I once read a book that tells many different views on love from different people. Some people think that love is passionate, while others say that love is plain, hard to come by, and is within reach. But I am not qualified to evaluate love. I just listen to their stories silently to enrich my own life.

Every girl longs to marry love and happiness. She meets a young man in white and a prince charming, who lives in a fairy tale life, lives in a castle, has no worries, no competition, as if everything is beautiful. There is no need to consider the future, no need to recall the past, start with happiness, and end with happiness.

Qiu Yuyue was not immune to the vulgarity. The boy she liked can be said to be the pistachio in the class. He is cheerful and generous, sings nicely, plays basketball well, studies well, and treats people humorously... Who doesn't like such a boy at this high school age? At that time, for a while, he sat in front of me and could sing and chat with him from time to time. He thought that singing was good, and because of the same hobbies, he had many common topics.

Of course, Fan Jingxue knew Qiu Yuyue’s thoughts and became her “wingman”. At that time, the three of us could be said to be the most lively people in the class, and the corner we were in became the most chaotic place in the class. Jingxue always mentioned Yuyue to him inadvertently, but he, Sun Ming, occasionally smiled and didn’t say anything. Even I saw something. It seemed that at that time, he had noticed the appearance of Yuyue. He took out the poem he wrote recently for us, which was full of feelings for Yuyue, and asked us to keep it secret. To be honest, there was an inexplicable warm current in his heart. It turned out that love is like this. You silently like me, and I happened to be in love with you.

But what I don't know is that this story is not as beautiful as I imagined. One afternoon after school, Han Tao and I went home together. On the way, he suddenly asked about Qiu Yuyue. To be honest, I don't know how they talked about each other. When Han Tao mentioned her that day, light radiated in his eyes, like an astronomical enthusiast, looking at the sea of ​​stars, full of hope, as if I saw myself. I was very scared, I was afraid that he would be hurt, and I was afraid that he would be at a loss after knowing the truth and lost himself. I had to laugh and tell him that I didn't know anything.

"Let me tell you!" Han Tao was a little excited, "Do you remember that I went to the physics cram school a while ago? It was a coincidence that I didn't notice her much. After I came out of the cram school that day, I happened to walk the same way with her and I started chatting with her. I posted

Now she is really a quiet and gentle girl. This is the first time I have said so much to a girl!”

I was silent, my mind full of the poem written by Sun Ming to Yu Yue.

"Oh! You're so strange today!" Seeing that I didn't sarcasticize him, Han Tao became uncomfortable and poked me with his arm, "What's wrong? What are you thinking about? Do you miss Jingxue?"

"Ah! No, I was just thinking about something! What's wrong? Are you talking about Qiu Yuyue?"

"Yeah, I heard that she and Jingxue are good friends. Then again, how are you and Jingxue? Have you confessed your love?"

At that time, I was still in my first year of high school, and I just liked her, and it was all before confessing my love.

"Of course not! It's still early, how could I say this so quickly!" I felt a little guilty, afraid that I would reveal my flaws. "Actually, I think it's not easy for Yuyue to get along with. I haven't talked much to her. You'd better think about it before making a decision!" I wanted to persuade him to give up.

"What's going on with you today? I just said I had a good impression of her, but I wasn't going to do anything, what to decide?" Han Tao asked me in confusion.

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I chose to remain silent, and then I found a random topic to change. At that time, I thought the matter had just passed, but no one expected that Han Tao's path was so similar to mine.

Later, when I graduated from high school, Qiu Yuyue posted a photo of her and Sun Ming. She smiled sweetly, and he was laughing, just one photo, without copywriting to explain anything, and there was no need to explain. When I saw that photo, I felt that Han Tao must be very uncomfortable, because I knew that feeling of heartache, countless inferiority would surge in my heart, and countless voices laughed at myself and laughed at my past words and deeds. In fact, since I talked with Han Tao that day, I knew that he would definitely fall in love with Yuyue. This was destined to be a bad story and a bad ending.

"I actually regret not listening to you carefully." Han Tao shakingly raised his wine glass, sweat beads emitting from his high nose bridge, and black-framed glasses were placed aside by him, his eyes were swollen, and he said drunk, "You don't have to hide it from me anymore. I know you are for my own good, and I'm afraid that I will be sad if I know the truth."

"I'm sorry, brother, I regret not explaining the matter to you early." I looked at him worriedly.

"No, no, no," he lowered his head, lay on the table, and once again forced his head up, "You don't understand! You don't need to apologize, I did it myself, you think I'm stupid, I didn't know long after that, and at that time, I still fantasized about it all day long

, I will be very sure! Haha, I never thought at that time, why would you say that Qiu Yuyue is so quiet, like someone like Sun Ming? It’s impossible! He just has more talent, what’s the point? Alas, it’s a pity that I realized in the end that I was too self-righteous and thought that doing so much could move her, but in the end I was the only one who moved me, haha..." He picked up the wine glass and drank it all in one go.

I sat aside, trying to advise him not to drink, but I couldn't bear to interrupt him, so I just let him get drunk, it's better than keeping it in my heart.

I know Han Tao's character. He is also a very quiet boy. He never drinks or makes no noise. Such a person is inevitably at a loss. Even I have never seen him lose his temper or feel upset. His face always has a smile on his face, just like a ray of warm sun in spring, which wipes away the remaining traces of winter. Yu Yue gave me the feeling at that time, and was also a very quiet person, but the only difference between him and Han Tao is also this kind of quietness. She is like a ray of autumn wind in autumn, driving away all the remaining warmth in summer so that winter will come soon.

Sometimes, I find that I am really powerless. I can't stop my tragedy, but another tragedy is by my side, but I am still helpless. I am watching him pursue an impossible end, and I am really blaming myself for a dream he shouldn't have.

In the end, Han Tao only confessed his love after Yuyue sent out the photo. He hated that he didn't tell her earlier, and just watched his beloved girl be with another person, then expressed his feelings and received a good person card. As he expected, he thought that this was no longer a strange thing.

I was wondering, is it like this in all love? Go to meet another person with a basket of joy and hope, and then when you think she is the other half of your life who is entrusted to her for life, and give her all the treasures in the basket, you will harvest a basket of despair and inferiority from her, she shed tears, and return to the beginning with scars, and then become no longer soulful, and say the ridiculous "Go with the flow" like a walking corpse?

In the end, when you attack a sect, you will find that no one is wrong. It’s just that one person refuses another person. It’s hard to explain or explain it. In this way, the cycle of cause and effect makes love hard to come by, and all happiness becomes the story of others and the fairy tale world.
Chapter completed!