He began to constantly ridicule her, humiliate her, and torture her. Even though he knew that Yunluo was acting at that dinner and she was innocent, he put all the faults on her, until later he saw that she actually still

When he was thinking about that man and flirting with Helian Moxiao, he couldn't bear it anymore. He was jealous, he was madly jealous.

It was then that Helian Moxiao realized how important she was to him. Otherwise, how could he be so determined to use her as a blackmail to achieve his goal? The funny thing is that he, the client, has never seen through himself.

heart.

Perhaps, as Showa said at the beginning, he simply did not take a good look at his own heart because he was temporarily blinded by hatred. In the end, it was himself who felt distressed.

He loves her! And has loved her for a long time!

Perhaps, he fell in love with her from the first time he saw her, so he resented the man she cared about; therefore, he could not tolerate her having any involvement with other men, whether it was Helian Mo Xiao or Showa

, he couldn't even tolerate her smiling at other men, because in his heart, everything about her could only belong to him!

When he saw her being kidnapped and bullied, he, who was always calm, killed all the Su family members, regardless of the danger of upsetting the Yun family. When he saw her depressed, he would ignore her allergies to animals and bring her favorite puppy to her.

He came here just to make her smile again; he, who had always been a light sleeper, could only fall asleep by lying next to her; when he learned that she had been captured by Helian Hengzhi, he desperately wanted to take her back, because

Afraid of him, afraid that he would lose her; ever since he was with her, he could no longer be interested in other women, and could not even flirt with her, so even though he went to other concubines' palaces every day, he never touched her again.

More than any of them, even if they tried their best to please him and seduce him, he would still return to Changxin Palace and hold her to sleep in the dead of night.

He knew that she was afraid of the cold, so no matter how busy the government affairs were, no matter how hard other concubines tried to persuade her to stay, he would always return to Changxin Palace, hold her in his arms, and use his own body temperature to warm her cold body.

He pampered her and spoiled her, but he never said a word of love to her.

He has been avoiding his feelings and refusing to reveal his feelings to her, just because he knows that the person in her heart is not him. He is afraid that once he confesses his feelings, she will say things with her own words that are enough to shake him up.

If the blow is so severe, the last thing he can accept is her denial. He would rather pretend that he doesn't love her, so that he can feel more balanced and feel better.

But now, he was almost going crazy with pain, and the fact that he had fallen deeply in love with her could no longer allow him to escape.

Sometimes he couldn't help but think, if he was not the emperor of Beiyan, but an ordinary citizen, and only guarded her in his life, would she love him?

But every time he thought about this question, he would find that he, who always thought highly of himself, didn't even have the confidence that she would give a positive answer.

He has never walked into the depths of her heart, and he doesn't know what his position is in her heart, or maybe he is really just a passerby who will be forgotten as soon as he turns around.

His thoughts were like a sharp knife, slowly dissecting his own feelings and memories.

Every detail and every movement flashed through his mind clearly, and he didn't know how long he had been thinking about it. It wasn't until the stomach bug came again and he woke up from the pain that he finally regained consciousness.

He hugged Nuan Nuan tightly and held him against his chest, trying to endure the pain. However, the pain became more and more severe. Finally, he couldn't bear the pain anymore and had to get up.

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Hongdou knew that the emperor was not in a normal mood today and had not dared to leave. When she saw him getting up to look for something, and seeing him covering his stomach with a pale face, he knew that he must have a stomach problem. In the past, when the empress was here, the emperor also

He fell ill in Changxin Palace, for which the empress specially prepared a medicine for him.

She quickly found the medicine prepared by the empress, handed it to Xia Houlie and said: "Your Majesty, this is the medicine that the empress prepared some time ago. It is said to be miraculous in curing stomach problems. Please take one."

Xia Houlie's dazed eyes suddenly lit up, and he grabbed the bottle containing the medicine: "You said she prepared it for me?"

Hongdou nodded, helped him sit aside, poured water and handed it to him: "The empress made it herself. I remember that during that period, every time you went to court or did not come to Changxin Palace, the empress would stay.

In the pharmacy, she gave this medicine to the slave before she left, saying that she wanted the slave to give it to you."

Xia Houlie took the medicine in silence, holding the medicine bottle tightly in his hand, and closed his eyes weakly. If you are so ruthless to me, why do you do this to make me unable to let go of you?

On the eighth day of the fourth lunar month in the third year of Dexuan in Beiyan, which was an auspicious day and the third day after the decree to abolish the queen, Emperor Xia Houlie of Dexuan ordered a draft to select unmarried women with both talent and beauty into the palace to enrich their future.

court.

This was the first large-scale draft since Emperor Dexuan came to the throne, so there were a large number of beautiful women to be selected. However, only a dozen of them were selected in the palace selection round based on appearance.

Li Changan looked at the beautiful ladies who had stayed behind and couldn't help but feel alarmed. He looked horizontally and vertically and saw that the faces of those beautiful ladies were more or less similar to those of the former Queen Mu Qingwan, either in their eyes, noses, or...
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