Countdown to the ending: Without my love, you are better off

Many parents hope that their children will become successful, but in the end they hate that iron cannot become steel. These sticks hit Nan Si's body, but they hurt her heart.

When the people sitting in the car not far away saw this scene, their throats tightened, their necks seemed to be pinched, and they were suffocated and unable to breathe.

His bloodshot eyes were almost ready to shed tears.

The stick hit Nan Si's body without sparing any effort, and his thin white shirt quickly turned red. Nan Si gritted his teeth and didn't make a sound!

He willingly bore all the sins.

There is no special relationship with heaven, and there is no special relationship with Bai Yan.

His pale face was covered with fine beads of sweat, and his back was throbbing. What was even more painful was the place in his chest and heart. There lived a person in that place, a person he could never get. They were burdened with blood debts.

Can never be together.

He was in pain when he lost his father.

Without Bai Yan, he would be worse off than dead.

"No, don't fight again!" Bai Yan finally couldn't help but rush out of the car and growled in a choked voice.

He could almost imagine how Nan Si's back was torn to pieces at this moment.

He was not qualified to stop anything, but it hurt, it really hurt!

Hearing the sound, Nan Si and the old lady were stunned. Nan Si's dark eyes were filled with mist, and he looked at the person in front of him in disbelief. How could he come?

"Auntie, it's all my fault, it's my fault. Please don't hit me anymore!" Bai Yan stood in front of the old lady, bent down and almost put his head on the ground.

The old lady used to like Bai Yan so much, but now she sees his cold eyes and feels disgusted. If it weren't for this man, how could her son become like this?

"Mr. Bai is not from my Qin family, so my wife has nothing to do with you! But Qin Nansi is my son, and if he makes a mistake now, I will discipline him, and Mr. Bai has no right to interfere!"

The cold voice "Mr. Bai" sounded strange and strange each time, and he could never return to the familiar "Xiao Bai" title he had before.

The old lady's words were nothing more than a reminder to Bai Yan, I can't control how you let yourself down, but how I discipline my son who made mistakes, you, an outsider, can't control either.

"Go!" Nan Si looked at Bai Yan, his eyes filled with silent pain, "Go."

It's not that he doesn't want Bai Yan, it's just that at this juncture, he doesn't want to make his mother angry again!

Bai Yan bit his lip tightly, looked at the old lady's cold face with blood-red eyes, stiffened his body and knelt down suddenly in front of the old lady.

Nan Si was stunned.

The old lady was also stunned for a moment, and the stick she held in her palm almost fell to the ground without holding it.

"What are you doing?" Nan Si stretched out his hand to pull him up, but Bai Yan remained unmoved.

Everything that happened today was caused by my own greed, ignorance, and anger. If I could have restrained my emotions back then, nothing would have happened today.

"Auntie, all the mistakes were made by me. It was me who seduced Nan Si, and everything was my fault. Nan Si didn't do anything wrong, he was just confused by me. It was me who was too good to him, and he was kind-hearted.

It’s hard to refuse, it’s all my fault for today’s situation, please don’t beat Nan Si again!”

Nan Si's pupils kept dilating, and he stared at him with horrified eyes, "What nonsense are you talking about!"

If you didn't love Bai Yan, how could you be seduced by him?

During the years when he was dating Rongrong, he really liked Rongrong, and he also really fell in love with Bai Yan during the years after he broke up with Rongrong.

What he said to Bai Yan was love, true love!

"That's not the case, Mom, it's me who is unfilial..."

"Shut up!" Bai Yan yelled at Nan Si domineeringly for the first time. His eyes were as domineering as the light of sharp blades. His hands hanging on both sides of his body were tightly clenched into fists, and he looked at the old lady pleadingly.

, "Auntie, all the mistakes are my fault. You can beat or scold me, but Bai Ziyan dare not complain. But Nan Si is your biological son. Your uncle is gone. He is your closest relative. You

We can’t give up on him, we can’t let him send his father away!”

Every word in Bai Yan seemed to be mixed with blood and tears, his choked throat was almost pierced by the tip of a knife, and Yin Luo's forehead hit the cold ground hard.

Nan Si stood stunned at the side, tears falling silently from his eyes, and he didn't even notice it.

Qin Nansi, how could you let a man do this for you?

Bai Ziyan, why do you have to give up your pride and self-esteem and take all the faults on yourself?

Not worth it, not worth it!

The old lady didn't know how cruel this was to Nan Si, but if she didn't do this, how could she have the face to face her dead wife!

"Mr. Bai, get up. My old lady can't bear your kneeling." As he said this, he walked towards Nan Si.

"...Auntie!" Bai Yan moved towards the old lady and begged: "I beg you..."

The old lady had a cold face and a hard heart, and did not say anything. Seeing Nan Si shed tears, she felt even more sad and angry. Her son had never shed tears like this since he was a child.

Today I cried so hard for a man.

Crime, crime!

The stick in her hand swung up and hit Nan Si again. She would rather beat her son to death than let him live and continue to be entangled with a man and be embarrassed.

"No..." Bai Yan knelt down and begged.

Ice-cold rain fell from the sky, and the heavy rain swept over me, instantly soaking my clothes and blurring my eyes.

The blood on Nan Si's back quickly flowed down along his clothes, and flowed wildly along the water on the ground towards the underground tunnel.

Those sticks hit Nan Si's body one after another, and also hit Bai Yan's heart.

He couldn't look at it any longer. He stood up with his numb legs and hugged Nan Si directly, pressing his back against the wooden stick. All the crimes were committed by him, and he was willing to bear such punishment.

Nan Si's face was covered with mist, and he couldn't tell whether it was rain or tears. His cold and stiff body struggled to get rid of Bai Yan, but failed.

Why had he never discovered that Bai Yan was so powerful?

The old lady didn't expect that Bai Ziyan would stand up for Nan Si. She was hurt and angry. She felt sorry for how a good child could become like this. She was angry because if it hadn't been for Bai Yan, her son would still be fine and the old man would be alive...

"Auntie, I was wrong! I was really wrong! I swear I will leave country C. I will never see Nan Si again. I will never see him again!"

The mouth was filled with the smell of blood, and the arms holding Nan Si tightly were as hard as steel. The last time, this was the last time to hug him like this.

From now on, he will never appear in front of them again or disturb their family's life.

When Nan Si heard his words, his body tensed up without a trace of strength. His lips were slightly open due to the cold rain, but he didn't make a sound.

What else could he say at this time?

Nothing can be said.

When the old lady heard his words, she stopped moving, her figure swaying in the rain, and looked at Bai Yan with cold eyes, "What did you say?"

Bai Yan's arms holding Nan Si gradually lost strength. He raised his head and looked up at her, with a strong bitterness at the corner of his mouth, "I will leave country C and disappear from your sight forever. Please be sure to forgive me."

Nansi."

After the sound fell, he knocked his head on the wet ground. His thin body slowly stood up, his lonely and empty eyes slowly passed over Nan Si's body, and he turned around and walked towards the car on the roadside.

The wooden stick that the old lady was holding tightly in her hand fell to the ground with a bang and rolled all the way to the edge of the road.

Nan Si's scarlet eyes couldn't help but look at the desolate back in the rain, and his numb knees on the ground seemed to move.

There was a thought in my mind for a moment: Can I not want anything, can I not care about anything and just be with Bai Yan.

As long as they are together.

"If you dare to pursue me today, we will sever the relationship between mother and son. I will never have a son like you!" The old lady saw Nan Si's actions from the corner of her eye and spoke coldly.

She couldn't let her son make the same mistake again and again.

Rongrong had just given birth to a baby and was still lying in the hospital. The old man's body was still cold. If Qin Nansi still insisted on getting entangled with that man, she would rather die in front of Nan Si.

For a moment, my thoughts were driven away by the old lady's words. Her deep and dark eyes were filled with endless sadness as she stared affectionately at the familiar back, feeling heartbroken and unable to continue.

The pain in my back was far less than the pain in my heart. Kneeling in the rain, my eyes were filled with mist, cold and desperate.

Bai Yan numbly opened the car door and got in, mechanically started the engine and drove away. Every movement was just instinct, and his mind was already blank.

Something keeps flowing out of my eyes and I can't stop it.

The car disappeared into the rain curtain and disappeared from Nan Si's eyes. Darkness and cold came overwhelmingly, swallowing up everything in one moment.

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The maid came out of Yan'er's room, and Gu Mingxi, who was standing at the door, took the opportunity to look at her more. After the operation, Yan'er's energy and complexion were much better. Qian Shang said that as long as she takes good care of herself, her hair will grow back soon.

, As for the scars on the body, they will slowly fade over time, but some scars still cannot be eliminated.

For example: the hurt in my heart.

Long Lifei came in from outside, wearing a gray coat because it was raining. As soon as he entered the door, Ru Bing immediately took off his coat because it was wet.

Seeing Gu Mingxi standing at the door of the room, he frowned, "...Mingxi."

Gu Mingxi turned around and saw him, with a smile on her lips, "You're back."

Long Lifei responded softly and looked at Yan'er who was sitting in the room. He was sitting in a wheelchair looking out the window with dull eyes. He didn't know how long he had been sitting like this, like a person without a soul.

"My sister will be fine."
To be continued...