Lu Qingwan held back her shame and trembling, but got up from her seat and walked to Arthur.

Of course, Arthur saw Lu Qingwan's shy expression in his eyes. For no reason, it seemed that a drop of water fell in his heart, causing faint ripples.

He originally just deliberately teased Lu Qingwan, and he was also for Gu Fu to show him.

Compared to gloom, loneliness and desertion, he wanted to make Gu Fu more emotional. Whether it was willful or irritable, or of course he could be angry.

Gu Fu is not an elderly person, so he doesn’t need to live a life that is always more ordinary than water.

In his eyes, Gu Fu has always been a child and has never changed.

Lu Qingwan tried to sit on Arthur's lap, but as soon as she touched her, she immediately bounced like a spring.

She still felt awkward.

An unnatural look flashed in Arthur's eyes. Just as he was about to speak sarcasm to hide his emotions, Lu Qingwan instead took the initiative and sat directly on Arthur's lap.

Come on!

She just sat down like a stool.

Thinking of this, she finally felt a little self-comfortable.

What she didn't know was that this time, Arthur's heart was completely disturbed.

It’s not that Lu Qingwan was uneasy, but that his whole heart was in chaos.

In fact, it's best that he should scold her and keep a distance from her immediately.

But reason and feeling present a fierce tug-of-war. If he suddenly shouted for termination now, wouldn’t it mean that there was something in his heart?

However, the worst thing is that the feeling is still thriving violently. When you come into contact with her from various positions, you feel that you converge to your heart from different directions.

This feeling is so strange and strange.

He had never experienced it before, but it did not affect his judgment and awareness, because he still knew some common sense from some of the sentences describing love in the books, no matter how elegant these things were wrapped in or vulgar sentences.

Love...

Arthur's eyes flashed with a cold look. For him, anything was controllable, so he could accept the fact that existed, but needed to be restrained within the scope.

Next, Lu Qingwan knew that according to the request Arthur just made, it was the step of kissing any position on his body.

Lu Qingwan has also thought about it.

So after a start, she could do it in one go.

She closed her eyes, and quickly dropped the kiss on his forehead like a dragonfly, and then moved it away.

Arthur just looked at her quietly, but in fact, his heart was far less peaceful than his apparent appearance.

His heart was burning, as if the blood in his body was boiling.

Finally, Lu Qingwan held Arthur's hand.

His hands were very cold, like you were a piece of ice.

However, even if he only touched such a small piece of skin, Lu Qingwan could still clearly feel the scars and roughness on his hands. In other words, he had been injured, and there were many.

After Lu Qingwan finished this series of movements, she immediately jumped off Arthur.

She still felt shy and embarrassed in her eyebrows, and she said uncomfortable: "I'm done, can you say it now?"

But Arthur said, "You sit in my arms, turn off the tape recorder by the way, and I will tell you alone."

When Arthur told her in person that she had a recorder, Lu Qingwan subconsciously looked at her pocket.

Arthur always knew she had a recorder.

Lu Qingwan sighed in her heart with a little discouraged look, but she still accepted her fate and sat back in Arthur's arms with stiffness.

"You...can you say it now?"

At worst, she could write a letter by hand or record what she wanted to say afterwards, so that she could also let him know what the answer was.

Arthur's lips were very close to Lu Qingwan's ears, and instead asked, "If you were him, would you hate me?"

Lu Qingwan hesitated for a moment, and nodded seriously, "Yes."

"So, do you think the answer is important? Even if you know the answer, you won't change your hatred. And I don't need this kind of change. If you want to hate, you can continue."

Lu Qingwan shook her head, "You said, what would I do if I were him? I would hate it, but I would also want to know why. This is also an explanation to myself."

Arthur's mouth was instead outlined, "Okay, I'll tell you, but I think, even if you know the answer, you should... not want to tell the answer you want because nothing will change."

"When he was a child, he always thought that he was not as good as me in all aspects, which was a drag, and I was too perfect. He admired me, liked me, and stuck to me, but in fact, on the contrary, I was not perfect. Instead, I thought he had everything I wanted. He was more considerate, kinder, and more joyful, and more joyful, because of the so-called genius and ability. My parents valued me more, but they were picky about him. He envied me, but never jealous, but would be happy to follow me and be my shadow,

Be my little tail. At that time, I had no special feelings for him, including my parents. Everything was pretended to be. I would show it what kind of emotional feedback people need. Perfection does not exist, it is just false and performance. He thought I was a good brother, but in fact I was not. Do you know? For a while, I had been observing him and watching his every move. I had mastered every detail of him. Guess, why did I do this?" Arthur whispered to Lu Qingwan.

His voice was so soft that only Lu Qingwan could hear what he said.

Lu Qingwan thought of a possibility, but she dared not say it.

"Your wink has already told me, you have thought of it."

"Yes, I want to kill him, replace him, and play him." Arthur smiled, not sure if he was laughing at Lu Qingwan, or if he was laughing at himself.

"For example, push him into the swimming pool. People will believe that the dead person is me. If I were to ask me, the reason why I did this at that time was just because... I was tired of playing this role and wanted to change my identity. It was so boring and... Second-tier! No care, no feelings, no hesitation. So when he was six years old, I pretended to be careless and pushed him into the water. He couldn't swim, and he kept struggling in the water, but he didn't shout for help, just looked at me... I was watching in the swimming pool
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