"Why aren't you talking?" The message tone on my phone rang again, bringing me back to reality from that memory.

"Oh, it's nothing. I was having New Year's Eve dinner with my family just now." I didn't tell him the past events with Han Tao.

She: Actually, we all know what happened between you and Fan Jingxue.

Me: Us? Who else knows?

She:?Many people, including Li Kai.

I was stunned for a moment and replied: Oh, it doesn't matter, it's all over.

Her: Have you really let it go now?

Me: Do you think I still have a choice? Isn’t it just to make her happy every day when I like someone? She is with Li Kai now. She is happy and joyful, but the person beside her is not me.

,This is enough.

Her: Then you don’t like her?

Me: If I don’t like her, I won’t let her go.

Her: I don’t understand, you are quite pretentious.

Me: Hahaha, I don’t understand, are you being pretentious? I’ve always been like this.

Her: That's why she doesn't like you.

Me: Really? That’s right, it turns out she doesn’t like people who are nice to her.

Her: You can’t say that. It’s just that what you gave her was not what she wanted. You don’t understand her and you don’t understand her, so she doesn’t like you.

Me: Since she doesn’t like me, why should she accept my kindness?

Her: Because you are friends!

Me: Oh, it seems I really don’t understand her.

Her: She was also very troubled at that time. She said you were always pestering her.

Me: Why are you pestering her? Why didn’t I understand?

Her: Isn’t it? How close you were to her at that time!

There were all question marks in my heart. I was very angry at that time. I didn’t understand? Am I struggling? But I thought, since I said let go, it doesn’t matter what happened in the past.

Me: Maybe you don’t know much before you say this, but I don’t want to say more about the past. If you think so, then so be it.

Her: Don’t say that. How can we continue chatting like this? Then tell us what’s going on between you and her.

Me: I don’t really want to say it.

Her: Didn’t you let it go? Why? Are you afraid that I will know? Or are you afraid of exposing your scars?

I:......

Her: Go ahead, I’m listening.

Me: I just want to say that my love for her is definitely not entanglement. I don’t know where this word comes from. If it was her who said it, then I would be very sad. If it was you who said it, I would be very angry, because you are not at all

Don't know how I feel.

Me: Have you ever experienced the feeling of liking someone and treating her as a belief? Have you ever liked someone casually for three to five years? You will tell yourself over and over again by calling her name during your most difficult time

Don't give up?

Her: It’s really not true, but I’ll wash it

Listen attentively.

Me: How should I put it? I like her not because of her appearance, but the feeling when I am with her. Maybe she looks so happy to everyone, maybe not, but at least she gives me

The feeling is like this, we all seem to know what each other is thinking, and we have a lot of tacit understanding. We say the same words at the same time, or do the same things, or laugh out loud for no reason. I can talk to her.

Sharing all my joys, sorrows and joys, and being able to share every bit of my progress with her, I thought this was love, but the reality told me that this was just friendship. It turned out that it was me, the big fool, who had been so passionate about myself for so many years.

!

Me: She can accept all my unrestrained sides, including my unrestrained laughter, unrestrained madness, unrestrained tiredness, and unrestrained crying, but she just can’t accept my unrestrained love for her. She seems to be standing on a very high place.

The god of heaven always smiles at me, and then makes me elusive, telling me that I have never had her when I thought I lost her. My love for her has changed from a small sapling to a towering tree, and then

Now I have to uproot this big tree again. So, you said I was pestering her? But now I have clearly let her go? You don’t know these stories. If it were you, what could you do?

Her: I'm sorry, it seems I wrongly blamed you.

Me: I said it, it’s all over, it doesn’t matter anymore.

Her: Actually, there is no need for you to treat her like this. I mean it’s not worth it. She has never liked you, but there is nothing right or wrong about love. If you like it, you just like it, and if you don’t like it, you don’t like it.

Me: I know, I understand, so now I just want to look at her quietly and look at her, that’s enough.

Her: You are really an infatuated person!

Me: Hahaha, don’t make fun of me, it doesn’t matter, it doesn’t matter if you are infatuated or ruthless, as long as you are not sentimental.

She: That's right. In fact, I feel that although the stories we experienced are different, the endings are similar. We all lost something and finally grew up.

Me: Yes, isn’t this what youth is?

She: Actually, at the beginning, I didn’t have such strong feelings for him. But as time went by, this feeling seemed to become stronger and stronger, and I fell into it without even realizing it.

Me: You mean Sun Ming?

Her: Yes, they were together at that time, but they broke up later.

Me: You never said that.

Her: Actually we broke up not long after we got together.

Me: Why?

Her: Because he can’t accept long-distance relationships.

Me: That’s it?

She: You think this reason is nonsense, right? Yes, that’s the reason. I can’t understand it at all. At first, I thought it would be a happy ending if we agreed to get together after the college entrance examination, but he didn’t.

I have changed my mind. I just want to say, why don’t I give it a try? Is it simply inappropriate? Or is it that he likes the new and hates the old? He is tired of me.

Tired? So I asked him.

Me: What did he say?

She: He just said that long-distance relationships are very hard and troublesome. He said that if I am not with him, it will easily cause a lot of misunderstandings and estrangements, which will bring unnecessary trouble to both of us. I was really sad at the time, but later

, he was in a long-distance relationship with another girl, and it was during my freshman year! This made me very angry. Do you know the most irritating thing? When he was with that girl, he still had sex with me.

He is flirting with me all day long and sends me some disgusting words. If he had said this before, I might have thought it was sweet, but now he actually sends these words, which makes me have to think carefully about whether I have met a scumbag.

Male.

Me: Really? Does he think you don’t know he has a girlfriend?

She: Maybe, I also knew it from others, but he never told me this. So I thought he was disgusting. Really, I don’t know why I fell in love with such a person. It’s inexplicable.

Me: It seems that you are really a treasure, so many people like you, haha!

She: So many people? There is something in your words, are you talking about Han Tao?

Me: I didn’t say anything.

Her: Don’t be ridiculous. Do you think I don’t know that you have a good relationship with him? I don’t believe he didn’t tell you these things. I did send him a good person card. I know this is really painful for him.

But I won't refuse and he refuses so hesitantly. I tell him directly that we are not suitable and you are a good person. I will not accept his kindness to me. There is no way. To put it bluntly, I just don't like it, so what can I do?

?If I don’t like him but I’m with him, that would be the greatest harm to him.

Me: ...What you said makes sense.

Her: But now it seems that you are also a more rational person. I thought you would say something nice for him.

Me: But I didn’t say anything bad about him to you, hahahaha. No one, no matter how close, has the right to participate in emotional matters. Whether it works out or not is between you and him. Whether there is fate or not is also your business. I

What? I'm just his friend. I'm only responsible for recovering his bad emotions and giving him encouragement. It doesn't matter whether he's right or wrong.

Her: It seems I have to send you a good guy card too! Hahahaha

Me: Hahahaha, your good person card is different from the one given to others, I will treat it as a compliment from you!

Her: That’s right, I’m just complimenting you!

Later, we chatted about some random things. When I turned around, it was already half past five in the morning. I didn’t expect that the first time I stayed up late to chat with a girl, I was actually talking to someone I didn’t know very well.

She was also surprised that she actually chatted with me without feeling sleepy at all. Haha, maybe I am more talkative.

This night has passed, my attitude and view of her have changed, and she has a new understanding of me, which is different from before; this page has passed, and our story is coming to an end...
Chapter completed!