405 Chapter 405 My Favorite, Not the Best
Seeing him about to go out, my mind suddenly appeared in my mind last night when he sat on the treetops, staring at the silhouette of the moonlight alone, almost breaking his heart, and he hurriedly turned around and chased him out.
My steps were also a little weak. Seeing that he had already walked to the gate, I hurriedly said: "Master Huang!"
“…”
He stopped, but did not look back.
I walked up step by step, watching him standing in the center of the gate, standing almost standing, as if he would disappear from my sight the next moment. My eyes were blurred by tears and could not see clearly, and I could not speak in my sobs, so I could only look at him like this.
What else can I say and what else can I do for him?
After being silent for a long time, he did not leave, but spoke in a daze: "Many times, I think things are done by humans. As long as I do it, there is nothing that cannot be done and nothing that cannot be changed."
I couldn't cry when I heard his words: "..."
"But now, I'm not."
"Master Huang..."
This man, the man in front of him, was once standing tall and calm in the face of swords and swords. He also saw all the peach blossoms and covered the capital, but now he has no injuries on his body, but his heart is full of holes.
He raised his head, laughed faintly, and then looked back at me: "Qingying."
I looked at him with tears in confusion. The handsome face, which was as beautiful as a banished immortal, still had a faint smile, which was breathless, but the smile, the indescribable loneliness and helplessness, when he spoke, his voice was also stained with an old breath: "What we love may be the best one, but not the most right one."
My heart seemed to be hit hard, and a hole suddenly broke in my heart.
What we love is the best one, but not the most right one?
Not the most right one?
Because we love each other, we give each other a chance to hurt; because we give each other hearts, we have the possibility of being sad?
A trace of light appeared in the opening, but there was also the pain that followed. I walked up to grab his sleeve, and said in tears as if struggling, "Master Huang, no, it won't be like this. You love her so much, she loves you so much..."
After hearing what I said, he laughed, so sad and helpless. There seemed to be a stream of light in his charming eyes, which looked beautiful under the night.
Then, he pulled his sleeve out of my hand and turned away.
A gust of wind blew across my palm, and I watched his figure disappear into the night. After a long time, even the wind stopped.
.
That night, maybe everyone was sleepless. Qian Wu was waiting at the door. The sound of something falling in Mu Hua's room first, but then it was her crying. The crying that had not stopped all night made people feel tired.
And Huang Tianba, where can his tears flow?
I looked at the sky outside the window and the warm temperature filled the surroundings again, but no matter what the weather was, my heart was still cold. I slowly walked out of my house and looked at Qian Wu. He shook his head silently.
Huang Tianba hasn't come back yet.
Qian Wu sighed and turned around and went out. Maybe he was going to find him. I thought about it and walked towards the temple.
The room was already in a mess.
All those who could fall had fallen, and there was almost no place to be found in the room. Even the curtains on the big bed were torn down and to pieces. Mu Hua sat in the wood chips all over the ground, his face as pale as paper, his eyes were red, and his tears were still dry.
She was trembling too.
When he got closer, he heard her murmuring and repeating: "He doesn't want me, do he want me anymore...he doesn't want me anymore..."
Looking at her appearance, I felt a little sad.
After all, she is just a woman she loves and is afraid of losing her beloved. However, her love is too crazy and almost pushes that person to a desperate situation. If she really takes that step, her pain will not be less.
But, if you really get to that point, who is the fault?
I walked over gently, held her arm and helped her up. She was so weak that she seemed to fall down at any time. At this moment, she suddenly seemed to see me, and hurriedly grabbed me, staring at me with red eyes and said, "You said, does he want me anymore? Is he going to have a break?"
"Muhua..."
I was hurting a little by the way she grabbed my arm with no idea at all, and she still grabbed my arm hard, almost pinching my nails into my skin. I endured the pain and helped her to sit down by the bed.
She was still afraid and grabbed me and refused to let go: "He doesn't want me anymore, right? He wants to divorce me for you and for your children, right?"
...
"You said, tell me quickly, does he want me anymore?"
Seeing her going crazy again, I finally couldn't help but say angrily: "Xue Muhua!"
Perhaps it was because I was gentle and polite in front of her forever, and I had never seen me sternly before. She was also shocked. I stared into her eyes and said, "Don't you know what kind of person your husband is? If you doubt him like this, it is not only him but you, but you are also!"
She listened blankly, her eyes became at a loss again, and she covered her face and started crying.
Looking at her appearance, I didn’t know whether it was because of the same feeling of distress for the woman or because of the man’s heart. I slowly reached out and grabbed her hand and pulled it down. She looked at me blankly with tears on her face. I grabbed her hand, held it hard, and slowly held it on my stomach.
She was stunned for a moment and looked down at my lower abdomen.
"This child is named Pei."
“…”
"His father, he doesn't know his existence either."
“…”
"I don't want them to separate their flesh and blood, but that man hurt me too deeply and too severely, so I can't look back."
My voice trembled a little, and I said with a little hoarseness: "Your man is a good man. If he would love me, if I would love him, maybe everything would be different."
“…”
"I will treat him well and make him happy than any man in the world because he deserves it."
Mu Hua stared at me with wide eyes, a hint of anger flashing in his eyes, and it seemed like a hint of fear.
I looked her eyes without fear and said solemnly: "Muhua, his love is not narrow-minded, but great love for the people of all over the world. He thought much more for the people of the world than for himself. But he gave up everything and lived in seclusion here with you. You should know how difficult this is for him," my voice was deeper, and I said hard: "Don't let him, don't turn back; don't let him, don't let you, don't even love you."
This sentence was like a bolt from the blue, which shocked Mu Hua.
.
After that, she sat there blankly, her whole body trembling, as if she was so scared that she had never let go of her hand holding me, as if I was Huang Tianba, and as soon as she let go, everything in front of her would disappear.
I could only sit with her like this.
I don't know how long it took, but there was a sound of footsteps outside, and then the door was opened.
Huang Tianba stood at the door, looking at us with a pale face.
There was still some indifference on his face, and the fatigue and fatigue were not reduced at all. However, when the eyes with cold temperature were looking at Mu Hua's tears, a ripples appeared. Mu Hua raised his head to look at him, trembling even more violently.
I gently pulled my hand out of her hand and walked out silently.
Just as I passed by Huang Tianba, Mu Hua stood up and threw himself into his arms.
Huang Tianba was also staggered by her movements, but she immediately reached out to hug her. Mu Hua grabbed his clothes with both hands, almost tearing apart and refused to let go. His trembling voice was crying: "Don't want me..."
“…”
"You can't want me!"
“…”
"Tianba!"
The other party's silence made her more fearful, and her voice trembled as if it was about to break. After a while, Huang Tianba seemed to sigh, looked down at her, and said softly: "I scared you."
"……,real?"
"Um."
"It really scares me?"
"Why would I not want you?"
...
I could hardly look back and listened to Mu Hua's sobbing softly, and turned around and walked out. I saw Qian Wu standing in the yard with a hint of fatigue after running around on his face. When I saw me coming out, I sighed softly.
I walked up to him and said, "They're fine."
“…”
"She should know that she will not be embarrassed with Mr. Huang again."
Looking at me, Qian Wu also smiled, but there was something helpless in his smile: "I hope she can be more sensible this time."
When I heard this, I frowned slightly, and Qian Wu stopped saying anything and turned around and left.
I stood in the middle of the yard, and a gust of wind blew past with the cold breath of the surrounding springs, as if it was blowing into my heart, making me shudder involuntarily.
Could it be...
Before I could think about it carefully, there was a sudden sound of someone knocking on the door outside the door.
At this time, it was getting late, who was it?
I frowned, but Qian Wu had already walked away, and the people in this mansion seemed to have a tacit understanding. They would never come out when the two masters quarreled. I thought about it and walked over by myself.
Pull down the door bolt, and as soon as I opened it, I heard someone outside say, "Please, I want to ask for a bowl of water--"
The words froze.
I also froze.
The young man standing at the door had several dirty clothes on his body, and his face was covered with dust. Under his slightly messy forehead, he had a pair of eyes that looked very tired, and his eyes were a little black, but the moment he saw me, it suddenly lit up.
A look of disbelief suddenly appeared on the young and handsome face.
"Light!"
I was stunned and silly held the door frame. He had reached out and grabbed me and shouted: "Light?!"
Chapter completed!