Chapter 420 Ikuta's Self-Saving
Xiao Asuka started talking about it very early, when she was dragged to Wu Geng's house as a guest under Ikoma's strong invitation. After that, the two gradually became familiar with each other and learned about Xiao Feiniao's bad grades. Wu Geng would occasionally help her with her homework.
, over time, it developed into a fixed tutoring time during holidays.
Maybe Wu Geng also enjoyed it, and experienced the feeling of being a teacher. Although this student was really not clear-headed, Wu Geng didn't know how much energy he spent in order to make her understand her words. She even felt that if she hadn't
You may not be able to get into Tokyo University even if you tutor little birds and review your previous knowledge over and over again.
Then there was the kiss on Valentine's Day. Speaking of which, Nishino was like Little Asuka's first teacher, personally demonstrating the mistakes to Little Asuka. Then Zhongyuan took on the role of a teacher, and the beginning and end of the relationship were revealed to Little Asuka.
See it in your eyes.
Under the guidance of the two people intentionally or unintentionally, Xiao Feiniao finally felt that he was ready to study as a teacher, so he hurried down the mountain with a sense of ignorance and recklessness, thinking that even if he could not compete in the world, he would still be able to do it no matter how bad he was.
In the middle of the night, we are separated in our hearts, and we are free and happy.
What she didn't expect was that this great river and mountain already belonged to her. Before going down the mountain, she thought that Xiye was holding the emperor's order to the princes, and only occupied Jiuding in name. However, she didn't expect that secretly, she had already secured her position in the world.
So Xiao Feiniao ran into obstacles everywhere. Even if her mother transformed into Zhuge to help and make plans behind her back, she could not escape the fate of failure in the Northern Expedition and failed to succeed.
Of course, in Xiao Feiniao's heart, the idea of competing with Nishino may not be strong, but more of a desire to get along with Wu Geng.
As if refining the plot outline of a novel, Xiao Feiniao listed the points of contact between herself and Wu Geng one by one. She rarely mixes her emotions. This is a very wise approach, otherwise her current state of mind would be very difficult.
You may get immersed in it as soon as you talk about it, and shed tears endlessly.
"Does Xiaoxiao know?" Nishino asked, "What happened on Valentine's Day was seen by Asuka."
"Hmm... I reminded her not to talk nonsense."
Nishino's expression was very strange, and his impulsive actions not only caused Wu Geng and Nishino's emotional changes.asxs., but also indirectly contributed to Xiao Asuka's awakening change. Maybe she felt that she had suffered the consequences.
No one in the living room spoke anymore. However, Ikuta suddenly staggered and saw everyone looking over. Ikuta swallowed nervously and tried his best to show a careful smile.
"My legs... were a little numb when I stood there. I didn't hear anything. I, I will never tell anyone!"
I didn't hear what you said outside. Wu Geng felt that Sheng Tian should have been let go at that time. No one expected that it would lead to the current situation.
Nishino looked at Wu Geng again, "You should understand this time, Xiaoxiao."
"I……"
Of course Wu Geng understood that although she was slow, she was not a fool. But to the extent that she was so slow, it seemed that she could be called a fool. She laughed at herself.
It's too late, too late, just like Zhongyuan's time. If she were a doctor, she would definitely be the kind of quack who only rushes to the scene after the patient has passed away in pain. Idols are a profession that brings hope and beauty to people, but she
It often brings hurt and pain to those around you.
She didn't know what to say.
Even at this moment, Nishino and Xiao Asuka may be waiting for her answer, but she still doesn't know what to say or what to say.
She treated Xiao Feiniao as a younger sister, and it was more of a family relationship. This was true. She couldn't go against her true feelings, let alone in front of Nishino.
But if I were to tell the truth here, telling Xiao Feiniao that I didn't like her - the kind of love that a lover would have, would be too cruel.
Wu Geng felt that Xiao Feiniao could more or less have a premonition of all this. Feiniao said that he had been keeping these things in his heart because he was worried about Nishino's mood. In fact, he should also have thoughts that he did not want to be explicitly rejected. Many things, until
Before drawing a pause, everything still has the possibility of remaining.
This pen is in Wu Geng's hand, at this moment, now. She has the right and the obligation to add a complete stop to the end of this story.
But she couldn't do it.
Possibility, just a hint of possibility, has consumed so much time and energy from eager people. This is the biggest scam since the birth of mankind, but everyone is happy with it.
She couldn't do it at the fifth watch, and she couldn't do it now when Xiao Feiniao still had hope. Who is willing to ruthlessly blow out the only remaining candle in the darkness?
In that almost stagnant space, the three people faced each other wordlessly.
Ikuta's legs were a little weak, and she didn't know whether it was because she had stood for a long time or because she was frightened. She could only take advantage of the time when people's attention was not on her to reach down and squeeze her hands to relieve muscle fatigue. She suddenly felt a little hungry.
"Is this your answer, Xiaoxiao..."
Nishino took a step back slightly. This action seemed to break the balance between the three of them. Wu Geng's eyes moved to a corner of the coffee table, not daring to look at her. Xiao Feiniao lowered his head even further.
"Xiao Xiao, what are you afraid of?" Nishino asked. "Waiting, being silent, being slow, and acting like you are gentle after being exposed. You have fully considered the mood of others and chosen the most compromised one that will cause the least harm to each other."
Methods."
"Xiaoxiao, you are very smart. You have read so many books and got admitted to Dongda University. So, you arm yourself with all kinds of knowledge and attach various reasonable basis for your actions. However, you are still an unwilling person in essence.
A coward who takes on other responsibilities and is afraid of making choices. How can you be gentle? You are just using the name of gentleness to cover up your cowardly heart that is afraid of being hurt."
Wu Geng couldn't refute, so she just listened quietly.
"Didn't you learn a lesson from Hiyaka that time? After talking to Hiyaka, you should understand to some extent." Nishino said, "I was dragged into a tangled and doubtful mood, and in the end I could only say goodbye to myself and give up.
That kind of pain. Xiaoxiao, are you afraid of hurting others with your own hands, so you ignore her struggle in the mire? "
Wu Geng bit her lip tightly. Of course she wanted to say that this was not the case, but did it make any sense? Because the result was like this.
"Ikuta should have been hurt by you, Xiaoxiao." Nishino suddenly pointed at Ikuta.
Ikuta, who was accidentally touched, was squeezing the muscles of his thighs to relieve them. When he heard Nishino's words, he subconsciously waved his fist upwards, "That's right, I'm a victim too!"
As soon as I finished speaking, I realized that in this dull and depressed atmosphere, my emotions were too out of place and I seemed out of place. I was not recording a variety show, and my exaggerated movements were indeed a bit embarrassing. Even Feiniao, who usually has the most outlandish jokes, didn't react.
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Ikuta retracted his arm nonchalantly. Fortunately, no one paid attention to her.
It's torture, she thought.
So is this my fault? If I hadn’t talked to Shixiao Jiang, it would have been Shixiao Jiang who sent Xiao Feiniao back this time, and there would be nothing like this. But I am indeed a victim. Who would be willing to talk to me if I have nothing to do?
She was talking, wouldn't it be nice to have barbecue during this time?
Yes, Wu Geng is the trigger of all this. Ikuta quickly picked himself up from it. If Wu Geng and Nakamoto don't walk side by side, she Ikuta will not misunderstand. This is the root cause of all this, Nogizaka
The Sarajevo incident.
"Na-chan, I'm sorry, I..."
"Feiniao, you don't need to apologize. It's Xiaoxiao who needs to apologize. She doesn't realize her problem at all. If you let her go on like this, it will only end in endlessly."
Apparently, Na-chan's anger was mainly directed at Shiyao-chan. While watching from the special seats, Ikuta briefly summarized the current situation on the field.
To be honest, she was a little secretly happy when she saw Wu Geng was so exhausted. If nothing else, she was lying miserably on the hospital bed during the release of her seventh single, and Zhongyuan said, "I didn't say the cake was for
Ikuta-chan bought it, right?" Ikuta's heart was pricked with holes and bleeding, and he hasn't recovered yet.
Naturally, she would not hold a grudge against Zhong Yuan, so she put all the blame on Wu Geng.
Now the situation is changing, and the love fortune has finally turned into a love disaster. She Ikuta has been looking forward to this moment for more than a day or two. The trouble now is that she is too close, basically equivalent to half a guest star. And after listening to it,
There were too many secrets, and she was very worried about whether she would be able to walk out of this door intact tonight.
It would be great if someone could take me away, or a close sister could solve all the conflicts between the three of them and let me go back safely... That's right.
Ikuta thought of Fukawa.
Notre Dame Fukagawa, who is good at listening to people and often helps members resolve their knots, should be the best at solving this kind of problems. Ikuta just talked to her a few days ago and told her about Wu Geng, which just saved the time of explanation.
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Ikuta noticed that the bag containing the mobile phone was placed on the small table next to the sofa. When the three of them were not paying attention, she moved there in small steps, used her body to shield herself, opened the zipper and took out the mobile phone. Then she put her hands behind her back for a blind moment.
After typing and sending, I looked back slightly to check.
"..."
Ikuta edited a message again and sent it after confirming it was correct.
She finally felt at ease, looked at the three people in the field, and thought to herself.
Chapter completed!