Chapter 505 If
Concubine Zhu said with some hope: "Can you slightly relieve your disgust towards me?"
An Yi did not answer her, and jumped out of the car directly, took the reins from Hu Yue's hand and rode away.
Hu Yue looked at her back worriedly and whispered: "Don't you show the letter from the old lady in An's family to you?"
Concubine Zhu closed her eyes and leaned on the pillow tiredly and whispered: "Why do you have to? It's enough for the old guy to humiliate me alone, why bother her? Disgusting her?"
Hu Yue said angrily: "But the An family still thinks... a pot of dirty water is poured on you and on her, and they dare to threaten you... Those people are so dirty, and the maid can't swallow this anger."
Concubine Zhu frowned and rubbed her temples and said softly, "I'm not afraid. Old people in the early years can't do anything to me. Now that she's dead, she can't do anything to me. As for the other people in the An family..." She smiled sarcastically and contemptuously, "It's just a group of self-righteous clowns. Besides, you haven't seen it yet? Unless the people in the An family go to provoke her without knowing what's going on, she won't do anything again. The An family has no reason to say about the past, otherwise, their family really doesn't want to stay in the capital again, nor does it want their descendants to have a future."
Hu Yue was still uncomfortable: "At that time, the old marquis just liked to listen to you playing the flute, played a few chess with you, and said a few more words. How could they dare to think of it? Speaking of which, you are also jealous."
Concubine Zhu said unhappily: "Don't say it again, I have a headache. Go back, otherwise Xiaoru will make trouble again. I don't know who the child's temper is with me. It's so weird. If she is more sensible, I won't be so embarrassed." Thinking of the young girl who makes people feel troubled, she couldn't help but think of An Yi's quiet face and couldn't help but lose her mind.
Seeing that her face was not good-looking, Hu Yue didn't dare to talk more, so she knocked on the wall of the carriage and signaled the driver to start the carriage.
Concubine Zhu opened the curtain of the car and watched An Yi, who had already shrunk into a black spot, sighed indescribably: "I don't want to see the family surnamed Tian, and that woman. If she was riding a wooden donkey, she would be very angry, but it seems that the Empress Dowager doesn't like it very much. In the long run, it's not good for everyone. Let her go to the farthest and coldest border town to be a military prostitute."
Hu Yue responded obediently and said, "I heard that Duke Tang is also pursuing this matter." Her original intention was that since Xie Mantang was pursuing this matter, the Shu Prince's Mansion should not participate too much, otherwise it would be ugly to find out the old things.
"Do you think that if you don't interfere, you can forget this? No, no one who should know will know at all. They will add a cold-blooded and ruthless crime to me. So I will do it all." Concubine Zhu said: "From today on, we will follow up on this matter, let our brother come forward and we will do our best. I will tell you personally about my brother and the prince, just pass on this meaning to Duke Tang."
This is also good, and it can relieve Xie Mantang's disgust towards him. This time the incident has become so big, and there are some reasons why he is trying to force him. Thinking that Concubine Zhu had ruthlessly rejected An Yi's request before, but now she has to take the initiative to take on these things, Hu Yue sighed: "I don't know if she will feel better?"
Concubine Zhu said lightly: "No. If I had promised her early in the morning, maybe there would be a chance to make a comeback. Now, she will never pay attention to me in her life and will not need me anymore. That's it."
Hu Yue looked at her face that looked old in an instant, and couldn't help but want to ask her, if time went back, would she have to bring Miss Jiu with her no matter how difficult it was?
Concubine Zhu knew what she wanted to ask just by looking at Hu Yue's expression, and then said firmly: "No if. Do you think she would be happy if she follows me? Maybe she still doesn't. She would hate me even more. If you really blame her, I can only blame her for being unlucky and throwing it into my stomach."
Maybe. Who can tell what really happened? Hu Yue put a warm stove in Concubine Zhu's arms: "Do you have any more instructions?"
Concubine Zhu said: "I asked someone to go to Qinglong Mountain and I will find her back no matter what. If someone finds a way to refute the rumors, An Yi has nothing to do with this matter. I remember that last time I took Xiaoru to meet Queen Liang, she didn't like Xiaoru very much. I don't want her to hate Xiaoru anymore."
Hu Yue whispered in surprise: "Not it? She didn't do anything with her brother An Huai, so how could she attack the lady?"
Concubine Zhu shook her head: "You don't understand what I mean. Hate and not hate alone are different. She will not do anything, but she will not take the initiative to reach out. If one day I die, Xiaoru's fingers will not be as reliable as others, and she just happens to pull Xiaoru out. There is still a big difference between hatred and not hate." She laughed at herself: "Human hearts are born to be biased. If she knows these, she will definitely hate me even more."
Hu Yue said: "It's no wonder you. You finally got a lady. You grew up by your side. And the lady is not very sensible, so it's normal to worry more..." It's not easy to live in the Shu Palace, and the Shu Palace's official concubine is even more difficult to get along with. Since the concubine entered the mansion, she has lost her baby one after another and died a few babies who are still in her infancy. Only Xiaoru is the only one left, so it's normal to plan for her. The children who have been raised by her are always different from the children who have long been abandoned.
Concubine Zhu shook her head and sighed: "What I regret most is that when my father asked me to marry An Baofeng, I should have refused to marry." If she had withstood the pressure at that time, if she had not been angry at that time, perhaps many of the things that happened later would have been rewritten, and her life would not have been the same as now.
Hu Yue fell silent for a moment, and Concubine Zhu also curled up on the couch with her eyes closed and stopped talking. The sound of the wheels rolling over the bluestone road repeated monotonically, and it pressed on Concubine Zhu's heart one after another, just as her life in the Shu Palace was repeating monotonously year after year. She felt a little like crying, but her eyes were very dry and could not even squeeze out half of her tears, so her heart and eyes became more and more dry. Where is there such a thing in this world? In the words of Master Leran, if, it is just a person who regrets or a person who has too strong resentment, and is deceiving himself.
Hu Yue has been with her for many years, and their relationship has long surpassed that of ordinary masters and servants. Seeing her unbearable, she couldn't help but say, "Maybe I can go and talk to Shuhuixiangjun."
Chapter completed!