Chapter 504
An Yi sneered: "So you are threatening me?"
Concubine Zhu sighed: "How could I threaten you? I am discussing with you and thinking about you."
It came too late. No matter how she used her way to persuade the King of Shu to intervene in this matter, no matter what she appeared in this place today, no matter what she called her to say to her, it was too late. But An Yi wanted to ask her something, An Yi stared at Concubine Zhu for a moment, and jumped off the horse quickly.
Hu Yue welcomed her into the car with relief. The carriage was covered with a luxurious wool carpet. An Yi maliciously wiped the mud from her boots on the carpet. Concubine Zhu's beautiful eyebrows and eyes didn't even move, as if An Yi was rubbing the carpet from other families.
An Yi felt very uncomfortable and felt that she was neglected, so her attitude became even worse: "I remember you left very neatly that day, why did you suddenly change your mind? In fact, you are more afraid that I will find the Shu Palace to threaten you, are you worried that things will be out of control and affect your future? Or is it because your family members refuse to listen to you this time, and there are also people in the Shu Palace to make things happen, forcing you to face reality?"
Concubine Zhu looked at her quietly without saying a word.
An Yi felt very uncomfortable. She wanted to tear off the unchanging mask on Concubine Zhu's face, and even wanted to destroy all the gorgeous furnishings in the ordinary and luxurious car inside. But she couldn't do it because this person was no longer her mother. Because this person didn't love her in his heart, all her venting would make her look weaker. An Yi got up and left: "If you blocked me on the road just to stop talking, then I'll leave."
Concubine Zhu grabbed her sleeve and whispered: "I want to tell you a story. I wonder if you are interested in listening?"
"I'm not interested. Who are you mine? Why should I listen to your story?" An Yi said, but the person stood still and didn't move because she really wanted to know about the things that happened back then.
Concubine Zhu smiled and handed her a cup of clouds and mist tea: "Your hands are too cold, sit down and drink a cup of hot tea to warm up your body. I said mine, if you want to listen, just listen. If you don't want to listen, just think I'm talking to myself." Concubine Zhu said without waiting for her to agree.
"I believe you already know some past events in the palace. You all regard me as a shameless woman. I don't have much to say. Shi Feng is like this, so there is no need to explain it. Over the years, I have been criticized for this, and I have not paid less for the price I should pay. The reason is that I did something that others want to do but dare not do." Concubine Zhu had a light mockery on her lips, "Is it right to be forced to marry a wine bag that is not worthy of me at all? Should I be bound to be tied to him for the rest of my life, and to endure the various pains and even shames he brought to me every day?"
In fact, she didn't blame her for throwing An Baofeng away, because An Baofeng was indeed not worthy of being a husband or a father. What she blamed was that she left her behind. An Yi was in a thrilling mood and wanted to say a few words to Concubine Zhu, but she felt that it was redundant when she said that. Since she had left herself, she must have thought about it. At this time, she had no meaning to get her regret. Even if she won the debate, what's the use?
"Of course no one can ask you this way, including your children." An Yi turned her face away, looked at the bare trees passing by the road, and finally couldn't help it, and whispered: "But can you, either don't give birth to her, or try to be kind to her? If you take her away, will she die so early? Have you ever thought that when she was on the verge of death, when she was tortured to death, she might have been calling her mother all the time? Have you ever felt that she was ignored and neglected by all relatives, and all the wrongs or right are wrong?
You probably haven't felt it, because you have been pampering all over the world since you were a child, and the only setback in this life is marriage. You won't know what that taste is, like a weed, growing alone in the gravel, very thirsty and hungry, but there is never hope. One day, someone suddenly casts a beam of sunshine on her, and she thinks it is all the warmth, and leans over without hesitation. This is the cause of the fatal marriage."
The blood faded away from Concubine Zhu's face little by little, and her breathing gradually became heavier, and her voice was a little sharp: "I did my best! I did my best! I could have no choice but to don't want her at the earliest, but I couldn't bear to do it! I..."
An Yi turned her head and looked at her quietly, her black eyes were filled with tears. Concubine Zhu's defense stopped abruptly, and she gritted her teeth tightly to prevent them from making any bumps. After a while, her voice sounded softly: "I, I also thought about taking her away, but I, can't..."
An Yi's tears burst out: "Because if you take her, you can't leave, right?"
Concubine Zhu began to panic, all her calmness and elegance faded from her body. Her hand on her knees swelled up because she grabbed the skirt too hard. She showed a little old-fashioned and said weakly: "After all, she is the flesh and blood of An's family, no An's family is allowed..."
"You said that no one can ruin your life, including her, of course." An Yi wiped away the tears that fell from her cuffs at some point, and glared at her fiercely, "Who is her biological father?"
Concubine Zhu stared at her for a moment, drooped her shoulders, and whispered in a embarrassing manner: "Of course it's An Baofeng. Otherwise, who else can it be?"
An Yi gritted her teeth and said, "Then why did the An family say she is a sinful seed?"
Concubine Zhu opened her face and refused to look at her, and said in a blank voice: "Who knows, maybe it's because in their eyes, unclean people are not clean from beginning to end."
In other words, because of Concubine Zhu's elopement, her bloodline was also questioned. Of course, this question came from most people, including her biological father, but her grandfather never doubted it from beginning to end. Otherwise, with the power of the An family at that time, even if she could not provoke the King of Shu, she would not allow her to survive. A slight cold can kill her life. How could there be those precious dowry later?
An Yi suddenly wanted to laugh, laughing at her stupidity, and was fooled by the old lady for so many days.
"If she were his child, do you think he would allow his child to stay away for so many years? That's impossible." After a moment of silence, Concubine Zhu became a little more energetic: "I don't care, but because I think she would have lived a better life without me."
Chapter completed!