No one can always be on the road, you will always stop.

Even if you don't want to stop, time will stop you.

When a person's life reaches the end, he stops forever.

Life is always too short, but death is eternal.

I wandered around, went to see Lei Zi, visited Abin, and had two meals. Every friend asked me what I wanted to do next, but I didn't know what I wanted to do next.

That was the first time I realized that everyone was changing, or that everyone was growing.

In the past, when we met, we always ate and drank, and never considered the next day's work. Later, we began to consider some practical issues. What we wanted to do next, in other words, is what kind of job you should find.

We are all at the age of having to go to work, and if you don't work, you'll be so disconnected from the masses.

All I could do at that time was to stop visiting friends from other places, because I didn’t want the next friend to ask me what job I wanted to do next, and I would rather they ask me what girls I wanted to do next. It would be great if they introduced a girl to me.

If I could, I would rather have hope that when I went far away to see a friend, he would act like in a song by Pu Shu: "I will go to see you and I will be extinguished and will never come back..."

Unfortunately, this is impossible.

I wandered around without a sense of direction and arrived in Dali alone.

I was so tired that I found a place to sleep for two days. When I woke up, I set off again.

Later, someone asked me what Dali looked like, but I couldn't remember it at all. I only remembered sleeping there for two days.

Once upon a time I thought I was a ruthless person, but later I realized that this was nothing. I had a female friend named Cuicui, who was Cuicui among the five golden flowers. She was also very wandering. Once she went to Lhasa, bought a bottle of milk and flew away.

Her friends don’t understand why she had to go from Chengdu to Lhasa to buy a bottle of milk. The investment and return are too disproportionate, but I understand her very much. In fact, many times, we just suddenly want to go to a place, but after we go, we don’t know what we can do.

I stayed in Erhai Lake for a day, thinking about whether to go to Xishuangbanna.

The only famous place in Yunnan I have never been to is Xishuangbanna. I feel a little embarrassed to say that I have no reason to go, just because it was a very old TV drama I watched in elementary school.

The series is called "Debts of Debts", which tells the story of a group of educated youth in Shanghai going to the countryside in Yunnan and having children with locals. Later, in order to return to Shanghai, these educated youth abandoned their children and spouses in Yunnan. Many years later, the children grew up and went to Shanghai to find their biological parents.

I still remember the opening song of that drama: "The beautiful Xishuangbanna cannot keep my father. Shanghai is so big, does it have my home..."

Every time I see this drama, I always remember the days when I was abandoned at my grandmother's house.

So I won’t go to Banna anymore. I’m already hurt enough, and I don’t expect to be even more hurt when I go to that place.
Chapter completed!