Ye Jin met Ji Shuang the year he and Yizhen broke up.
Before this, Ye Jin scorned the so-called psychological treatment. It was only after she broke up with Yizhen that she began to face up to her mental disorder and realized that it had become morbid.
She also wanted to change, but she never had much determination.
Changing a habit is no easy task, let alone overcoming years of obstacles.
Therefore, the frequency of seeing thistle frost on leaves is not high.
Three or four times a year, or less.
Ye Jin has been able to maintain contact with Ji Shuang for so many years, mostly because he admires Ji Shuang's calm and free temperament. They only occasionally drink tea together and talk a few words. Other than that, they are like strangers the rest of the time.
This level of intersection is exactly what Ye Jin can accept.
For a long time, Ye Jin has never wanted others to know her too well, and has no interest in getting to know others. This is why Ye Jin gives people a sense of distance, always being cold and indifferent.
If he were to choose one patient who made the most profound impression among all his patients, Ji Shuang would say it was Ye Jin. Ye Jin was considered the biggest challenge in his career.
When they met for the first time, Ji Shuang felt that this woman was difficult, cold and arrogant, and had a high inner wall that was difficult to overcome.
It wasn't until the third year of their acquaintance that Ye Jin began to confess to her some things that had been buried deep in his heart.
Ji Shuang had mentioned to Ye Jin a long time ago that she should actively receive counseling treatment, but Ye Jin did not show much willingness. So sometimes Ji Shuang felt that Ye Jin just spent money to chat with her.
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Nearly six years have passed, and the real transformation began at the beginning of this month.
Ye Jin suddenly came to Ji Shuang and told her that she wanted to start receiving psychological treatment. Ji Shuang curiously asked Ye Jin why, and Ye Jin actually said that he fell in love with that girl.
When hearing this answer, Ji Shuang was speechless for a long time.
Sure enough, love is a good thing.
The blizzard has passed.
The snow on the street is gradually melting.
The air is humid and the night wind is cold.
The hustle and bustle of the day is over, and the feasting nightlife has just begun.
When drivers drive through the commercial district with the most concentrated nightclubs in Nancheng, traffic jams are unavoidable. However, after living in Nancheng for a long time, they are naturally used to such common traffic jams.
Ye Jin drank a few glasses of wine and sat in the back seat of the car to take a nap with squinted eyes. During this time, he was busy with new projects and was a little tired from working overtime.
Nightlife is still the most popular nightclub in this area.
When passing through a familiar area, Ye Jin, who was sitting in the back seat, opened his eyes and glanced out the window. Many girls as old as Xia An were coming and going, looking like they were at home like a fish in water.
Ye Jin thought of Xia An again.
It was very subtle, she was someone who never went to nightclubs, but she found time to go to Sheng Ruqi's birthday party that night, and Xia An was the waiter who brought her drinks.
Ye Jin didn't bother to get to know others. Even though she was attracted to Xia An at first sight, she never planned to take the initiative to get to know him at first. But as if it was destined, Xia An began to appear in her field of vision frequently.
, she also learned about this girl’s story by accident.
What Ye Jin didn't expect was that the fake marriage actually led to real feelings.
Leaning on the seat, Ye Jin squinted her eyes again.
"If you don't say anything, how can you give her a chance to understand and accept it?"
"...If you want to be with her, you should be more honest with her and trust her more..."
These days, she is thinking deeply about what Ji Shuang said to her. The process is indeed more important than the result, but how can she not worry about the result?
Don't be too forward-thinking, Ye Jin understands what Ji Shuang means.
But it’s far harder to do than to understand.
"Can you talk to me more in the future?"
"It's okay if you don't want to answer now. We'll talk about it later when you want to."
The image of Xia An when he said these words to her came back to Ye Jin's mind. In fact, she remembered many of Xia An's words and understood the meaning...
Xia An's always sunny smile flashed in her mind. Ye Jin thought, maybe she should really trust Xia An a little more and be more honest with her. Just like Ji Shuang said, put more energy into enjoying the process.
It's not that hard to decide.
The car was still driving slowly. Ye Jin half-opened his eyes and accidentally caught a glimpse of a couple walking on the street. He suddenly remembered that it would be Valentine's Day in a few days.
After thinking for a while, Ye Jin took out her phone and searched quietly:
How to spend Valentine's Day?
How to spend Valentine’s Day more romantically?
…
If you go out of the urban business circle, the roads will be much smoother.
The driver drove the car towards the hospital.
Twenty minutes later, the car stopped.
"arrive?"
"Well, Dr. Xia said she was waiting at that cafe." The driver replied.
Ye Jin was busy during this period and had been arranging for the driver to pick up Xia An. There was a traffic jam on the road just now, and the driver didn't arrive on time, so Xia An was waiting at a coffee shop not far from the hospital.
Tonight, Ye Jin happened to finish early from socializing and drank again, so she asked the driver to pick her up first and then pick up Xia An from the hospital.
"I'm calling Dr. Xia now," the driver said.
"No need." Ye Jin said lightly, "I'll go find her."
Since the boss said so, the driver couldn't say anything. He just explained, "Mr. Ye, it's not convenient to park there, so we can only park here."
"Um."
As soon as Ye Jin got out of the car, the cold wind was biting her bones. The coat on her body was too thin and could not block the chill. She stepped on her high heels, quickened her pace, and walked towards the cafe.
There were almost no people in the cafe.
Xia An was sitting by the window, very conspicuous.
Not far away, through the transparent window, Ye Jin caught a glimpse of Xia An's profile. She was wearing a slightly loose beige sweater, with her straight black hair hanging loose. She held her chin in her left hand and held a pen in her right hand. She lowered her head and looked carefully.
Writing books.
Walking closer, Ye Jin slowly stopped and saw that Xia An was looking at it seriously. He acted like an idiot every time he read a book, as if he had consciously blocked out everything around him.
After staring at that side face for a long time, Ye Jin smiled knowingly.
Not far from the cafe, there was a flower shop with a fresh style, decorated in a Valentine's Day atmosphere. Jinden Ye thought about it for a moment, then turned around and walked to the flower shop first.
As soon as you open the door, the faint fragrance of flowers is refreshing.
It was late, and the flower shop was about to close. When the store manager saw a customer coming in, he greeted him warmly, "Hello, what do you need?"
Looking at the various bouquets in the store, it was dazzling. Ye Jin had no idea for a moment. She was really not good at this. She glanced around and said, "I want to pick a bouquet."
"You want to send..."
After a moment of silence.
"The person you like." Ye Jin said.
"Then..." The store manager understood immediately. Just when he was about to make a recommendation, he heard the other person add something.
"Girlfriend." Ye Jin thought about Xia An's depression and deliberate alienation, and said slowly, "I made her angry recently and made her feel wronged."
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