Chapter eight hundred and eighty second figured out
"Next month, it's the tenth day of the lunar month." After Zhao Changyuan finished speaking, he took a deep breath again.
"Do you want my blessing?" Gong Yueyue wanted to say this happily, but she found that except for the sore throat, she couldn't say a word.
Zhao Changyuan stiffened, pushed Gong Yueyue's shoulders away a little, and lowered his head to look at her face carefully. But Gong Yueyue didn't cry, not a single tear, and her eye circles were not red. From Gong Yueyue's eyes,
All that can be seen is an unusual calm.
That kind of silence was like a deep lake, which threw all the feelings of the two people into the deep bottom of the lake, making it impossible for Zhao Changyuan to see her thoughts clearly.
After a while, Zhao Changyuan's big hand gently stroked Gong Yueyue's cheek, his fingertips swept across her jaw, and said softly: "Ran Ran, why are you still so thin? Doesn't it mean that pregnant women should be able to eat well?
, will you gain weight next? But now I feel a little uncomfortable holding you."
Gong Yueyue chuckled, shook her head and said: "That's because those women usually eat too little, so they take advantage of the opportunity of pregnancy to eat a lot. But I'm different. I used to eat too much, but now it's just the opposite.
, so he doesn’t eat much. That’s good, the baby won’t be a foodie like me in the future.”
Hearing Gong Yueyue talk about baby, Zhao Changyuan moved his big hand to Gong Yueyue's belly. Although her belly was still flat, Zhao Changyuan could already feel that there was an extraordinary vitality there. That power was even pulling him.
His thoughts made him miss him heart-wrenchingly.
Although Zhao Changyuan was silent and his big hands were just flat on his abdomen, Gong Yueyue could feel his fluctuating mood at this time. He undoubtedly loved this baby, but what love couldn't change was the current situation.
Gong Yueyue sighed. The problems she didn't want to mention still existed after all, and she had to face them in the end. After thinking about the words, Gong Yueyue showed a smile and said: "Yuan, can you let me give birth in a quiet place?"
Baby?"
"Ran Ran?" Zhao Changyuan's hand trembled, and his deep eyes stared closely into Gong Yueyue's eyes.
"I mean, give me some time to calm down. I really don't want to face another woman in the palace. Give me some respect and let our baby be born in a place without disputes and jealousy. I don't want him
When you are born, you will have to face a huge royal family and a stepmother."
Gong Yueyue said the word "stepmother" through gritted teeth. She didn't want to say it so directly, but when she thought about the so-called rules and equal wives, she felt terribly uncomfortable. She even thought about her own baby in the future.
Gong Yueyue felt uncomfortable all over even if she had to call another woman "Mother".
Zhao Changyuan suddenly fell silent. He did not expect Gong Yueyue to speak so decisively. After a moment, he took a breath, shook his head and said: "Ran Ran, believe me, I will not let you and the baby be harmed. This Prince Gong's Mansion
This is your home. And the emperor brother said that you are still an equal wife, the same princess as Princess Tanami. It’s just that she has to come through first. But you have a baby, and when the baby is born, you will be a princess.
I have earned my reputation.”
"I have never thought about any status." Gong Yueyue smiled bitterly, leaned her head close to Zhao Changyuan's chest, and said softly: "I believe in your love, and I know that you also love the baby very much.
.I know how hard you are working now. You have sacrificed a lot to give me a status. But I don’t like what you work so hard to get back what I don’t want. Why don’t you let me go free? Or let me have my freedom.
I will go to Chenxiu Peak, I would rather live there for the rest of my life."
"Ran Ran." Zhao Changyuan's voice was a little excited: "Didn't we agree to face it together? Why did it suddenly change?"
"It's not that I've changed, I've figured it out. The baby can't take risks. In such an environment, I don't think the baby will have a good life. Even if he has good food and clothing, at least he won't be happy." Gong Yueyue
She said it very firmly. For the sake of the baby, she would not give in.
"My father has countless concubines, including seven princes and twelve princesses. But don't we live like this until now? The life of the royal family is pampered, how can we call it unhappy? As a child of the Zhao family, you have to bear the burden
A lot of it. It’s either about the country, the country, or the country and the people. It’s just about not being too carefree.”
Zhao Changyuan's voice also rose a bit. He did like Gong Yueyue's personality, but it didn't mean that she could influence their child's life. In other words, this child would be a member of the royal family as soon as he was born, and would be the blood inheritance of the Zhao family.
Although the emperor already has a prince, it is an indisputable fact that his son must also contribute to the country. He cannot agree with what Gong Yueyue said about freedom. Just like him, he has always only thought about
How to serve the country? I have never thought about staying away from the government and being a free and idle prince.
Gong Yueyue looked at Zhao Changyuan's eyes and understood what he meant. She subconsciously touched her abdomen, where her own bones, blood, and life were. Gong Yueyue smiled and asked Zhao Changyuan: "You even
You can't control your happiness, you can't even marry the woman you love, but you have to marry a woman you don't love at all, and let others control your life. Is this happy? Do you want your children to be like you in the future?
Same, let others control your life? Sorry, I can't allow it. My child must have a happy childhood and a free life. He must have the right to make friends, have a beloved woman, and spend his life with her. Not like you
Living like this is so frustrating."
"Aggrieved!" This word made Zhao Changyuan angry and funny.
"Yes, I just think it's too depressing for you to live like this. I don't want my child to live like this. If it's a boy, do you want him to inherit the throne and then serve the country? This sounds like a slave life, and you have to look at others all your life.
The look on her face. What if it’s a girl? Live the life of a princess with dignity, then marry into a foreign country, intermarry with other races, use your own marital happiness as a bond, and sacrifice everything to fulfill your own country? Such a stupid thing, I, Gong Yueyue
The kids can’t do it.”
After saying that, Gong Yueyue sat up excitedly and looked at Zhao Changyuan with a pair of clear eyes, letting him understand her determination.
Zhao Changyuan looked at Gong Yueyue as if he were looking at something rare, "I can give the children freedom, but if the emperor's life is difficult, then it will be their life."
"There is no reason to accept fate. Their destiny is in their own hands. If they are willing to sacrifice for the country and the people, then they are sacrificing their lives for righteousness. But if they are not willing, I would rather they live an ordinary life." Gong Yue
The more Yue talked, the more excited she became, and in the end even her face turned red.
"Ran Ran, you are too determined. Now is not the time to talk about this. You should calm down and take a good rest. Do you want to take your baby to Chenxiu Peak alone? Then I won't be able to take care of you all the time, and I will feel sad in my heart.
Worried." Zhao Changyuan finally softened, he couldn't bear to see Gong Yueyue angry. (To be continued)