After a big dream, when he woke up again, he was leaning on the bed in Linhua Palace, with Chao Ci sleeping beside him.

After drinking the medicine, Chao Ci's complexion was no longer so pale, and his cheeks were still a little rosy. His eyebrows were soothed, as if he was dreaming of some happy dreams.

Are you having the same dream as him?

Dream about that self.

After a dream, Lou Yue seemed to have figured out everything.

Chao Ci might have had this dream a long time ago - at least before their wedding. He might not even be dreaming, because everything about that dream was really terrifying. It didn't feel like a prophetic dream, but more like a dream.

Chao Ci may not have dreamed about things that have already happened, but he was once the Chao Ci in the dream.

When Chao Ci and "Lou Yue" met in the dream for the first time, they were alienated and defensive. But in the end, he fell in love with "Lou Yue" and became his own Chao Ci a hundred years later, so there was no fate.

An unprovoked and gentle speech.

The more Lou thought about it, he became a little crazy and stunned.

They turned out to have the best start.

But now...how could it become like this?

His eyes were bloodshot, so red that they were almost bleeding.

A few tears fell on Chao Ci's cheeks.

Chao Ci's eyelashes trembled, and the next moment he opened his eyes. He touched his cheek and found that it was wet. He looked up and was shocked to see Lou Yue's ferocious and mournful appearance.

"Why are you crying all of a sudden?" Chao Ci couldn't help but stand up and brushed away the tears from the corner of Lou Yue's eyes with his cold fingers, feeling heartbroken.

Lou Yue looked at the young man in front of him greedily, and felt that the young man was just like that dream. In the next moment, he would be like a puff of smoke or a mirror, and could never be found again.

Even though his heart was hurting to the core, he still forced a smile on his face: "I had a nightmare last night, dreaming that you were leaving."

After Chao Ci heard this reason, he was stunned for a moment, and then he couldn't help but laugh.

"Where can I go?" He smiled, kissed Lou Yue's lips, and comforted, "Okay, don't be afraid. Dreams are all fake, and they all come from the opposite direction."

"You dreamed that I was leaving, but actually I wanted to tell you that I will never leave."

Lou Yue looked up at him and suddenly hugged him into his arms.

Only when hugging can you feel the warm body temperature of this person and give him some weak comfort for his anxious soul.

Only when he can't see his own face can he regret and grieve unscrupulously.

Chao Ci, dreams are not reversed, you are really... about to leave.

How can I atone for those sins? How can I keep you?

Powerlessness and panic filled his heart. He had never been so powerless. Even when he was a wretch who allowed others to bully him, he dared to seek the most noble position in the world, even if he narrowly escaped death on the battlefield and fell in a pool of blood.

Even though he was in a mess, he was never afraid or resigned to his fate.

But what now?

Only then did he realize that there are some things that no amount of power can do.

He stood up and kissed Chao Ci's brow one after another.

How can I keep you?

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The Imperial Medical Center has been working day and night to find Ru Meng's solution, and Lou Yue is constantly looking for people who are proficient in medical skills among the people and abroad, and even many people from the barbarian side have been found.

But there is still little progress.

And the situation is getting worse.

Since taking the medicine, Chao Ci would wake up every day for about four hours. Every time he woke up, he only had the memory of Chao Ci he saw in Lou Yue's dream. What's even more shocking is that Chao Ci's

Memories are moving backwards quickly.

When he woke up for the first time, he said it was Jue'er's third birthday, so Chao Ci was only around twenty-six. When he woke up the next day, Chao Ci mentioned to him that Bi Fei was twenty-five.

It was time to leave the palace and marry someone. Bi Fei was one year younger than Chao Ci, so Chao Ci's memory at that time was when he was twenty-seven years old.

On the third day, Chao Ci said that he wanted to pray for the child in his belly and went to Putuo Temple outside the palace to ask for a peace charm. Jue'er was five years old when Chao Ci was pregnant with the twins, so Chao Ci was twenty-eight years old.

In this way, Chao Ci woke up day by day, and his memory was pushed back year by year. Even on the sixth day, Lou Yue discovered some fine lines in the corners of Chao Ci's eyes.

It's very small and doesn't affect Chao Ci's appearance at all, but... this shouldn't appear on Chao Ci's body.

He asked the imperial physician for diagnosis, and the imperial physician told him that the queen's body was indeed aging with the delay of memory. At this time, his bone age was already thirty years old.

Lou Yue's whole body was cold, and there was a chill in his spine.

how so?!

No one knows the answer. Maybe Chao Ci has been completely immersed in that dream, and his body is obeying his will and aging naturally.

On the tenth day, Lou Yue saw a few white hairs among Chao Ci's black hair.

It is not uncommon for ordinary people to occasionally grow a few gray hairs in their teens. But Chao Ci's hair was as black as silk and he never saw any gray hair.

Lou Yue couldn't explain clearly how he felt that day when he pulled out the dazzling white hair from Chao Ci's hair little by little before he woke up.

It's overwhelming panic and self-deception.

Chao Ci didn't care about his own aging at all. The rushing time in the eyes of the world was long and fulfilling in his eyes. In the years, he grew old calmly, without fear or looking back.

Every day, Lou Yue was desperate and embarrassed. He couldn't let Chao Ci find out something was wrong. Chao Ci often wanted to see Lou Jue and his twin daughters, but where could he find these three children?

?When Chao Ci mentioned them, he could only keep looking for various reasons to fool him.

Not only should he be happy, but he should also feel sad. No matter what he said the day before, when he woke up the next day, Chao Ci would not remember everything that happened yesterday. In his memory, the corresponding day had been forgotten by the memory in his dream.

replaced.

No matter what Lou Yue does, he will never leave any trace in Chao Ci's life.

Even when Chao Ci wakes up, the Lou Yue he sees is not Lou Yue, but the Lou Yue who has been with him all his life.

Lou Yue sometimes thought in a daze that maybe Chao Ci regarded him as that person from beginning to end.

That's why he was so kind to him during those two years.

But Lou Yue himself knew that he and the Lou Yue he dreamed about... were not the same person.

So to him, it was just a dream, and he couldn't regard it as the life he once had.

His speeches always treated him as another person. His love and kindness were not for himself, but for Lou Yue.

Until he used Chao Ci to lure Lou Chen out, allowing him to be slandered by Chao Hua, and even became an accomplice. He did not give Chao Ci any chance to defend himself, and imprisoned him in Qionghua Palace. He knew clearly that the Chao family was innocent, and even he

He had enough evidence in his hands, but he still chose to send the Chao family to prison and let Chao Ci kowtow in front of Qinzheng Hall all night.

After that, Chao Ci's eyes no longer had stars when looking at him, but were like burning coals, gradually extinguished.

Perhaps at that time, Chao Ci discovered that he and Lou Yue, whom Chao Ci thought he were, were not the same person. In Chao Ci's opinion, that person was absolutely beautiful. He had never hurt Chao Ci in the slightest, but he himself

It not only hurt him to the bone, but also harmed his blood relatives.

But even if he had figured this out, what could Lou Yue do? Even if he was jealous, he couldn't care about it at the moment. Even if he was regretful, what's the use? His eyes turned red, struggling and roaring like a trapped animal, but there was no way out.

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It's easy to pull out the gray hair, but it's harder to block the years than to reach the sky. One day later, Chao Ci's hair still had white hair.

Lou Yue unnaturally bent his fingertips, and finally stopped doing the self-deceiving behavior.

After Chao Ci woke up, he talked to him as usual as he had done in the past few days. Chao Ci's life was regular and simple. He rarely went out to Linhua Palace. He liked to fiddle with his herbs and worry about his three children, except Lou Yue.

, this is almost all of his life.

Today, for some reason, he kept staring at Lou Yue. After breakfast, he couldn't help but said, "Is it my imagination? Why do I feel that His Majesty suddenly became much younger."

Lou Yue's heart suddenly skipped a beat.

Fortunately, Lou Yue doesn't actually look old. According to Chao Ci's memory at this time, he should be around thirty-five years old. But Lou Yue has seen "himself" in the dream when he was thirty-five years old, and he is the same as himself.

The difference is not big at this point.

Therefore, he casually made up an excuse to deal with it, and Chao Ci did not pursue it further.

But this matter was taken to heart by Lou Yueji. He could still fool Lou Yue at the age of thirty-five, but what about the forty-year-old? What about the fifty-year-old?...

No matter how much he didn't want to think about it, his resignation was still postponed year by year, and he was getting older year by year, so he should always make plans.

Therefore, Lou Yue could only ask Lin Cheng to disguise himself and grow old with Chao Ci.

Lin Cheng looked at the emperor who had become haggard and embarrassed in just a few days, feeling inexplicable and sad for him.

This is a loneliness and despair that only belongs to Lou Yue.
Chapter completed!