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Chapter 49(2/2)

Zhang Caixia said: What?

Zhang Haiyan said: I said, please take care, I will wait for you to come out.

Zhang Caixia smiled.

Zhang Haiyan once again looked at her mother affectionately, then turned around and said to one of the police officers with a smile: Please complete the procedures for my mother as soon as possible.

Zhang Haiyan came out of the police station with a smile. Today, she was able to solve this difficult matter entirely on her own strength. In the future, she will definitely be able to survive on her own strength.

And she firmly believed that she would be able to live better day by day. She would rely on her own strength to live a good life to show those people, especially those who had hurt her. She would tell them that she was alive.

It's very good, she is very happy.

After experiencing these things, she thought clearly. She not only roughly guessed why her mother had suffered all these years, but also fully understood why her mother had endured all these sufferings.

She even enlightened her mother, and she was ready to let go of everything in the past together with her mother.

She is no longer the little girl who cried loudly when she was frightened by a caterpillar. She is no longer the little girl who hid behind her mother and cried loudly when she was frightened by Ma Guoli's violence.

She doesn't need others to take care of her, pity her and protect her out of greed for her beauty, and she doesn't care about those gossips.

Like her mother, she didn't even need the sanctimonious Cao Guowei's confession and atonement, and didn't even give him a chance.

From the day he abandoned them, mother and daughter, she was destined to have nothing to do with him.

No more love, no more attachment, no more hatred, nothing.

She wanted to erase Cao Guowei from her memory, erase the harm Ma Guoli had done to her and her mother, and erase other people's gossip.

She wanted to erase all the unhappiness from childhood to adulthood from her memory. She wanted to let go of the heavy past that she had been carrying until now.

For this, she could give up everything, including her college. Going to college was once her only obsession, ever since the day she became sensible.

Because her mother convinced her that only by going to college could she completely put aside the childhood that gave her countless nightmares.

Because since she started living in middle school, Ma Guoli could only hurt her during her holidays.

Now that she is in college, she and her mother can finally leave Ma Guoli completely and leave the place that gave her and her mother countless painful experiences.

She once naively believed that only by hiding in college could she completely get rid of Ma Guoli, both mentally and physically.

But now she knows she was wrong. The university can only seal this painful past that frightens her in her memory and cannot erase it.

Since running away couldn't solve the problem, she simply decided to face it bravely. She no longer needed any protection, so she didn't care about losing the opportunity to study in this university.

From today on, she will rely on her own strength to protect her mother and her brothers. She has grown up mentally and she will abandon all the fears and anxieties of the past.

It turns out that she is like a little insect, always wanting to hide in a cocoon and pupate. She needs the cocoon to bring her safety and protection, but at the same time she is also trapped in the cocoon.

She knew that those shadows had never left her, always lingering outside the cocoon, constantly looking for opportunities to intrude on her, burdening her with a heavy burden, and making her helpless.

But now, she finally understands that those hurts and fears follow her like a shadow. She can't escape or hide from them. She can hide from her body, but she can't hide from her heart. It will chase her to the end of the world, and it will leave her nowhere to hide.

Instead of doing this, it is better to let go. She is already strong enough. This is the strength of her heart. She must rely on her own strength instead of relying on various cocoons to protect herself.

She is not afraid of anything now, she wants to face it calmly, and she wants to break away from these constraints.

She wants to break out of the cocoon and turn into a butterfly. She no longer needs the protection of the cocoon, nor the restraint of the cocoon. She wants to throw away all the heaviness and face it bravely. She wants to turn into a butterfly and fly. She wants to spread her wings like a petrel.

Fly high.

For this, she felt relaxed all over, and she felt sincerely happy.
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