His voice was so low that it was almost gone, as if he was afraid that Xu Siyue would hear it, but Xu Siyue would hear it. At the same time as her heart was broken, a thought suddenly arose.

Xu Siyue's nose was red, and she leaned her lips against his ears, and said ruthlessly in a volume that only two people could hear: "There is something I have never had a chance to tell you. After the earthquake, the next night in the Liangcheng Hotel, I took advantage of you sleeping and pierced a small hole in the remaining condom at the bedside..."

She described it vividly: "How crazy did you do on the third day, do you remember it yourself? I used it all, I processed it, and thought it was very relaxed at the time. If I was pregnant, you should admit that you loved me. Now it's almost time to test it. I'll go to the doctor to issue a form to draw blood."

“…Xu Siyue!”

Xu Siyue smiled sweetly: "Gu Xuechen, if I can't see you again, I will get pregnant alone and give birth to a child alone. I encountered various dangers in the middle, and no one took care of me. In the end, the orphan and widowed mother lived in the world. Do you think it's OK?"

Gu Xuechen wished she could not be removed and swallowed into her stomach.

Xu Siyue asked him pitifully: "Isn't it good? Then I'm not allowed to do this, I beg you."

She couldn't delay her progress anymore, so she stood up from the edge of the bed, and finally kissed his lips deeply, and said with tears in her eyes: "Stop talking, don't blame me, keep your strength and come out and follow me for the rest of your life."

The operating room door opened, Jiang Li pushed the hospital bed, and Xu Siyue stayed obediently in the same place without chasing forward. Gu Xuechen's eyes kept looking at her, her eyes colliding and entangled, twisting into an indivisible rope.

The indicator light during surgery is on.

Several nurses advised her in time according to Gu Xuechen's instructions: "This operation is difficult, the process is complicated, and it is expected to be a long time. Don't wait like this."

The operation began, and the ban outside was lifted. Qiao Yu, who had been stopped before, was the first to run in: "Madam, Mr. Gu has arranged the car. If you want to go, I will be on standby at any time."

Within half a minute, Cheng Xi also appeared in a hurry and hugged Xu Siyue's arm: "I will do nothing today, I will accompany you all the time. Xu Ying has been here a long time ago. I dare not come up downstairs, for fear that you will annoy her."

Xu Siyue was still looking at the closed door. Xue Chen notified so many people in advance to take care of her, but he should know that it was useless. He was there, she was the growing up and invincible Xu Siyue. If he was not here, no one could save her.

She held her lower abdomen.

She lie to him, but she regretted that she didn't have this idea at that time. It would be great if she really had his child.

Xu Siyue let go of Cheng Xi's hand: "No need to accompany me, I'm pretty good. Xue Chen has a gift for me, I have to get it."

She turned around and walked out, her ankle softened a little, Cheng Xi and Qiao Yu rushed to help her, she shook her head: "It's really okay, don't worry about me, I'll come back and wait for him after I get the gift."

Xu Siyue opened the card given to her by Gu Xuechen. The words inside were as elegant as before, and they were so elegant that he could not tell that he was blind. He didn't know how many times he wrote it before he picked out this one.

The above is an address. After the address, there is also a brand and password for the safe to store.

Xu Siyue walked out of the hospital and took a bus to arrive. When she was about to arrive, the scenery outside the window became more and more familiar. She suddenly realized that the address was outside the north gate of No. 1 Middle School.

Mingcheng No. 1 Middle School, junior high school and high school are both ranked first in the city. She studied in junior high school and senior high school in the first middle school that year, and so was Gu Xuechen.

It was here that he watched her grow up from afar year by year.

Xu Siyue's heart was tightened. She hurriedly got out of the car and trotted into the storage station. There were not many people inside, and there were a few students. She was wearing the school uniform that looked like her back then. She followed the staff to find the brand. Her hands were too shaking. She entered the password for the third time before she succeeded. The cabinet door bounced open and there was a wooden box inside.

The staff reminded me considerately: "There are tables and chairs over there. If you want to see, you can sit over."

Xu Siyue held the box and carefully lifted it up. What broke into her vision were several worn notebooks. Just looking at the appearance, she felt very old. She opened the book with "One". The pen prints on the title page were already a little dizzy, and a few words were written tenderly.

"Gu Xuechen, Class 3, Grade 5."

Xu Siyue subconsciously hugged the box tightly and didn't have time to find any seats, so she squatted down on the side of the cabinet.

There are more books under this layer of notes, each of which is numbered for her, from the old to the new, and the last one is the "Thirteen" written by him.

One book is one year, and this box contains him for thirteen years.

Xu Siyue panted a few times against the cabinet before lifting up the cold fingers and stroked his name several times. From the first volume, she touched him for such a long time.

"Grandma smashed my bowl and said I was not worthy of eating or living. My mother shouldn't have given birth to me back then. Even if she was born, she should have killed me together when she killed that person. I was sick and blood was flowing in my body. Sooner or later, she would become a devil and do evil things. She said these words many times, but today it was very heavy. The fragments of the bowl hurt her, so she picked them up and cut me."

"I have nothing to eat today, I'm very hungry and my stomach hurts."

"I got the first-place final exam paper at school. When I came out, I was blocked by those who were in junior high school. They stole the steel bars from the construction site and hit me, asking me why I was alive and why I was the first place in the exam, and I should die."

"I was lying on the ground coughing up blood. They were laughing happily. No one knew that the knife I had hidden in my arms. With just one moment, I could kill him and kill everyone. I pulled out the scabbard, but..."

Xu Siyue covered her mouth, her eyes blurred. She blinked hard a few times, letting the mist that was in the way out and going to see the next line.

These words are clearly on the same page, but they are completely different from the tone above.

His delicate and tender pen, stroke by stroke, wrote on the yellowed paper: "It's not dark yet, the moon has come."

"She is very stupid, short and thin, and dares to stand in front of me. She wants to be a hero when she takes toys. There are more people passing by on the road. They run away because they are afraid of trouble. I still grab the knife. She squatted down and touched my face with a very small hand."

"No one has touched me like this, I've only been beaten."

"She said, you are so beautiful, my family lives here, and I will be responsible for anyone who dares to bully you in the future."

Xu Siyue's throat was so blocked that it hurt and she coughed in a muffled voice.

"I hate the name Gu Xuechen. My mother gave birth to me in Xuetian and told me in person that she wanted to drown me in Xuetang, so she stopped calling me, saying that the day she saved me was on the tenth day, so she should be called A Shi. In order to match me, she also changed her name to Yuanyue."

"Yueyue is not afraid of me, she doesn't hide from me, she will apply medicine to my wound."

"I'm very dirty. I've been stained with blood on my clothes many times and can't be washed clean. Yueyue doesn't dislike me and is willing to touch me."

"She took me to the mountain. I didn't know there were flowers in the mountains of Mingshui Town before."

"I was locked outside the gate by my grandmother at night. Yueyue took me home and let me sleep next to her."

"I dare not sleep, I'm afraid I will wake up."

"Yueyue hugged me very much. Her eyes were so bright and her hands were soft. She told me, "Ashi should go to bed, I'll be there tomorrow morning."

"She said that the full moon in summer is very similar to grapefruit, so I saved money to buy grapefruit candy for her. She said that it was too dark and it blocked the moon. I thought, I wanted to give her the deep blue night sky so that the moon would hang on it forever."

"She gave me the model of the little robot and said that it would be great if it could move and speak. I nodded desperately and I would do whatever she wanted."

Xu Siyue held the notebook and squatted beside the uninhabited cabinet and cried in tears.

When she was tortured by depression, she couldn't live without the grapefruit candy every time she took medicine. She had no impression in her mind, but her body always relied on the smell he gave her.

It turns out that his Deep Blue Technology has so many robots in his hands, from the beginning, to realize the moon's childhood wish.

"Yueyue left, leaving me here. I chased after the car. When I fell down and got up, the car could no longer be found."

"I got the first place in Mingcheng No. 1 Middle School. If I don't embarrass Yueyue, I will see her tomorrow."

Xu Siyue didn't dare to look down. She looked up and absorbed thin oxygen, lowered her head, and looked at the line: "Yueyue forgot me."

"I finally know that the world between me and her is different. She is in heaven and in the soil. She doesn't need to remember the people she has pity for. I am not qualified to stand by her."

"My class is far away from her. Before class today, I went to see her again. She was telling jokes to the boy at the same table and patting him on the shoulder. I returned to the classroom and had a very stomachache and didn't eat for a day."

"When school was over today, she was passing by with a group of people. Someone called her to look at me. My palms were sweating and my blood was frozen, but she just said, "What's the best thing to look at."

"The two classes were in open class together. I sat behind her and helped her pick up the pen. She didn't look back, but her fingertips touched me. I didn't wash my hands. I wanted to buy a band-aid and wrap it up."

"There is a parent-teacher meeting. I am the only one in the school. I sat by the flower bed and watched the sky. She climbed up the tree mischievously, picked fruits and threw them at me. After parting, she talked to me for the first time. She asked me who you are."

Xu Siyue remembered that day, she did too many evil deeds and was afraid that Xu Cheng would be muttered, so she sneaked out and wandered around. She saw a thin figure sitting there with her back facing her, her clothes and hat were big, and she was pressed on his head, lonely and quiet.

She provoked him, but asked again, who are you.

He held the green and ugly fruit in his hand, hid it in his arms carelessly, and said to her: "My name is Gu Xuechen."

"The boys around her have changed again, and none of them are like me. If there is, I may not even beg her to take a look at me."

"I wanted to cut it off when she touched someone else's place, but when I thought that Yueyue was afraid of blood, I held it back."

"I can give it to you, but I signed it and gave up. I will go wherever Yueyue goes. I think one day I can get more capital to chase her."

"Today she skipped class and went to sing outside the school. When she came back, she climbed over the wall and fell into my arms."

"At that moment, I could die, but I still want to live, so I can look at her a few more times."

"I don't like college. She's so popular. Today I wore a short skirt, my hair was scattered, and I smiled at others. I wanted to snatch her and lock her in my room."

"On Friday, she appeared in front of me and said she fell in love with me at first sight. I knew she was lying to me. Only if I didn't accept it can I have her."

Xu Siyue's hand pressed on the paper, and her heart fell into boiling oil.

She thought Xue Chen would blame her and hate her, but until after she left, he still wrote in scattered words: "Three months in the summer of eleven years old, and half a year in the year of 19 years old, together, I have been happy for nine months."

The notebooks for four years have been separated are too thin.

"I was told that she had a boyfriend when she arrived in the UK."

"Yueyue, then what am I?"

Xu Siyue didn't have the courage to look at it, and her stiff and painful fingers barely flipped over. On the day she returned to China, he wrote: "Yueyue, bear it, I will be gone soon."

After marriage, he stopped writing anything else. Every day that impressed her, she either hated him, avoided him, or teased him, and all he left was the simplest two words.

"Love you."

May love you, June loves you, and you are crazy about any day that is ridiculed or cold.

Xu Siyue closed the last back cover, and there was a very small player underneath, connected to the headphones.

She put it on, looked up at the skylight outside the window, and pressed to play.

After the rustling sound, Gu Xue's deep and soft voice sounded, as if he was pressed into her ear, and confessed in person: "Yueyue, I'm sorry, I've let you see so many embarrassing things about me. I always thought it was good to not let you know, but at the end, I still want to tell you."

"Tell you how good and important Xu Siyue is. The world is not very bright and has given you a lot of hardships. But there is another person who has been chasing you since the day I met you and when I understand what love is, he gave it to you."

"No matter whether I am in the world or engraved on the monument, Xu Siyue will always be loved and should live proudly forever."

The sun was very warm, and it formed a delicate gauze through the glass, covering Xu Siyue's body, as if she was gently stroked by her lover's hands.

Xu Siyue stumbled and stood up, hugged the box tightly, walked out of the storage station, and rushed back to Huaren Hospital. The lights in the operating room were still on, and Qiao Yu and Cheng Xi fell asleep on the chair.

There is quiet everywhere.

Xu Siyue stood in front of the door, leaned slowly on it, and her arms hung in the air to outline Gu Xuechen's waist, as if she was hugging him.

She couldn't remember how long it had passed. The light in the corridor in the distance was dimming. A sudden vague sound came from the closed door.
Chapter completed!