"Miss Lu, where is that guest of yours who likes to wear black clothes?"

Lu Chuxia pursed her lips and didn't say anything for a long time, just hanging her hair in a daze. Mu Qingwan was worried and was about to ask again when she suddenly felt a cold feeling on the back of her hand. She looked down and saw a few tears falling on it. .

She raised her head in astonishment. She was always full of energy on weekdays, but the sunny person was now listless, her pretty face was covered with tears, and she was crying very pitifully.

Mu Qingwan subconsciously went to find a handkerchief to wipe her tears, but she forgot that she was now dressed as a man. When she saw Lu Chuxia, she didn't carry a handkerchief with her like the ordinary rich lady. After thinking about it, she pulled up her sleeves. He handed it to her and said, "Here, if you don't mind, just wipe it."

That's what she said originally, and she never thought that Lu Chuxia would really accept it.

So when I saw her red and swollen eyes, I glanced at her, then grabbed my sleeve and started wiping away the snot and tears, I was so surprised that my jaw almost dropped.

When she was sobbing and crying, Mu Qingwan sighed and asked, "What happened?"

With Lu Chuxia's temperament, it must be a big deal to be able to cry like this.

Showa's frowning and worried expression suddenly flashed through his mind. Could it be...

Lu Chuxia sat down on a stone beside her, hugged her knees with her hands, and put her head on her knees. She was about to speak, but before she could speak, tears fell again. She cried for a while again, and then she sobbed. Choking and saying:

"Brother Che...he doesn't want me anymore...wuwu..."

Mu Qingwan's heart skipped a beat. Sure enough, this was the case. Judging from Zhaohe's expression last time, he must have struggled for a long time before deciding to have a showdown with Lu Chuxia.

She thought of Zhaohe's feelings for her, and then thought of Lu Chuxia's infatuation and persistence for Zhaohe, and couldn't help but sigh in her heart.

How difficult it is for a person to meet someone he loves and who loves him back!

"He must have known about the Ji family coming to propose marriage yesterday and thought I was going to marry Ji Mingxuan..."

Ji family? No wonder I saw several luxuriously dressed strangers entering the house yesterday, followed by a long line of servants carrying boxes. It turned out that they were here to propose marriage to the Lu family.

Mu Qingwan thought blankly, the Lu family's family motto was not to have anything to do with the royal family, but these generations have been forced to have so much involvement with the royal family, and I am afraid that no matter how much they don't want their little granddaughter to follow the example of two daughters. He followed in the footsteps of his eldest granddaughter, so before the matter between her and Showa was finalized, he immediately found a home for her.

And now Showa happens to be here, so he can show it to him so that he can retreat in spite of the difficulties.

After Lu Chuxia finished speaking, she cried more and more sadly and said harshly:

"No matter what happens, I will never marry. Even if they put a knife to my neck, I won't marry!"

Mu Qingwan sat down next to her, stared blankly at the full moon in the sky, was silent for a while, and then said softly:

"Miss Lu, would you like to hear me tell a story?"

Lu Chuxia didn't speak, she just lowered her head and wiped her tears. Mu Qingwan didn't care, and said to herself:

"A long time ago, there was a princess..."

She told the story of herself and Xia Houlie starting from the time when she was forced to get married, the initial confrontation, her painful struggle, the various actions of Xia Houlie who seemed domineering and cruel but actually cared about them, and their experiences in Luo City. Bit by bit, they talked about how the two of them got along peacefully when they returned to the palace, how she chose to force him out of the palace because she couldn't stand him, and how she later found out she fell in love with him. However, his life has come to an end, and he reluctantly separated. He said that now she was pregnant with Liujia, but she chose to escape because she was not sure that she could really tolerate her husband, Sannomiya Liuyuan.

She cleverly replaced those names with other names, with a light tone, as if she was telling someone else's story.

But only she herself knew how painful her heart was when she recalled every detail of the past, as if there were millions of ants gnawing at her, and her throat felt like there was a handful of straw, making her choke uncomfortably.

At this moment, she really wanted to run into that person's arms, tell him how much she missed him, tell him about her struggles, and tell him to ask him to only be her.

Lu Chuxia listened quietly and had long forgotten to cry.

"Lu Qi, is this story true?"

Mu Qingwan raised her head and smiled lightly. After the tears fell back into her eyes, she turned to look at her:

"So what if it's true? I just want to tell you one thing, that is, marrying into the royal family is not as simple as you think. Just like in the story just now, two people can't love each other without grudges.

Together, not to mention... The Sixth Prince doesn't seem to be in love with you. As a prince, he will definitely have other concubines in the future. Have you thought about your future situation? With your temperament, you are really suitable to go

Do you want to live a life of intrigue with other women? Are you really willing to give up this vast free world and be restrained in a small palace, and from now on you can only look up at the narrow sky in all directions? I know this

It's cruel to say it, but think about it carefully, are your two aunts and your sister really happy? Behind the glamor and honor, what kind of life do they live? "

Lu Chuxia looked at her blankly and stopped talking. Mu Qingwan sighed and continued:

"Your grandmother, father and brother also didn't want you to make the same mistakes again because of their experiences. That's why they were so anxious to plan for you, but they just gave up on your thoughts of the Sixth Prince. Miss Lu, you should be lucky,

I grew up in such a family, with family members who truly love and protect you. They only care about your happiness and don’t want you to suffer or be sad. Compared to those who love their daughters but have no strength to protect their daughters from harm.

, and those parents who have the ability to protect their daughters, but use their daughters as tools in exchange for their own interests because of their desire for power and status, you have been much better off."

Mu Qingwan's mind flashed back to how her father, the emperor, and her mother were grieving when she was forced to get married. How could they be willing to let her suffer and be sad? However, at that time, Xia Houlie had to marry her to Beiyan because Xia Houlie used force to force her to marry him.

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Lu Chuxia glanced at her blankly, then turned her head and looked up at the sky. After a long time, she said sincerely:

"Lu Qi, thank you for telling me so much. I understand everything you said, and I also know that you are doing it for my own good, but after listening to what you said, I am more certain that I want to marry Brother Che.

, I don’t want him to be restrained in that small palace all his life, I don’t want him to face those intrigues and intrigues alone, I hope I can bring him happiness and joy, and share the sweetness and pain with him.

, who said that I can only follow him to live in that small space and adapt to the intrigues of life, instead of me taking him out to appreciate the beauty and freedom of the world? And I don’t believe in fate. Happiness is all mine.

I fought for it. Although the story you told is very touching, I think that princess is too cowardly. She has already sentenced her love to death before she even tried it. I, Lu Chuxia, don’t want to do that, even if it ends up with a bloody head.

, I will stick to it to the end, in this life, I just want to be with the person I love!"

As she spoke, she blinked mischievously, and the sadness on her face suddenly disappeared, "Besides, I also believe that as long as I give sincerely, I will always move him and make him willing to stay with me for the rest of his life!

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Mu Qingwan listened blankly, as if she was suddenly awakened by a thunderbolt. Yes, why didn't she think of it? Why didn't she think of sharing the sweetness and pain of life with Xia Houlie? She

Why didn't she think that not only Xia Houxie could change her, but she could also change Xiahoulie? Why didn't she think that one day she could break away from that cage with Xiahoulie and appreciate the beauty and freedom of the world together?

Why didn't she think that maybe Xia Houlie would give up those three palaces and six courtyards for her and only guard her?

Haha, she only thought about what kind of suffering she would suffer and what kind of situation she would encounter when she followed Xia Houlie back, but she never thought that he had been living in that intrigue and deceitful environment and had to face the wind, frost, rain, and snow alone.

How painful it must be in her heart; she only thought about being imprisoned and free, but never thought about whether he also longed for freedom, but had to be trapped in that splendid cage; she only thought about being afraid that her child would be hurt, but she didn't think about it.

I have thought about how cruel it is to selfishly separate children from their father and deprive them of the love between father and son.

Happiness is earned by oneself, but as Lu Chuxia said, she has already sentenced her love to death without even thinking about fighting for it.

How stupid, how stupid she is!

It’s in vain that she is still a 21st century new human being with modern education, but she can’t see as clearly as an ancient person.

As she thought about it, she shed tears. The long-standing knot seemed to be completely untied at this moment, and the boulder that was pressing on her heart and making her suffocate seemed to have been lifted away.

I was so moved that I wanted to cry loudly.

Yes, she needs to be brave. She no longer wants to wait cowardly for fate's verdict. She wants to fight for the happiness she wants!

Even if the road ahead is full of thorns, even if she will suffer a bloody blow, even if she will fail in the end, at least she has tried hard and given seriously to the one she loves, and that is enough.

"Miss Lu, you are really brave!" She silently wiped away her tears and encouraged her and herself: "Let go of those scruples, move forward bravely, and pursue the person you love."
Chapter completed!