Chapter 250 My Self-Report(1/3)
I don't plan to hurt seniors.
Although I have hurt it, both physical and psychological meanings have hurt it.
It's unbearable anymore.
False love.
What is the fundamental value of feelings that cannot even be achieved by self-satisfaction?
Looking around, this is a common house. I have lived here since I was a child.
disgust.
It is easy to remember the garbage everywhere, moldy and maggots are growing.
Originally, I was born in a family of three and had an only daughter, which was a very happy family.
What should I say?
The more I discovered this, the more I felt uncomfortable.
But they watched me stepping over the garbage dump and greet them to my room to play, and I think I will never forget the expression I will never forget in my life.
Things were very big that day.
"How can you be so weak?! Do you think you can become better without saying anything??!"
Standing on the balcony, looking up at the outside world.
Humans are creatures imprisoned by lazy death. Once they start walking, they are afraid of slowing down their pace. Once they stop, they do not intend to take another step. It is not that they want to take steps or stop, but that the pressure on the inside makes it like this, and the pressure on the inside will only make us repeat the same movements.
Q, can any of my wishes be fulfilled?
Just pay the price.
Children are ignorant, but the rumors spread among adults quickly separated me and my friends from me. At the beginning, there were good friends who stayed with me despite the rumors, but over time they disappeared at some point.
That was a hand with some evil thought.
destiny?
I was very young at that time.
【···】
When I decided to start doing it, I planned to do it all without leaving any room for it.
Afterwards, my mother finally found out what happened to me. The reason was that one day she came to school to pick me up and met my class teacher, and the adults exchanged information with each other.
I made an assertion.
I like her very much.
"It's not as good as a pigpen... No wonder she feels like she smells so smelly."
I don't have any special feelings. I just still do housework silently.
I am very poor in material terms, but to be honest, as I can go to a high school in another place, my mood is completely different from my father.
It seemed that I was shocked by my actions and immediately woke up from my alcohol. I knelt on the ground and apologized to me in tears.
"From this perspective, Xiao Qing looks really similar to your mother. She is exactly the same."
“···”
think.
"Who are you?"
"What are you talking about? This is you being bullied. What does it have to do with me praying for you every day?!"
Even if the seniors rely on love games to think that they are their girlfriends from the bottom of their hearts, the relationship begins to sprout again. They can feel it.
I said it because...
Really like it.
But in fact, I just threw all the housework on me who was less than ten years old.
What are you thinking about in your head?
They are obviously completely irresponsible parents, but they seem to be pretending to be very responsible parents to tell themselves what to do.
But is this a sincere feeling?
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My father was not a complete scum at that time.
Or is it necessary, it is not bad, it doesn’t matter.
false.
The senior is not a person who does bad things by nature, so even if I have deceived the senior, I am his girlfriend, and I have not walked into the bedroom. I obviously bought that kind of thing.
My experience at school suddenly changed. My senior talked with the bad student in private. I didn’t know what I didn’t know? He was still as gentle as ever.
"I'm really sorry..."
I clearly knew that I was a depressed person who made my senior depressed, but I still said that I hoped to keep in touch and I would like to find a way to let my senior and I go back.
“···”
"Don't play with her..."
The room was filled with endless smell of cigarettes and strong beer every day.
My mother said to me like a winner, "If you encounter this situation again, you must tell me it directly! I don't believe that no one will care!"
"sorry···"
End everything with your own hands.
"I will send the senior back."
I can't do it better and better like my senior. I can only rely on self-harm to suppress my distorted wish every day.
——
the next day.
"Jo Qing seems to live in a garbage dump..."
At school, after that time, my situation became even more difficult.
My mother is a nurseryman, and she claims to like children very much. In terms of education, I have also been educated as a qualified primary school student.
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"What are you teachers? With your salary, the students you teach under your command are treated like this without thinking about solving it?"
Immediately afterwards, many people came forward, and the news followed the current affairs reports.
That's not the big hand that touches your child.
【Third attempt failed to return】
The mother was rescued as a victim.
Why?
【Please confirm your choice again, and try again?】
When did it start?
"No. You can only go to junior high school in the town."
I think···
I am not the best destination for seniors. For seniors, the best destination is who is waiting for him in the living world.
It was raining heavily that night.
All stocks plummeted, unemployment and investment were all over, and even he was over.
My mother is pretty and grew up in a well-off family. She is a nurseryman.
It only took half a semester to go to school every day to avoid other people's gazes with fear.
My personality is distorted.
My father never cared about housework or cooked. He just sat on the old sofa and wore his eyes to read newspapers, paying attention to the red and green curves.
There are people like that in the world.
I don't know, or I have forgotten it.
"Your mom attended an illegal church!"
I always think we should go to the street with her to call on the legitimacy of that organization.
Logically speaking, such mothers should have great experience in educating their children?
That should have been the case.
To be continued...