Chapter eight hundred and eighty third quarrel because of love
"Yuan, I know how you feel about me, and I also understand that you love your baby and want to watch him grow up day by day. But some things are not as simple as you think. It's not that you think there will be peaceful days.
It really calmed down.”
Gong Yueyue couldn't tell Zhao Changyuan how many dramas of palace fighting she had seen in the 21st century TV series. She didn't want to say how the characters in the palace fighting dramas were involuntarily, but their personalities were twisted, and in the end they even became flesh and blood.
Fraud, siblings killing each other, and too much bloodshed were hidden under the palace disputes. She didn't want her baby to be a victim as soon as he was born, and be sucked into the whirlpool by such an undercurrent.
"Then what do you want me to do? I have tried my best. But now Tanami's snake venom has recurred and her condition is critical. The emperor believes that she became like this because she was trying to save her. Then he thought about what if she really had something.
Things have happened, and the friendly relations that we have worked so hard to build with the Heather Country will be torn apart. At that time, the war will rekindle, and the people will be in dire straits. Is that the result that you, Gong Yueyue, want to see? Why don't you think about your freedom?
You are happy, but so many people will be displaced and countless soldiers will bleed into rivers."
Zhao Changyuan almost shouted. He also sat up straight and looked at Gong Yueyue intently.
The two of them were sitting on the bed. They were whispering tenderly and talking delicately just now, but in the blink of an eye they were quarreling so fiercely.
And Gong Yueyue was surprised that this was their first quarrel, and the content was so extensive that blood flowed like a river?
Gong Yueyue gave a mocking "chi" and sneered: "Don't put such a big label on me. Does the people's poverty have anything to do with my children living freely? Marry whomever you like, and have as many children with her as you like.
No matter how many children you have, everyone will be happy. I just want my freedom back. I didn't sell it to you. You are not my master. Who lives or dies has nothing to do with me. I don't want to hinder you either.
I wish you happiness and a good marriage."
After saying that, Gong Yueyue tried to crawl past Zhao Changyuan and leave from the side.
However, Zhao Changyuan grabbed Gong Yueyue's arm and asked coldly: "Where are you going?"
"If you're not going anywhere, you can always take a walk." Gong Yueyue trembled at the look in Zhao Changyuan's eyes. A chill came from her back.
"Gong Yueyue, I have no choice. If possible, I will not marry Tanami. But now it is not only the emperor's life that is difficult, but also the livelihood of many people depends on me alone. I can't be too selfish."
Gong Yueyue turned to look at Zhao Changyuan, as if she had just met him. She blinked, but her eyes still felt a little astringent. She took another deep breath and said, "Yes, I understand your difficulties. But please also ask me.
Understand my difficulties. I am not a big lady who is benevolent and righteous, I am just a little woman. My love is very selfish, so everything is caused by my selfishness and stinginess, so please be noble and let me go."
After saying that, Gong Yueyue wanted to leave again. Unexpectedly, Zhao Changyuan still grabbed his arm hard. Gong Yueyue tried to shake it off with a strong shake.
Zhao Changyuan hurriedly let go of his hand and let her pull her arm back. Speaking of which, he was still afraid that she would be too excited and pull too hard and hurt the baby.
Seeing Zhao Changyuan let go of his hand, Gong Yueyue immediately slipped off the bed like a little loach. She stood up, looked back at him, and quickly walked towards the door.
"Ran Ran..." Zhao Changyuan couldn't help but stop her, wanting to tell her "walk slower, don't fall." But before Zhao Changyuan could speak, Gong Yueyue shouted angrily: "Don't worry, I won't fall to death."
I will be responsible for the baby in my belly, I love him more than you."
Zhao Changyuan squeezed his big hand fiercely and looked at Gong Yueyue's back angrily. She actually said that she loved the baby more than herself? Would she understand what she was thinking? She thought that she could not return to her these days.
How much thoughts and worries do you have?
There is nothing that I don't think about her and the baby all the time. But now that I am back, without even a moment of tenderness, she says that I don't love the baby?
Perhaps he was confused by anger, Zhao Changyuan sneered and said: "No matter but don't worry, it's always my fault. So you'd better be careful. And don't even think about escaping, I won't allow it."
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Gong Yueyue paused in her steps and stood at the door without moving for a long time. After a while, she slowly stepped out of the threshold. Her movements seemed very stiff.
Zhao Changyuan suddenly realized that he had said something serious. The child was born from the fusion of his love and her flesh and blood. She was not a tool, and he was not alone just to let her have a child. But now it is obvious that what he said
It went against his own will and hurt Gong Yueyue's heart.
Zhao Changyuan jumped out of bed and ran out the door quickly. He saw Gong Yueyue's figure stretched out under the sunset, making her look even thinner.
Moreover, her back looked a little weak, as if her life force and willpower had been drained away, and her thin body even seemed to be blown away by the wind. Zhao Changyuan had an illusion, as if Gong Yueyue would not only be blown away by the wind,
It will disappear in the next moment.
"Ran Ran." Zhao Changyuan called out and ran over quickly.
Gong Yueyue did not look back, but still stopped. She admitted that her heart ached a little, but she also knew that quarrels were inevitable. They lived in different times, separated by thousands of years, and the generation gap was not just a matter of
One quarrel can make up for it, but there may still be many problems between them.
But now she wanted to face up to this problem, but found that Zhao Changyuan didn't seem to give him such a chance. That's why he had the tough attitude just now.
Zhao Changyuan chased after her. He grabbed Gong Yueyue's arm with his big hand and pulled her into his arms. He hugged her tightly behind her, rested his chin on Gong Yueyue's head, and spoke in a muffled voice.
He said dullly: "I was really tired, so I didn't think too much when I spoke."
"Yuan, I know that's your truth. It's because you're tired and you didn't think too much, so what you said intuitively is the truth." Gong Yueyue was calmer than before, even calmly letting go
Zhao Changyuan was afraid.
"Ran Ran, it's not what you think. I love this baby, and I love you too. Without you, I wouldn't have tasted this kind of love. In that case, I might be able to accept the royal brother's engagement with someone I don't love.
Women get together, then give birth to children, completing the inheritance of the royal family. But with you, it is completely different. It is because of this love that I am so excited. I can't stand you saying that I don't love babies."
Zhao Changyuan explained eagerly. In his heart, love is a word, but it is difficult for him to fully explain the word. In fact, he is not very good at love, because Gong Yueyue is the first woman he loved.
, is the first woman who can completely enter his life and his thoughts. (To be continued)