This dream is also very long, even longer than that dream.

He dreamed that he became a newborn baby, growing up alone in the palace after the death of his biological mother. At first, the content of the dream was the same as his memory, until he reached the age of thirteen in the dream, and began to

There is a divergence from reality.

Originally, when he was thirteen years old, Chaohua found him and told him a lot of important information, which allowed him to secretly develop a lot of his own power. But in his dream, he did not meet Chaohua. But at the age of thirteen

He is no longer the child who allowed others to bully him. In the dream, he relied on his own strength. Although it was not as smooth as in reality and went through some twists and turns, he finally reached the same destination through different paths and also gained his own power.

When he was sixteen years old, he invited himself to the military camp, rode away from the city gate, and never looked back.

Without Chao Hua, everything would not be so smooth, but in the dream he was ruthless and lucky enough to collect 300,000 Northwest troops, cultivate him into his own tiger and wolf division, and then use this sharp

The incomparable white sword was wrapped in an inconspicuous cloth and entered the capital. He fought bloody battles for the throne, but no one regarded him as an opponent. In the end, he became the fisherman on the night when the fourth prince forced the palace.

All of this, except that there was no Chaohua in the dream, was exactly the same as what Lou Yue had experienced himself.

Lou Yue is not looking at Lou Yue in his dream, but standing next to "Lou Yue" like a ghost, watching these things with cold eyes.

He didn't understand why he had this dream, a dream in which everything was normal except that Chaohua was not there.

Until in the dream, I married Chao Ci in order to win over Chao Mingzhi.

The bifurcation appeared again.

Different from Chao Ci who was full of love and tenderness towards Lou Yue when they met for the first time in reality, Chao Ci in the dream was cold and distant when "he" met Chao Ci for the first time. He did everything according to

According to the rules, no matter what Lou in the dream asked him to do, he would never object. He was neither stubborn nor indifferent, but there was no warmth in his eyes.

Although Lou Yue felt strange, he felt a little inexplicably happy in his heart.

Although the person in the dream was him, for some reason he felt a strong sense of alienation and estrangement from himself in the dream. This person with the same name, appearance, life experience... and most of the same experiences as him, but

Unable to give him a sense of recognition and empathy.

It's like looking at another person who is exactly like you.

When he saw "him" in the dream marrying Chao Ci, he was actually very repelled to see the love between him and Chao Ci. The tenderness that filled him at the first sight made him not want to be possessed by another person.

Therefore, when he saw Chao Ci in his dream being alienated from "himself", although he was surprised, he felt a little secretly happy.

The "self" in the dream is the same as Lou Yue, suspicious and cruel. At first, he only planned to find a mascot for Chao Ci, but later he seemed to be attracted by Chao Ci and couldn't help it.

Go to Linhua Palace and talk to him, then give him a little trouble.

He felt that Chao Ci was... easy to bully. It didn't mean that he was easy to bully, but it was very pleasant to bully. Chao Ci was a cold beauty on the surface, but in fact he was soft on the inside. Whatever you asked him to do, even if it was embarrassing,

He will also find a way to do it without saying a word more.

They had been together for a long time, and Lou Yue in the dream gradually fell in love with Chao Ci, who was cold on the outside and soft on the inside. Chao Ci could not be a gentler person. Lou Yue showed more kindness to him, and his layer was not that hard.

The shell was easily knocked off.

Two years after their marriage, they confessed their feelings to each other.

In the dream, Lou Chen was still a threat lurking in the dark. But without Chao Hua as an easy chess piece, Lou Chen did not play tricks on the Chao family at the beginning. Even if it later affected the Chao family, in the dream

Lou Yue also tried his best to protect him. When their secret fight was at its most intense, Chao Ci didn't even know about this incident. He only knew that his personal maid Bi Luo made a mistake and was sent away.

Chao Ci in the dream became pregnant at almost the same time as in reality. This time he was not imprisoned in the cold palace, nor was he wandering outside the palace, nor did he kneel all night. This unborn child was affected by everything Lou Yue did.

With great love, he was born peacefully.

On the day he was born, Lou Yue in his dream was so excited that he granted pardon to the world and named his child "Jue".

When he heard this word, Lou Yue was greatly shocked.

Is this... the Jue'er that Chao Ci mentioned?

Yes, this is not a coincidence. Everything about the last dream has been verified in reality. Lou Yue has always been vaguely aware that that dream was another "his" life.

So this dream...is it another one?

It is another possibility about "Lou Yue" and Chao Ci that happened in a place so far away that Lou Yue cannot see it.

If so...did Chaohua also have this dream?

Yes, it must be. Otherwise, it stands to reason that the information Chaohua gave him would not be accessible to Chaohua's own class. Chaohua should be just like in this dream, just a concubine of Chaoci,

Coveted for wealth, she married into a dissolute family. After that family was liquidated by Lou Yue, she was sent to a rural village at Chao Ci's plea.

Perhaps, eleven-year-old Chaohua also had such a similar dream.

What about Chao Ci? Did Chao Ci also have this dream? Otherwise, why would he name the three-month-old child Jue'er? Is it really such a coincidence?

Or... this is a dream for him, maybe it is not a dream for Chao Ci and Chao Hua...

——Is that so?

Even though they had no body now, Lou Yue felt his mouth was dry and his heart suddenly contracted.

He didn't think about it anymore, but continued to look at the dream.

Jue'er grew up very quickly. This child looked very much like Chao Ci and inherited Chao Ci's talent in literature. Lou Yue in the dream loved him even more because of this. Time in the dream passed very slowly, slowly.

Lou Yue could see everything clearly at every moment, but it happened very quickly, as if several years had passed in the blink of an eye.

Chao Ci in the dream gradually noticed Lou Yue's headaches and insomnia, and sought remedies for him. Gradually, Chao Ci in the dream coincided with reality. He began to grow those medicines, start making sachets, and start learning medicine for Lou Yue.

Cooking. He was far from as skilled as Chao Ci in real life. He was also very clumsy at the beginning. Many of the herbs were dead, and his sutures were always crooked. He always stayed up late sewing under the lamp. Lou Yue felt sorry for him.

It would be the same to advise him to stop doing this and let the people below do it.

But Chao Ci smiled and said: I have nothing to do. I can do something for you, which actually makes me happy.

Lou Yue in the dream didn't say anything more. Instead, he moved all the backlog of official duties to Linhua Palace. The two of them held candles together, one embroidered a bag, and the other worked.

After midnight, Lou Yue said he wouldn't let Chao Ci endure it. If Chao Ci didn't want to, Lou Yue would directly carry him back to the bed.

Chao Ci scolded him a few times, and he turned to kiss Chao Ci a few times on the forehead.

Jue'er will soon be three years old. On the day before his third birthday, everything happened again today. Chao Ci, who had not been hit by Ru Meng, woke up early and went to the kitchen to prepare some ingredients.

After Yue went downstairs and came back in the morning, after lunch, he went to the kitchen to make hazelnut cakes.

After the hazelnut cake was finished, Chao Ci gave it to Lou Jue. Lou Jue, who was only three years old at that time, was as fat as a jade snow dumpling. He held the hazelnut cake in his short hand and put it in his mouth to chew.

Thank you mother in a sweet voice.

It turns out...this is his child.

His child turned out to be so well-behaved and cute, no wonder Chao Ci cared about him so much.

Another scene flashed before Lou Yue's eyes. Chao Ci was crying and begging him not to hurt the child. He was crying hysterically and mourning extremely, but she held his jaw and forcefully poured the medicine into his mouth.

Lou Yue, who was standing like a ghost, touched his eyes. There were no tears, only a coldness.

When Jue'er was five years old, Chao Ci became pregnant again and gave birth to a pair of twins.

Lou Yue just watched like this, watching the three children grow up, watching Chao Ci and "himself" grow old. But their relationship became fresher and deeper over time.

The "self" in the dream gave way to Lou Jue when he was in his forties, and he traveled all over Chu with Chao Ci.

In the end, they lived together to be over eighty years old. Chao Ci left with a smile in Lou Yue's arms. Lou Yue kissed his forehead and closed his eyes.

It was obvious that Lou Yue had a much better start than the one in this dream. Chao Ci in the dream was alienated and guarded against Lou Yue at first, but when he met Chao Ci, he fell in love with her from the first moment.

His, wholehearted, gentle to the core.

But they had completely different endings. In the dream, he and Chao Ci knew each other, fell in love, and stayed together for a lifetime, but he injured Chao Ci with so many holes that he even... did not live long.

This isn't fair.

If there is no Chaohua in his life, then Lou Chen will not choose to take action against the Chao family first. As long as he does not choose to take action against the Chao family first, even if he is implicated in the Chao family later, Lou Yue will have the confidence to be like himself in the dream

, trying his best to protect his family.

This isn't fair.

Is this... really unfair?

There are so many ifs!

In front of the grave where the two were buried together, the soul-like Lou Yue squatted down and roared silently and without tears.

He was wrong.
Chapter completed!