The lights in the door were bright, illuminating Jiang Li's dark green surgical gown. He stood one step away from Xu Siyue, and before he could take off his mask, he stared at her.

The temperature was not low, but Xu Siyue was trembling with coldness. She lingered around her mouth several times, but she didn't say it.

Jiang Li said: "The tumor looks bigger than the film, and some of it is hidden under the main blood vessels. It has not been discovered before, which makes the surgery more troublesome than expected. If that part is retained and followed by radiotherapy and chemotherapy control, it will seriously increase the risk of recurrence, but it will be difficult for him to bear the second surgery..."

Xu Siyue's life was hanging by a thread, and this thread was being torn to pieces by Jiang Li.

Jiang Li's voice was particularly dull with his mask: "Choose not to cut, the current safety is higher, and it may extend your life for a period of time. Sooner or later, something will happen. At that time, it will be equivalent to directly sentenced to death. If you choose to cut, you may not be able to get off the operating table, but it is clean and thorough, so we..."

There is a very clear article on the surgical consent form signed by Xu Siyue. When encountering a sudden accident during the operation, the surgeon has the right to deal with it and there is no need or time to seek opinions from the family.

The selection has been made.

Jiang Li was just notifying her of the results.

Xu Siyue's nails scratched the skin on her hands. She couldn't feel it, so she looked at Jiang Li and asked, "How is he?"

Her spine was stretched straight and could be broken with a slight touch.

Jiang Li said mechanically: "We chose to remove the blood vessels in the middle. William handled them very promptly and did not cause large-scale bleeding..."

"I don't listen to this!" Xu Siyue was forced to the verge of collapse and grabbed Jiang Li's surgical gown, "Tell me how Xue Chen is doing!"

Jiang Li has always been rigorous and calm, but his eyes turned red at this moment. He pulled off his mask and showed a tearful smile at Xu Siyue: "All tumors were removed, no residue, Xue Chen held on, he was still there."

Still there.

The two ordinary words made Xu Siyue bend down in exhaustion. She only took a few seconds to let the suffocation in her heart pass by a little. She immediately got up and asked: "Where is he? Are you awake now? Let me go and see him. I don't get close, just take a look from a distance!"

Jiang Li's expression was solemn after a moment of relaxation: "Look, you can calm down first and listen to what I say below."

"It's not considered a successful operation now. He still has a long way to go before he wakes up. Although he is there, his breathing and heartbeat is very weak. Before I came out, he was in the observation room and could have a sudden stop at any time. Fortunately, he survived and was sent to the icu."

"The tumor is benign. The previous tragic attack was because it grew too fast, had a large size and special shape, which threatened blood vessels and nerves. If it was completely removed, chemotherapy was not required. You know this in advance, but I want to explain it to you clearly-"

Xu Siyue's pale lips were pursed into a thread, and her eyes were about to burn Jiang Li's face out of the hole.

Jiang Li had to say: "It doesn't mean it's okay if you have completely removed it. With such a long operation, no one can ensure that his skull is not affected. After the tumor is removed, he may fall into a coma, and he may also experience various sequelae when he wakes up. Blindness, deafness, and even memory damage are common conditions, and even worse, he will lose his mobility."

Xu Siyue listened without saying a word. Under the light and shadow of the hospital corridor, she was only very thin.

Jiang Li couldn't bear it and quickly finished speaking: "In addition, even if the possibility of recurrence is reduced, it does not exist. It is the peak of recurrence within half a year. After half a year, the probability will be much smaller. If there is no recurrence within three years, it will be considered a real recovery."

Xu Siyue nodded: "I understand, I have learned about these things for a long time. Can I see him now?"

Before the operation, she had figured out all the risks and consequences.

It doesn’t matter if the recurrence is gone, she will accompany Xue Chen to continue treatment.

It doesn’t matter if there are sequelae. She can bear it. As long as Xue Chen is alive, don’t leave her.

Jiang Li Ning looked at her for a while, but for a moment he couldn't say whether he was more relieved or more uncomfortable. He turned around and glanced at the clock on the wall: "Not now, he hasn't stabilized yet. You eat something first, and I'll arrange for you to go in after two hours."

Xu Siyue only heard the last sentence: Qiao Yu and Cheng Xi had woken up long ago and were around behind to take her to dinner. She stubbornly refused, and trotted outside the ICU ward, staring at the time obediently.

All kinds of food that pleased her were delivered to her hand, but Xu Siyue shook her head and pushed it back: "I really can't eat it."

Jiang Li kept his word. When two hours arrived, he took Xu Siyue to disinfect and change into isolation protective clothing. He was fully armed before entering the iCu.

With the partitions inside, Xu Siyue's heartbeat was almost stagnant until Jiang Li opened a glass door.

The young man was lying on the hospital bed, connected with a ventilator and countless instruments. He was too quiet, his eyelashes were sticking to his eyelids, only the data fluctuating on the screen and the faint mist in the breathing cover proved that he was still alive.

"Go over and control your emotions."

Xu Siyue took light steps, afraid of disturbing him, so she leaned over beside the bed, trying to touch his face, but she was afraid that her hands would be dirty and dared not touch them.

She squatted down, pressed her face against his quilt, leaned against his arm, and had so many words in her throat. However, what she told him in the end was a very short sentence: "Xuechen, I miss you so much."

The strict regulations of the icu ward, the visit time of family members cannot exceed half an hour a day, and Jiang Li cannot make an exception.

He thought it would take some effort to persuade Xu Siyue to leave, but she cooperated very much. Before she went out, she carefully tucked the corner of Gu Xue's quilt, and then went outside to find someone to move Zhang Xiao's hospital bed, placed it in the corner closest to ICU, and then moved in.

This corner of the wall does not affect passage, does not delay medical staff entering and leaving, and does not occupy much space. There is no reason to drive her away.

Xu Siyue went in for half an hour every day and stayed here when she came out, calmly learning nursing knowledge, and didn't care how others looked at her.

Cheng Xi was so anxious that he said bitterly: "Do you know that you are too thin? You are almost like a bone! Your 34c breasts are gone!"

"If it's gone, it's gone," Xu Siyue doesn't care, "He loves me anyway."

Cheng Xi was so angry that he said: "It's okay if your chest is gone, you have to be alive. If you don't have a good meal, you will die when the big devil wakes up. Who will take care of him? Who will he work hard to survive?"

Xu Siyue pursed her lips before she reluctantly put a small cake in her mouth. She chewed it for a few seconds and stopped again, her eyes sore: "Is this sweet? Why is it so bitter when I eat it?"

Five days later, Gu Xuechen's signs were stable, so he left ICU and returned to the ward 506 that he had been in before.

When he learned the news, Xu Siyue was so happy that she couldn't stand steadily. She ran back to the fifth floor to clean up inside and outside, and did not allow anyone to interfere. At 9 o'clock in the morning, Xu Siyue stood there before waiting before waiting, and finally grabbed Gu Xuechen's hand without any obstacles.

Very cool, but warm.

The touch of the skin being closely connected to the skin made Xu Siyue come back to life.

Jiang Li specially arranged several neat and sensible male nurses for 506, but he lost his job collectively on the first day of his job. Mrs. Gu, who looked so cute and precious, was fully responsible to President Gu, and he was in charge of everything himself, and was not worse than the professional ones.

"I'll repeat to you again-"

"He has stable signs, but he doesn't know how long it will take to recover," Xu Siyue automatically continued Jiang Li's words, "When he wakes up, he may not be able to see, hear, can't speak, become stupid, can't move, maybe he's still amnesia and forget me, right?"

Jiang Li was speechless by her.

She smiled and said, "What's wrong? My husband is alive."

Xu Siyue was isolated from the world and basically ignored the outside world's news. She vaguely knew that Shen Mingye's evidence of the girl jumping off the building was implemented, which caused the deeper inside story of the Shen family's business. She was afraid that even the building would be implicated by him, and he got the news early and was now wanted by the police.

The first episode of "Cutting Life" was also aired, which exceeded expectations and was very popular. The snow moon series she mainly starred in currently only a few finished packages, which were divided up by female celebrities and socialites, which attracted a lot of popularity.

There are new hot topics on Weibo every now and then. I'm asking her to update her status so that everyone knows what Mr. Gu is doing. Many well-known painters are painting Gu Xuechen, Zhilan and Yushu, which is elegant and cold, but they are still not as good as me.

Nothing could affect Xu Siyue. She stayed in the ward for twenty days and told countless stories to the unconscious people. She stayed by his side every night, poked his face and asked when he was going to wake up.

"Gu Xuechen! It's your birthday right after midnight!" Late at night, Xu Siyue sat beside the bed, stroked his fingers one by one, and kissed him gently on the pale fingertips, "If you don't wake up again, I want me to celebrate your birthday with you and wait for next year."

"My hair has grown long, my hands have been healed, my bags have been snatched up, and I have learned to take care of you."

"The stairs outside the vip building were demolished to prevent anyone from learning to jump out of the window. There is a young nurse downstairs who is pregnant with a baby. I am so envious. Even the ancient tree in the garden outside has blossomed..."

"But why aren't you awake yet?"

Xu Siyue lowered her head and rubbed her cheek against the back of her hand: "I'm almost carrying the gift you gave me, why haven't you woken up yet..."

A clock was hung on the wall, and the pointer turned silently. Xu Siyue looked at it quietly, and when the needle tips were combined, she whispered: "Happy birthday, husband."

After saying that, she wiped her tears, turned her head and met Gu Xuechen's eyes.

It was too late, and only one wall light was turned on in the ward. The light was warm and yellow, not very clear, and the moonlight outside was too gentle and it really couldn't play a role in lighting.

The silence was too much, and the breathing and heartbeat all disappeared, and they turned into black and white silhouettes everywhere. The world was empty, leaving only a pair of half-open black pupils.

Xu Siyue stared at him blankly, her voice choked in her throat and couldn't make it.

Gu Xuechen didn't move either, and just looked at her.

Xu Siyue's body was cold and hot, her lips moved a few times, and she suddenly burst into tears: "Xuechen, are you awake? Do you can't see me? Can you hear me talking? Why don't you make a sound or call me, can't you say it?"

She rushed over and endured the tears that had been broken for nearly a month: "What do you want to say, blink your eyes, I can understand! It's okay if you can't move, it's okay if you react slowly, don't be afraid if I'm here!"

The last possibility jumped out, making Xu Siyue stunned. She leaned beside the bed and sobbed, asking, "Xuechen, don't you remember me? I'm your wife who is married to the media. It doesn't matter if you forget it. I'll chase you again. This time I will definitely-"

One hand was lifted from the bed with difficulty and fell down weakly.

He refused to give up, tried again, put it on Xu Siyue's head with difficulty, and asked hoarsely: "My wife is so stupid?"

Xu Siyue was held in his palm, staring at him without turning his eyes, and her shoulders kept shrinking.

He said slowly: "I know I'm going to be blind, stupid, amnesia, can't speak, can't take care of myself, why don't you run away quickly, what are you waiting for?"

Xu Siyue was tough and independent for a month. Everyone in Huaren Hospital knew how mature Mrs. Gu was, but at this moment, all the barriers she supported on her body were broken into powder. She was the softest, the most delicate, the most helpless. Looking at Gu Xuechen, the tip of her nose was red and cried: "Where did you ask me to go? Gu Xuechen, you just woke up and didn't want me!"

"If you blind, I will take it as your eyes."

"I will learn sign language if I am dumb!"

"What's wrong with amnesia? I'll chase you twice, and I can chase you a third time."

"If I am stupid, I will take care of you. I will give you whatever you want. I will let you do whatever you want. Whoever dares to bully you, I will be the first to hit you!"

"What does it matter if I can't take care of myself? I can accompany you all my life."

Xu Siyue grabbed him, but still couldn't believe that he was real: "Why don't you speak again? Don't scare me, I'm too timid now, I'm really scared."

The transparent water mark slid out from Gu Xue's eyes, moistening her eyelashes, and falling into the pillow along her pale skin.

He begged quietly: "Get closer to me."

It was like a dream, and he had fantasized so many times when he was awake and asleep. He was willing to believe that he would go to hell, but he never expected that the dream would become reality.
Chapter completed!