At first, Lin Zheng didn't know how angry he was when he heard Chao Ci said that he had only thought of him as Lin Da.

I have never been so angry in over twenty years.

He and Chao Ci have been together for so many years, but he can't compare to Lin Dai? After discovering that he is not Lin Dai, can he turn around and fall in love with Lin Dai without any nostalgia?

He was furious at that time and thought, must he, Lin Zheng, be the one who wants to use him as a substitute? He is not a bitch!

Doesn't Chao Ci not love him? Doesn't he not love him and come back to him for Lin Dai? Well, since he is so great, he will never want to go back in his life!

Such thoughts had been surging in his mind for two days, but they were gradually replaced by anxiety.

The speeches from the past frequently appeared in his mind.

He also wanted to see Chao Ci now more and more. He wanted to hold him in his arms and kiss him.

Lin Zheng was lying in the huge room, with sporadic light shining through the window beside the bed.

He covered his eyes with one hand.

Even if he admits that he is a bitch and just can't let go of his resignation, so what?

Chao Ci doesn't love him.

After calming down and thinking about this, he finally felt the pain in his heart slowly.

He had never thought about this problem, this possibility.

Because between him and Chao Ci, Chao Ci has been waiting for him and guarding him, just to see if he is willing to go back and hug this person. He used to look down on him, but later he slowly became attracted to him.

Attracted. But he also relies on the fact that this person will always wait for him and does not face himself, and does not want to be good to him. The other person will always wait for him and watch him.

But I never thought that Chao Ci would also leave.

Chao Ci no longer loves him, so what if he is willing to find him, love him, or even beg him?

Asking but not getting.

Lin Zheng knew what this felt like for the first time.

Even if he is willing to give up everything, he still can't get the feeling of being alone.

Besides, he couldn't do it, he couldn't put down his dignity and everything to ask for someone who had never loved him before.

He even hated him, hated him for lying to him for eight years, hated him for falling in love with someone else.

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After Chao Ci was discharged from the hospital, he moved into the apartment arranged for him by Lin Zheng.

Lin Zheng did not prevent him from going out, but he would be watched when he went out, and he was not allowed to leave City A.

In fact, it was to prevent Chao Ci from looking for Lin Da.

Chao Ci has long since given up this extravagant hope.

It's just that sometimes he feels that his life may still be salvageable.

He applied for a middle school job again. With his master's degree in history from University A, he could easily become a middle school history teacher again. This time he did not choose a key middle school, but just went to an ordinary middle school in City A.

Public high school.

Unlike key middle schools, all ordinary middle schools have good students. Instead, there are many naughty and mischievous students. Chao Ci thinks this is not bad. In fact, he is not worried about his livelihood. If he gets along more with these students, he may be able to relax a little.

Get rid of some of the twilight energy from him.

After more than a month, Chao Ci's life seemed to be gradually getting back on track.

Except for some drivers and bodyguards who come to pick him up and off every day, his life is no different.

Those drivers and bodyguards said they were picking up and dropping off, but in fact they were just surveillance, but Chao Ci had long since ceased to care.

But today, the person who came to pick him up changed a car.

It became a Maybach.

As soon as Chao Ci walked in, he saw the back seat window slowly rolled down.

Lin Zheng's cold and sharp profile was revealed.

Lin Zheng turned his head and looked at him: "Come up."

Chao Ci is actually very resistant.

The peaceful life that he had kept quiet before collapsed at this moment.

Chao Ci stiffened his body and did not move.

"Do you want me to invite you up?" Lin Zheng asked softly.

Chao Ci gritted his teeth and realized that there would be no benefit to him from confronting Lin Zheng head-on.

He got in the car.

The interior space of the car is very large, and an adult man will not feel constrained at all inside. But with Lin Zheng sitting next to him, Chao Ci felt that even the air in this small space was terrifyingly cramped.

The alpha pheromone inevitably entered his nasal cavity.

It is a smell that lingers in countless nightmares.

"Aren't you going to come to me again?" Chao Ci asked without turning his head, staring at the car seat in front of him.

"I never said that." Lin Zheng turned to look at him, "I just said that I won't support you anymore."

Chao Ci twitched the corners of his lips silently.

Even in the past, he had never felt that Lin Zheng was supporting him.

If that's just flattery, I'm afraid not many people in the world can tolerate it.

"Then what do you mean now?" Chao Ci couldn't help turning his head and asked him, "I don't love you anymore. I just mistook you for someone else. Even so, you still want to get together? What are you doing?

When did you become so mean?"

He deliberately wanted to anger Lin Zheng.

Lin Zheng smiled: "You are right."

There seemed to be a dark light flowing in his eyes: "So I thought about it and felt that I can't give you such an advantage."

As he spoke, he came close to Chao Ci, almost leaning against Chao Ci's ear, softly tearing apart the words in his mouth.

"After all, you and I are 100% compatible. Wouldn't it be a pity not to have to deal with it a few more times?"

Chao Ci's face suddenly turned pale.

The extremely aggressive pheromone once again confuses his brain and body through nasal paralysis.

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From then on, Lin Zheng came to see him often.

He seemed to completely regard Chao Ci as the object of his sexual desire. No matter how much Chao Ci resisted psychologically, as long as he smelled Lin Zheng's pheromones, he would immediately lose all reason.

It's another morning.

Lin Zheng had already left, and there was no residual warmth on the other side of the bed.

But Chao Ci was indeed covered in mess.

He dragged his almost whining body and soaked himself into the bathtub.

He didn't turn on the light, and the dim light refracted from the water surface, imprinted on his face, flickering in and out.

100% pheromones.

Not only was it not a God-given fate, but it was a huge joke and a torture that devoured his flesh and blood.

Because of this ridiculous pheromone, he wanted to do the most intimate things with the person he hated the most. Every day and every night, he felt like something was coming up in his stomach.

He dipped his head into the water.

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"Although the technology of gonad removal is now relatively mature, it cannot be ruled out that there are still certain risks. Even if the operation is very successful, you will face many sequelae after the operation, and you may even have a certain degree of organ failure. You really

Have you considered it?"

"Um."

Chao Ci nodded.

Being pushed onto the operating table for the first time in his life, Chao Ci was not afraid at all.

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The surgery arranged by Chao Ci had been booked online before, and no one monitoring him noticed it.

Chao Ci suddenly went to the hospital today. They only thought that Chao Ci was feeling unwell or that he was undergoing a regular physical examination.

They did not follow Chao Ci inside, but waited for Chao Ci outside the hospital.

But after waiting for a long time, Chao Ci didn't come out. They went in anxiously, only to find out that Chao Ci had undergone surgery.

When Lin Zheng received the news, he had just finished a meeting.

Lin Zheng was stunned when he saw the person he had placed next to Chao Ci telling him that Chao Ci had entered the operating room and was undergoing an operation to remove gonads.

He couldn't understand the meaning of these words in the text message for a while.

Two seconds later, his phone fell to the ground.

Lin Zheng ignored the smashed cell phone and strode out directly.

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When Lin Zheng arrived, Chao Ci's surgery had just been completed.

There was no one around Chao Ci, except for a few bodyguards who came in later to keep watch.

He was lying on the hospital bed, his face paler than the last time he saw him in the hospital.

The whole person sank into the hospital bed, and Lin Zheng was suddenly shocked to realize that Chao Ci had lost so much weight.

The doctor told him that the operation went well, but removing the gonads - especially for ega - would have serious side effects.

After the death, medicine must be used to maintain it, and it will also cause great damage to life span.

Lin Zheng sat in front of the bed and looked at Chao Ci.

In just a short time, he actually forced this man to go to the hospital twice.

Each time is more dangerous than the last.

What on earth...are you doing?

Because he was unwilling to let Chao Ci not love him, and because he was unwilling to let Chao Ci see through him, he hurt him again and again and pushed him into desperate situations again and again.

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After Chao Ci woke up, he felt as if time had flown backwards.

Sitting in front of his hospital bed was still Lin Zheng, just like the day he woke up in the hospital bed a few months ago.
Chapter completed!