I can save my mother

Author: Chop wood and carry water

I can save my mother

Cao Yu ran towards the school and saw Zhang Haiyan, Director Wang and two police officers walking out of the gate of Binhai University together, and everyone was about to get in the car.

Cao Yu and others crowded into the car and said: Haiyan, listen to me, Aunt Zhang has nothing serious to do, my mother can handle it, as long as you go and persuade your mother and tell the truth about the past.

Zhang Haiyan listened to Cao Yu's words, remained silent, started the car and drove towards the police station.

Cao Yu emphasized in the car: Haiyan, you have to persuade your mother, you must explain everything clearly, otherwise...

Zhang Haiyan said anxiously: Otherwise, what will happen to my mother?

Cao Yu said: Your mother is fine.

Zhang Haiyan looked at Cao Yu with a strange expression and said: What time is it? Can you stop breathing heavily? Say it quickly!

Cao Yu had no choice but to explain honestly: Your mother is really fine. There is nothing they can do to your mother. However, you will be expelled from school because your mother's identity is unknown.

Zhang Haiyan said calmly: That's all?

Cao Yu saw Zhang Haiyan so calm and even a little relaxed, thinking that she didn't understand what it meant at all.

So he emphasized again with a serious expression: Isn't this serious? You will be implicated in your mother's problems and be expelled from school.

Zhang Haiyan looked at Cao Yu and laughed and said: Implicated? What a joke, that’s my mother!

Cao Yu could say the words "implicated" because he only had Haiyan in his heart, and he already regarded Zhang Haiyan as his relative.

As for Haiyan's mother, in Cao Yu's eyes, she was just an outsider. The so-called love for the house and the bird was just an instinctive reaction because he didn't want the house he loved to collapse.

Seeing how relaxed Zhang Haiyan was, Cao Yu didn't know how to answer the question, and the car drove to the door of the police station in everyone's silence.

Everyone got out of the car, Zhang Haiyan said coldly to Cao Yu: Don't follow me in, just wait outside!

Zhang Haiyan has long since calmed down her anger towards Cao Yu, not because of forgiveness, but because it is no longer needed.

At this time, she already thought that she didn't need any fucking help. She could solve this matter on her own.

This made her very happy. She didn't beg her, didn't owe her, or didn't need her. This made her feel relaxed all of a sudden.

Without hatred, there was no anger, and she was completely relieved. As the saying goes, the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment, and the greater the hatred, the greater the anger.

Cao Yu didn't take it seriously and said: It's okay. I'll accompany you in. Let's talk together. There are some things that your mother may not understand, but my mother can handle them. Trust me.

Seeing that Cao Yu was still following, Zhang Haiyan turned around and said angrily: What trouble are you making? I told you to wait outside, so just wait outside.

Cao Yu was stunned by the scolding and stopped and did not dare to step forward.

Zhang Haiyan and everyone else entered the police station.

Zhang Haiyan and Zhang Caixia sat across from each other in the police interrogation room.

Zhang Haiyan shouted urgently: Mom, are you okay?

Zhang Caixia burst into tears and said: You're here, I'm okay, I can't help you...

Zhang Haiyan interrupted with a smile: Mom, please stop talking about this. Do you still remember when I asked you when you were a child, do the flowers, plants and trees feel pain?

Zhang Caixia said: I remember, at that time, you looked at the little flowers in the bottle and asked me, Mom, if we pick these little flowers from the ground, will they hurt?

Zhang Haiyan said happily: Well, I want to hear my mother say it again.

Zhang Caixia smiled and said: How old are you now and are you still so childish?

Zhang Haiyan said coquettishly: Yeah~~ But I still want to hear it!

Zhang Caixia smiled and said: I said, these plants, like people, can feel pain, they can also feel pain, and they can also be sad, so if you pick them off, they will die. Tell me, then why do they

Don't resist, don't run? I can't answer it. You girl, you have so many ideas. Mom was confused by your question, so I had to change my words and say, those little flowers won't hurt. Only then did I convince you.

Zhang Haiyan looked at Zhang Caixia, her eyes full of affection and said: Mom, actually I was thinking the same thing as you at that time. I just felt that those little flowers could feel pain. I thought they would hurt. Do you know? Why are those little flowers so painful?

Animals eat, pick, and destroy them. Although they know the pain, they choose not to resist, hide or run?

Zhang Caixia remained silent, and Zhang Haiyan continued: Mom, tell me, even so, why are there more plants than animals on the earth?

Zhang Caixia said with great interest: You have a story, tell it to your mother.

Zhang Haiyan calmly said: Because they have no memory, God is fair. God has given animals love and hatred, allowing them to know pain and remember grudges, and run away in revenge; God has not given plants memory, allowing them to forget those who hurt them.

, still repay those harms with flowers and fruits, allowing those animals to unintentionally spread the seeds of life while eating the fruits.

Zhang Caixia was surprised and said: My daughter, your idea is so strange.

Zhang Haiyan continued: Love and hate are connected. There is no love that lasts forever. Only hate will be unforgettable. As much as you love, you will hate as much. Whoever takes away your love will respond with double the hatred.

Revenge, because memories cannot be erased.

Zhang Caixia seemed to understand what her daughter meant, her eyes darkened and she shed tears as she said: But the damage has already happened, and it can never be undone no matter what.

Zhang Haiyan said: I used to think that murder is a natural thing, but now I understand that hatred and revenge are a kind of relief and a kind of redemption from the hatred in one's heart because of love. There is a saying in foreign countries that people can only learn from the memories of others.

It is the real death that disappears. As long as you remember him forever, he will live forever in your memory.

Zhang Caixia said to herself: Well, you have taught me that people cannot be resurrected after death, so just let it pass and keep those good things in memory.

Zhang Haiyan smiled and said: Look at what you said, I understand my mother! You are teaching me the principles of life. Instead of holding on to those bad things in the past, it will only add to the pain. Living in such a tangled state, and

What's the point? It's better to let go and forget all the pain and misfortune, then there will be no seeds of sorrow and revenge, and naturally there will be no need to avoid or escape. Only then can you live your life well and be happy every day.

Zhang Caixia said: Well, you are right, it seems that thinking too much is not a good thing.

Zhang Haiyan said: God is really fair. Animals cannot live as long as plants. Those ancient species that have survived through the changes of the earth are all low-level creatures that are peaceful and uncontested. However, those animals at the top of the food chain, don’t look at it.

It looks ferocious, but is actually very fragile and can easily become extinct.

Zhang Caixia nodded and said: All evil is not scary, it is just to cover up the fear in her heart.

Zhang Haiyan said: Real strength is never the kind that looks scary on the outside. Only the strength in the heart is the source of strength, which is enough to defeat everything. Mom, you are actually very powerful.

Zhang Caixia smiled and said: I'm not as powerful as you say, right?

Zhang Haiyan said: Mom, you have suffered so much and are still so strong. I want to know what supports you? Why did you live before? Who did you live for?

Zhang Caixia said: Who else can I live for? Of course it is for you and your two brothers. As a mother, of course you live for your children? Live for those I love and those who love me.

Zhang Haiyan said: What about Ma Guoli and my biological father?

Zhang Caixia said: How can Ma Guoli compare with your father?

Zhang Haiyan said coldly: Mom, you are still protecting him, and they have hurt you. They are in the same group.

Zhang Caixia really couldn't answer her daughter's words.

Zhang Haiyan continued: People picked the flowers and cut off their vitality, but the flowers gave their beauty and fragrance to those who hurt them. The flowers chose to repay the hurt with forgiveness.

Zhang Caixia was silent, thinking about something on her mind.

Zhang Haiyan continued: A mother is like a flower. When a woman becomes a mother, she rarely lives for herself. She either lives for the person she loves or lives for the person she hates, but she never thinks about living for herself.

Zhang Caixia thought for a moment and said with a smile: If you hadn't said it today, I would have never thought about it. It seems like this. According to what you said, wouldn't my mother's life have been in vain all these years?

Zhang Haiyan smiled and said: Mom, look what you said, of course life is not in vain! Only after living can you think about it. I have been thinking about it while living these years. Until today, I finally realized a truth.

Zhang Caixia smiled and said: She is my daughter, she can think better than me. Let me tell you what the truth is.

Zhang Haiyan smiled and said: You are laughing at me again. In fact, everyone knows what I mean, that is, in everything, you have to rely on yourself. When something goes wrong, it is better to rely on yourself than to be sure.

Zhang Caixia smiled and said: This is an old saying and it makes sense.

Zhang Haiyan said: So, people should live for themselves, because in the end, life depends on themselves to fulfill themselves.

Zhang Caixia looked at her daughter and said: You understand everything now, better than me.

Seeing that her mother had understood what she meant, Zhang Haiyan smiled happily and said: Mother, life is short. From today on, we must live for ourselves, live happily, live happily, and live well. Only

In this way, you can make those who love you feel relieved, those who hurt you feel sad, and those who hate you feel angry.

Zhang Caixia said: To be loved by me, you must first live a good life so that they can rest assured. This is what my mother thinks. So what are your plans in the future?

Zhang Haiyan smiled and said: Tell me, what are other places in the sea like?

Zhang Caixia said: Other places? Why do you ask this?

Zhang Haiyan smiled and said: Because there are only seagulls here, not a place where Haiyan lives.

Zhang Caixia said: Oh, Mom has never seen Haiyan, so I don’t know where they live.

Zhang Haiyan said: The stars in your eyes are gone, but the sun in my heart is still there. I want to go to where Haiyan lives.

Zhang Caixia looked at her daughter kindly and said: Didn't you ask me before?

Zhang Haiyan said: What?

Zhang Caixia said: You ask me if I regret giving birth to you?

Zhang Haiyan said: Yeah.

Zhang Caixia said: No regrets, never.

Zhang Haiyan looked at her mother quietly and said: I'll wait for you.
To be continued...