Wu Tao used a body movement to express the secret of "nothing is said", and then waited for others to answer so that he could continue to express his opinions.

But it's a pity that no one paid attention to him.

Yu Yiran probably didn't understand at all. He doesn't like to talk behind people's backs. This time, even Xu Xilin didn't give him face. Xu Xilin was concentrating on spreading cumin on a handful of meat skewers, spreading it evenly and moderately, comparable to a professional level.

Wu Tao was a little bored and was about to make a break to get over his embarrassment when he suddenly heard Dou Xun say: "What's the matter?"

Wu Tao was stunned. First, he didn't expect him to answer the call. Second, he didn't expect him to answer the call like this.

"During the holidays, there is no one in the dormitory building, and it's not in front of people. When there is no one during the school holidays, you ask your girlfriend to come and spend the night and you are expelled?" Dou Xun said without raising an eyelid, "If it were me, I would

If I don't die, I still have to go to the Education Bureau to ask which school rule I broke."

Wu Tao thought he didn't understand the spirit and sneered: "Classmate Dou Xun, you were distracted in class just now and didn't pay attention to the lecture, right? It would be great if you were a girlfriend. Whoever is free enough to report them, those are two men..."

Dou Xun glanced at him, and Wu Tao inexplicably saw condescending contempt in his eyes.

"I heard it," Dou Xun said indifferently, "What happened to homosexuals? Did they rape you?"

"Dou Xun," Xu Xilin said before Wu Tao turned his back, "say it again, do you think you speak like a human?"

Dou Xun's neck was stiff for a while, but he finally lowered his head and remained silent.

Wu Tao felt angry and stretched out his hand to pat Dou Xun on the back several times: "Brother, I know you are a coward and have a bad temper. I can't afford to be as knowledgeable as you. Don't do this outside, otherwise we will be beaten when the time comes.

I don’t even know where to catch you.”

After Xu Xilin said a few words to Dou Xun, his interest was not high. After two bites of the meat skewers, he lost his appetite. He grilled a lot and handed them all to Dou Xun.

Dou Xun somehow suffered from his "territorial disease" again. Xu Xilin handed him the meat skewers. He would not refuse the meat skewers that came to him. He would feed them as much as they wanted. He would not make a sound when he was full and would reach out to take them without noticing at all.

meaning to others.

In the end, Xu Xilin came to his senses and was shocked for a moment by the bamboo sticks on the ground. He asked him: "You ate it all? How much did you eat?"

Dou Xun did not answer, but said: "I feel a little stomachache after holding up."

"A little stomachache" is a euphemism. Yu Yiran roughly counted the number of bamboo sticks and felt that his stomach didn't explode on the spot, which meant that he was in good physical condition.

Others were also shocked. Lao Cheng said: "Can Tuan Zuo's craftsmanship be worthy of three Michelin stars? Dou Xun... do you want to stand up and take a few steps?"

As soon as Dou Xun stood up, he broke out in a cold sweat. He couldn't even straighten his back, and his face was so ugly that it was scary.

"What's going on? Brothers, do you guys who are very good at studying have some flaws in other aspects?" Wu Tao gloated and said sarcastically, "Hey, I don't think I can go to the hospital, right? It's not a joke.

Yeah, that old fart Zheng in the TV series seems to be exhausted."

Yu Yiran: "...Brother Tao, shut up."

A group of teenagers went out to play, and none of them had their usual medicines on hand. They couldn't even find a stomach and digestive tablet. In the end, they had no choice but to end the party in a hurry and hurried back to relieve their stomachache.

Find it back.

The driver, Lao Cheng, had wet hands when he arrived, and it is unlikely that he would have mastered the driving skills when he returned. The car was still jumping up and down, dodging left and right, and occasionally slamming on the brakes. By the end of the drive, even Lao Cheng himself was probably a little carsick.

.

Dou Xun was so fooled by his wonderful driving skills that he wanted to vomit all the time, but he did not want to be embarrassed in front of outsiders, so he had to concentrate on enduring it.

One is having a stomachache and the other is feeling vomiting. These sound like minor ailments and are incomparable to real injuries. However, probably only the person involved knows where the "knife" is hanging on the "end of tolerance".

It takes inhuman perseverance to hold it back.

Halfway through, Dou Xun felt so uncomfortable that he pushed open the car door and got under the wheel. He grabbed Xu Xilin's hand hanging on one side from underneath.

Xu Xilin hurriedly asked: "What, do you want to vomit? If you want to vomit, let Lao Cheng stop on the side of the road."

Lao Cheng quickly added: "Yes, yes, if you ask me to drive, I may not be able to drive. I am best at parking."

Dou Xun shook his head, wanting to smile with him, but he didn't even have the strength to lift his lips. Cold sweat broke out on his back, and his ears started to buzz, so he had to count his breaths to endure the time.

Wu Tao and Yu Yiran both turned to look at him and asked him how he was doing. Then Dou Xun felt Xu Xilin struggle slightly and took his hand out of his palm.

Dou Xun turned his head and glanced at him, and saw Xu Xilin looking out the window.

The trees on both sides looked lifeless and flew back in rows. A straight road stretched into the distance, becoming narrower as it went further. Their shabby little Xiali seemed to be being squeezed to death.

Drill into the alley.

Dou Xun thought for a moment that his stomach, which had just been churning endlessly, was suddenly frozen, unconscious, and hung there heavily, turning into a lifeless wine bag and rice bag.

The next moment, Xu Xilin seemed to realize that his behavior was hurtful. He came to his senses and gently patted Dou Xun on the back with his free hand, as if he wanted to stop Dou Xun from feeling uncomfortable.

Go back and make up some more.

But it's too late.

After finally arriving home, Dou Xun got out of the car and turned around to leave. Xu Xilin had no choice but to quickly say goodbye to his classmates: "I'll treat you next time. Let's meet up another day."

Lao Cheng: "I know, hurry up and take a look."

Xu Xilin waved his hand helplessly at him and ran away.

Dou Xun returned to his room, didn't open the door, turned around and rushed into the bathroom, vomiting out everything he could. Not only did he vomit out all the food he couldn't digest in one breath, but he ran out of food in the end and almost released the bile.

Xu Xilin was knocking on his door anxiously outside. Dou Xun rested his hands on his knees and stood frozen for a long time with his eyes downcast, listening numbly to Xu Xilin calling him outside.

"Why did you lock the door when it's broad daylight? Are you sick? Open it for me quickly!"

"Doujiang, open the door!"

"Dou Xun!"

…

Dou Xun was motionless, as if he was deaf. Xu Xilin knocked for a while but couldn't open it. He kicked his door angrily, then turned and walked away. The breath in Dou Xun's chest suddenly disappeared, and he bent down.

His shoulders slumped, he breathed heavily for a moment, staggeredly rinsed his mouth with water and washed his hands, then started the shower again and cleaned himself up.

Their shower is powered by both solar energy and electricity, which can ensure sufficient hot water 24 hours a day. It was a clear day with clear clouds and clear wind. The water temperature was a little hot due to the sun. Dou Xun did not go to adjust the cold water.

I took a bath with hot water.

The hot water burned his whole body red, but his chest was still cold, as if he had swallowed a piece of ice and was stuck there reluctantly.

In the past, Dou Xun could still understand Xu Xilin's face. At that time, Xu Xilin was happy when he was happy. When he was unhappy, he would fall out and quarrel on the spot... Although he would quickly adjust back to the reasoning channel after the quarrel. But in the past year and a half,

In the past, Xu Xilin showed less and less joy and anger on his face.

Do people change when they go to college? Dou Xun doesn't know. Anyway, he doesn't notice any changes in himself.

But ever since Xu Xilin started his military training, Dou Xun has been feeling a strong sense of uneasiness all the time. He still remembers that Xu Xi temporarily stopped answering his phone calls at that time. The moment he just returned home, he even called Dou Xun

There was a strange feeling, and Dou Xun had an indescribable feeling. There was a very thin thread between the two of them. On the surface, they were connected together. In the future, it would become longer and longer, and it would become thinner and thinner, until finally it was finally

If it breaks, he will no longer be able to see where that person goes.

Now he is still in school and can barely be considered a "child". It's okay to live in the Xu family with a shy face and not understand anything. What if he graduates in three...two and a half years?

One day Xu Xilin got annoyed with him and couldn't stand him anymore?

Who can tolerate being sneaky all their life?

Dou Xun had never thought about these things before, he would only drag and dominate Xu Xilin subconsciously, like a miser guarding his gold bricks.

When it was getting late, Dou Xun heard the door ringing at Xu Xilin's side. He knew that he was going to the elderly activity center to pick up his grandmother and buy some things on the way. He stood by the window and looked at Xu Xilin when he saw Xu Xilin leaving the courtyard. Then he left his room. As a result,

I saw the pills Xu Xilin put there in the living room.

Xu Xilin took his grandmother back and made dinner. Now he can finish a home-cooked meal with average taste within half an hour.

Grandma Xu asked strangely: "How can Xiaoxun not come to eat?"

"Oh, he..." Xu Xilin paused, "He spoiled it while eating skewers outside at noon."

Grandma stood up after hearing this: "I'll go take a look."

"Don't move, don't move, I'll go." Xu Xilin quickly sat her down, thought for a moment, and filled another bowl of millet porridge upstairs.

This time Dou Xun didn't use him to break down the door, and opened it after knocking twice.

Xu Xilin didn't know what to say for a moment, so he passed the porridge forward: "Drink something?"

Dou Xun was silent for a while, and finally turned sideways to let him in.

Xu Xilin glanced at the empty medicine box and found a place to sit down. Neither of them said a word. It wasn't until Dou Xun gently put the empty bowl aside that Xu Xilin came back to his senses and blurted out: "I

It doesn’t mean that.”

"You don't mean anything?" Dou Xun asked, "You don't mean to prove that you are not gay, or do you mean to break off the relationship with me?"

Xu Xilin was stuck for a moment. At this moment, he already knew why Dou Xun had been having a cold war with him all afternoon. He wanted to tacitly reveal the matter, but Dou Xun came to ask him to get to the bottom of it.

Xu Xilin lowered his voice: "Then what else do you want? Tell the world?"

The veins on Dou Xun's forehead bulged slightly, but he remained silent.

Xu Xilin sighed and softened his tone: "Does your stomach still hurt? Who do you think you are venting your anger on?"

Dou Xun said coldly: "I won't give anything you hand to me. If anyone touches it, I will chop off their hand."

Xu Xilin: "..."

He pressed his forehead tiredly, feeling that Dou Xun's secondary cancer might have spread. He pinched his knuckles and counted his breaths until he reached ten. Only then did Xu Xilin feel that his breathing had become calmer.

He stood up and walked to Dou Xun, stretched out his hand to lift Dou Xun's chin, and rubbed his livid cheeks: "When we are single and weak, no matter what we do, we always have to be a little shy, but it won't always be like this.

, when one day I am strong and have the right to speak, and I don’t have to sneak around in the student dormitory during the holidays to do what I want, who can expel you? Then I will no longer have to worry about what others say, right?

"

Dou Xun had always known that Xu Xilin's words were better than his singing, so he refused to listen to his words. He said in a bachelor's manner: "Just open it. The worst is, go back and retake the exam, change the school and go to another school. Is there only one university in China?"

For Dou Xun, all his success came too easily. He could go to the best university, get a scholarship, study abroad -- as long as he wanted to. It was so easy, he would

I don’t know how to cherish it at all.

Xu Xilin was speechless and thought to himself: "Come on, what else should I do?"

He lowered his head and pressed it against Dou Xun's forehead, and kissed Dou Xun gently on the tip of his nose: "Okay, you're right - do you want more porridge? Can I get you another bowl?"

When Dou Junliang left Dou Xun in his hometown and ignored him for many years, he spoke so nicely. Dou Xun still remembers that Dou Junliang bought him an imported game console that was very expensive at the time. When he left, he squatted on the

On the ground, he looked so reluctant to leave, telling him to be obedient and filial to his grandparents for him. He also said, "Dad is busy with work now, and your mother is not here, so she can't take care of you. But it won't always be like this. When I finish this period of work, let's

I'll be home soon, dad promises."

But how much credibility does a person's guarantee have when his upper lip touches his lower lip?

Dou Xun was originally five points of anger, but Xu Xilin unexpectedly turned it into ten points. He suddenly pulled off Xu Xilin's collar, pressed it down with brute force, and pinned him to the bed without saying a word.

clothes.

Xu Xilin just came up to deliver a bowl of porridge. The door hadn't been closed yet. Grandma was still downstairs waiting for his reply. Unexpectedly, Dou Xun went crazy when he said he was crazy. She didn't even dare to speak too loudly, so she raised her arm to suppress Dou Xun.

Xun put his hand into his shirt: "Are you crazy? Let go!"

Dou Xun paused for a moment, then pinched his chest hard. Xu Xilin arched his waist, grabbed a pillow from the bed, and gave Dou Xun an elbow through the pillow.

Dou Xun was hit on the chin. Even with the pillow as a buffer, he was stunned for a moment. Xu Xilin angrily pushed him down, holding his chin and leaning to the side.

Xu Xilin straightened himself out calmly, glanced at Dou Xun, and left without even taking the bowl.
Chapter completed!