If you want to pretend, just pretend to the end.

Xia Xianyue had no idea that the matter had been revealed.

In other words, she had no time to think about that matter at this time, it was just a trivial matter.

“···”

I was sitting by the window of a coffee shop I frequent. There were very few people in the shop at around two o'clock in the afternoon.

"The mocha you ordered."

The waiter handed over the porcelain cup and sterilized spoon with a professional smile.

"Thanks."

The slightly hot temperature is transmitted to the palm of your hand through the cup wall.

Stir gently.

Take a sip slowly.

"I think if my senior hadn't experienced those painful things, he would have grown into a very outstanding and reliable man from a long time ago."

"To put it in plain language, you can either accept it or not. I will not take the initiative to ask you to contact Ah Yao, nor will I make decisions for Ah Yao without authorization and not let you go to see him."

Her head was buried even lower.

Qiao Qing paused and continued, "But the senior probably didn't have any special feelings for me at that time. He just thought that if I wanted to make friends or... fall in love or something, he should teach me this first."

"There are also occasional squeaking sounds when eating, so the food must have been cooked by you or someone else."

"Let's just say..."

He saw her gritting her teeth and staring at him.

"Actually, I'm a very strange person. It's normal to be possessive, but I'm obviously the kind of duplicitous person... I'm obviously very annoying, but I still say I'm a perfect girlfriend who doesn't have any restraints."

“···”

"Do you know?"

"There is only one sentence left for you now. Face your own affairs by yourself. Think about it yourself."

"What about your brain... It's good to be admitted to Dongda University, but your emotional intelligence is very low."

"It's your own words. Your own business is your own business. If you have anything to say, just say it yourself."

"Ten times eight times...not just at this age, plus the time we spent together before."

"Besides, you are better than me."

“···”

"What do you...what do you want?"

"Jasmine's affairs belong to Jasmine. This is my own responsibility and I will bear it myself."

The blackness under the eye sockets is very obvious, and the eyes are bloodshot. It must be that I haven't had a good rest recently.

"Of course...I have no right to stop it."

"I think if you want to pretend, let's pretend it till the end. She is the perfect girlfriend who doesn't restrain herself."

"Although it may not be anything special...but no matter when paying for a meal or meeting the staff wherever I go, I will always say thank you. Sorry to trouble you."

"A normal person wouldn't want to leave such painful memories for the other half he really cares about, right?"

"Going to a part-time store and acting like a store manager? Isn't that typical of not knowing how to advance or retreat? What would the store manager think?"

“···”

Xia Xianyue interrupted her directly, "I'm here to talk about your affairs. Just like you said, your friend is your friend and you are you. She decides her own affairs."

"Yes, maybe the senior was a little confused at first. But he is by no means a character who is completely indifferent to other people's feelings."

It was like looking at Ah Yao before, because I felt guilty and frightened. Not only my eyes, I didn't know what to do with my hands and feet, or what expression to show. I felt deeply uneasy.

Qiao Qing opened her mouth but could not speak.

"...It's not that simple. I've heard boys say it more or less...hands and mouths...just..."

"The senior is really special. When he plays with the children, the children all like him. Even he looks like a child himself."

When he looked at Qiao Qing, he could only see that she was no longer as brave as before to look at him, and she only looked away for a moment.

"I often don't shave, and sometimes I eat without even brushing my teeth."

Xia Xianyue spread her hands innocently.

Xia Xianyue apologized to the others on her behalf, and then continued to look at her with a smile, "If you really want to leave completely, then I will only convey it this way."

"Senior, don't you know how to advance or retreat?"

"Nails... It's entirely because the senior didn't bring nail clippers and forgot to cut his nails. He didn't like the long nails, so he would tear them off. But the senior will definitely cut them again after he returns, and the senior's hands and nails are very clean.

He said that in addition to the face, the appearance of the hands that are often exposed is also very important. It is definitely not as casual as you said."

"Why should I tell you this?!"

Xia Xianyue narrowed her eyes slightly.

"What's the difference?"

"When I don't go to see him, sometimes he comes out without even washing his face, without any concern for his image."

"So, after hearing you say so much, isn't it just a sign on your face that you can't let it go?"

"sorry···"

"Saw a lot."

"It just so happens that you die on the day when Ah Yao is choosing a ring for you to propose."

"As for you, you all approached me when I couldn't do anything."

She was completely silent.

The way Qiao Qing looked at her didn't look like she was joking at all.

"Chirping, trying desperately to put myself in a negative position."

"I also have a very good mind. I often hear calls from seniors at the store where I work part-time to ask about this and that. Even though I am just a part-time student, I act like the store manager. I know how to order everything."

"Do you really think Ah Yao is very good?"

"Stop it."

"Honestly, I'm not kidding. When you first said that, I almost couldn't help but slap you in the face."

"My appearance is just average, and there's nothing special about my figure. If I hadn't taken care of her, I would probably have thrown her into the crowd and never found her."

"What qualifications does such a person have to pursue anything?"

"At least...find a way to make up for it first. Don't do the same thing I did."

"Create the appearance of such great expectations for the future."

"To be honest, I have obviously thought about suppressing it...but now I really want to pour coffee on your face like I did before."

The eyes that were initially decadent turned into sharp eyes at this moment.

"However, in the end, you chose to make Ah Yao live in more pain. I am equally disgusted with this."

"Yes. By now, the senior should probably hate me."

"Just my personal opinion."

Xia Xianyue was not annoyed, so she took a sip of mocha, "You say you want to quit, but you actually feel very uncomfortable?"

"I know that the most unprepared thing about Ah Yao is his unreserved attitude, so I made scarves and gloves by hand? I even put together an oversized picture by hand."

"Really? I care about you so much. So, does that mean you had a very pure relationship before that?"

She only came by herself.

"jingle--"

"Just admit it. It's okay to admit it to me. You don't really care about Ah Yao at all. You just feel that you have a temporary support. When you don't need to care anymore, Ah Yao will be no different from trash to you."

"···no."

"And those examples you mentioned are just tricks used by old men to deceive little girls. Maybe they deliberately said that sentence to you first, and then did it deliberately for you to observe."

"At once?"

"Even if you are a betrayer, I probably heard the details of your time from the senior. If the senior is willing to forgive you and accept you, then it doesn't matter. For a person like you, I believe that at least he is very serious about the senior."

"Ah, of course, after I have achieved enlightenment, I will always be in an attack state."

"Ashes? I've seen him shake it on the ground several times when he looked at no one."

"I know... But if you, I mean, if the senior can still remember someone like me, then help me..."

She didn't answer.
To be continued...