What peach is not peach? These are the flat peaches of the Queen Mother. Yesterday I went to find my sweet almond girl secretly, and she got it for me. If I tell you, I will be fine, but my almond girl will be unlucky.
."
"What kind of names do you give people...and Miss Xingren."
"Stop talking nonsense and eat it quickly. This stuff has endless uses."
Zhang Xu groaned and put the peach in his mouth, but he could still bite it. The peach melted in his mouth, but he didn't appear like Shuilin Fairy because the two demons on his body were too edible.
Almost all the energy of the flat peach was sucked away in an instant, and he only got a very pitiful share.
But not long after the monkey left, Prince Nezha also came here. He fumbled around in his bag for a while, then threw a bead to Zhang Xu, and then said in a confused voice: "This is
I don’t need my water repellent beads anymore, so take them.”
"ah?"
But before he could finish, the Third Prince left like a dog, for fear that others would see him and look like a monkey.
Zhang Xu looked at the two men in tandem and felt a little guilty in his heart, thinking that Master Yang might have to pay a visit later.
Sure enough, just as he was thinking about it, Yang Jian came over with the dog boss behind his back, looking like an old man walking the dog casually. He walked slowly to the big tree, glanced at Zhang Xu and said casually
: "Hey, where are you eating?"
"Well..." Zhang Xu nodded: "Do you want to give me something too?"
"also?"
"No, catchphrase."
Yang Jian then nodded and took out something wrapped in silk from his pocket: "You know Chenxiang, my eldest nephew. He got a golden elixir from Taishang Laojun some time ago and said it was for filial piety.
Me, but I don’t need it, so just use it, it should be good.”
Zhang Xu was no longer a rookie who allowed them to fool him. When he saw that there were words on the outside of the golden elixir, it was not the golden elixir of Taishang Laojun at all, let alone Chenxiang's filial piety, but Donghua.
The emperor's exclusive elixir.
This thing, Yang Jian, Master Yang has boasted more than once, saying that when he traveled westward with Emperor Donghua, Emperor Donghua gave him a golden elixir of salvation. This golden elixir is the only one in the world. It is said that it was the emperor of that time.
The things that Mother Yuan Sheng left for him were top-notch spiritual treasures even if they were placed in ancient times. It is said that they were refined from the fruits of the East China Sea Jianmu. The specific effects are unknown, but they are called the Golden Elixir of Duhua, which is probably not trivial.
"This is too precious..."
"Take it!"
Yang Jian frowned: "I don't know how to take it. Don't take it randomly. When the opportunity comes, I will give you clear instructions."
Zhang Xu wanted to say something else, but Yang Jian just waved his hand: "Don't talk nonsense."
After saying that, he took the dog and left...
Zhang Xu was a little surprised that these three elders were suddenly so abnormal, but they seemed to be determined to give him something, which made him confused.
But if you can't get any results from asking them, then ask that dead rabbit...
After Zhang Xu had eaten, he found the Jade Rabbit who beat him all day long. His mouth was also sweet, and he called Jade Rabbit one after another, which was very helpful.
When Yutu knew what these three people had done, she didn't have any particularly surprised expression: "I think it's time for you to start a career, and I asked you to choose one between the three of them. You also know that these people have reached an age, and the inheritance
More important than anything else.”
"ah?"
"One of the three of them came from Xianyue Sanxing Cave. The magic of Sanxing Cave is from the Jie Jiao school. One is Taiyi style, and Taiyi is a disciple of Yuanshi Tianzun, so he can be regarded as a disciple of Yuanshi Tianzun. Although Yang Jian teaches
The mentor is Zhenren Yuding, who is also a disciple of Yuanshi Tianzun, but in fact he later became closer to Emperor Donghua, and now his path is basically that of Donghua, so these three guys are now planning to
Fighting for inheritance."
Although the Little Jade Rabbit usually looks harmless to humans and animals, it is actually a cute rabbit in the Guanghan Palace. It knows a lot of things apart from other things. Zhang Xu probably understood it after saying this.