Whenever he was shaken, Xia An would not look into Ye Jin's eyes, as if she was escaping from her true thoughts. She told herself a thousand times that she hated this person, but in fact, she still liked him.
Xia An even felt a little disgusted with herself. Why should she be so humble to like someone? Is it worth it?
Ye Jin saw Xia An's relaxation and became more and more certain that Xia An was being stubborn with him.
When Xia An is screwed, he will eat the soft part rather than the hard part.
Ye Jin regretted it so much. At that time, Xia An said she wanted a divorce, but instead of coaxing her, she easily agreed. This girl must have been extremely angry.
That day, the decisions they made seemed to be made calmly, but in fact they were all mixed with anger.
After being separated for more than a month, the two of them have been deceiving themselves and enduring suffering. In fact, whenever one person takes the initiative to bow his head, the other will be unable to let go.
Ye Jin always said that Xia An had a stubborn temper, how could she be any better? She had always maintained her stubbornness and arrogance, and was unwilling to be the one who bowed her head.
But now facing Xia An...
"Go home?" Ye Jin coaxed softly, with an almost pleading tone.
Qi Muyi walked out of the kitchen with the dishes and looked at the sofa. Ye Jin and Xia An came close to say something.
After watching for a few seconds, a helpless smile appeared on Qi Muyi's face, but it was an eye-opener. It turned out that Ye Jin would also lower her posture to care about others.
Ye Jin likes Xia An, and not in an ordinary way. This is something Qi Muyi can see. She can't help but wonder whether Ye Jin really loved Yizhen back then. She originally thought that Ye Jin had always had that kind of temperament, but now
It seems that is not the case.
"Is it done?" Qi Muyi walked forward.
"Well, that's it." Xia An said, letting go of Ye Jin's hand.
"Let's eat then, there's only one dish missing."
"Okay." Xia An stood up, packed the medicine box, and put it back to its original position.
As soon as Xia An sat down at the dining table, she caught a glimpse of Ye Jin pulling up a chair and sitting next to her. It was said to be Qi Muyi's birthday, but the dishes on the table were all catered to Xia An's taste. She had just been discharged from the hospital and had to eat a light diet.
There was an inexplicable embarrassment at the dinner table. Maybe something could be said to ease the atmosphere. After eating in silence for a while, Xia An smiled and said, "Teacher, you even cooked for your birthday today."
"For me, cooking is also a kind of relaxation." Qi Muyi helped Xia An serve a bowl of fish soup, ""
“Delicious.”
"As long as you like it, drink more."
Ye Jin was silent on the side, but she listened to every word in her heart. She picked up the glass at hand and took a sip absentmindedly.
Qi Muyi saw her and asked, "Ye Jin, would you like some wine?"
"Need not."
How can I be in the mood to drink?
Don't make the low pressure obvious to people around you. Xia An can feel it when he drinks the soup.
At the dinner table, Xia An and Qi Muyi were chatting and laughing. Ye Jin was originally stern, but this contrast made her look even more boring.
It's not that Xia An didn't notice Ye Jin. On the contrary, although she was talking to Qi Muyi, her mind was on Ye Jin's appreciation. Seeing that Ye Jin didn't take a few bites, after a while, she turned her head and said, "Why don't you eat?"
ah?"
Ye Jin looked at Xia An, her eyebrows relaxed a little, she picked up a piece of chicken and put it in Xia An's bowl.
Xia An looked at Ye Jin and felt abnormal.
Is it so weird to serve her a dish? Qi Muyi looked happy when she served her soup just now. Ye Jin picked up another piece of ribs for Xia An and said, "Eat more."
"..." Xia An looked at his bowl. To be honest, it was the first time he saw someone being so awkward when serving food.
After being indifferent and restrained for a long time and locking her heart tightly, Ye Jin is really not good at caring about someone with a human touch. But from now on, she told herself to get used to being like this in front of Xia An. There are still many things she wants to change.
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Xia An went home with Ye Jin that night, but his attitude was still cold and he deliberately kept a distance from Ye Jin. After spending two nights with the little guy at Ye's house, Xia An insisted on living back in the school dormitory.
Ye was at a loss and even envied Sheng Ruqi's ability to chase people.
In this way, Xia An's "cold war" with Ye Jin lasted for almost two months. During this period, her mood was like a roller coaster, with ups and downs, but she never broke away from the entangled track.
Xia An never knew her weight in Ye Jin's heart, nor did she know Ye Jin's true thoughts, until that night, she saw a side of Ye Jin that she had never seen before...
That night was her first night back to work part-time at night after being discharged from the hospital. The first client she met that night was Ye Jin.
Xia An, who works part-time in the night, can't just put it down. Her father has almost no ability to work. She has to pay for daily expenses and medical treatment, plus the surgery fee she owes Ye Jin...
"I'm still busy." When Xia An saw it was Ye Jin, he turned around and wanted to leave.
Ye Jin knew that Xia An would come back to work here, so she had always been in contact with other nightclub staff. Tonight, she was going to take Xia An away anyway, "I'm here to drink, I'm not familiar with this."
Finally, Xia An helped Ye Jin open the box, "There will be a performance downstairs in half an hour..."
According to the procedure, Xia An introduced it in a regular manner.
"I'm in a bad mood, why don't you come and have a few drinks with me." Ye Jin interrupted Xia An.
Xia An was silent for a moment, then took two wine glasses, opened and poured the wine skillfully, and the translucent liquid slowly submerged the ice cubes. The alcohol content of this wine was not low.
The two of them were silent and drank quietly. The cool wine entered their throats and became scalding hot.
Ye Jin has always paid attention to her own image and never allowed her rude and flustered side to be exposed to the outside world. She has been drunk alone, but she has never been drunk in front of another person.
That night, in front of Xia An, Ye Jin drank a lot of wine, so much that his face was full of drunkenness.
"You've drunk too much, please stop drinking." Xia An couldn't stand it anymore and snatched the wine glass from Ye Jin's hand. She knew that the wine had great stamina.
Ye Jin looked at Xia An intently, his eyes seemed to be frozen. He had never experienced such strong emotions. It was buried in his heart, but it seemed that it would burst out at any time.
Tonight, Ye Jin couldn't restrain himself.
Xia An also stared at Ye Jin. When the other person's tired forehead rested on her shoulder, Xia An's heart beat faster instantly. The heart rate did not lie.
"You're drunk. Xia An tilted his head slightly, rubbing his cheek against Ye Jin's hair, smelling of a familiar and favorite aroma.
Ye Jin rested his head on Xia An's shoulder and leaned a little closer.
Xia An's heartbeat stabilized a bit, but Ye Jin's approaching breath disrupted the rhythm again. She let Ye Jin lean on her shoulder, motionless.
"Send me back, I'm a little dizzy." Ye Jin murmured. If she didn't say anything, she would admit that she was pretending to be drunk. No matter how dizzy she was, she wouldn't be unconscious.
Can you avoid fainting after drinking so much wine? Xia An complained in his heart. After a while, Ye Jin still rested his head on her shoulder. It seemed that he was really drunk.
What else can be done?
After sitting there for a long time, Xia An had to take a temporary leave.
Instead of going home, he took a taxi to a bachelor's apartment in the city. It was the same apartment that Ye Jin took Xia An to before. It was Ye Jin's wish. Xia An also felt that it was not good for the little guy to see adults drunk.
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In the back seat of the taxi, Xia An and Ye Jin were on the left and right, with half a person's distance between them. Ye Jin moved his body, and when Xia An turned his head, he found that Ye Jin was leaning towards him.
After sitting for a while, Ye Jin reached out for his hand and quietly placed it on the back of Xia An's hand.
Here it is again...
When Xia An saw it, he still moved his hand back.
Ye Jin directly squeezed Xia An's hand, and she would not let go easily again.
Xia An turned his head and stared at Ye Jin stubbornly, only to see Ye Jin looking directly at him. Xia An tried to break away, but Ye Jin still didn't let go.
The eyes looked at each other, a silent contest.
Gradually, Xia An let Ye Jin hold hands and stopped moving. She remembered that it was the same way at the beginning. Ye Jin took a step back, and she shamelessly took a step forward.
"Why are your hands so cold?" Drunk, Ye Jin lowered her head towards Xia An and asked with concern in a soft voice.
When looking directly into Ye Jin's eyes, Xia An knew that she could no longer hold her defense line. She was nostalgic for Ye Jin holding her hand like this, and looking at her intently, there was only herself in her eyes.
Ye Jin rested his head on Xia An's shoulder again. It was so comfortable that people couldn't bear to move away.
From the rearview mirror in front, Xia An could just see Ye Jin leaning on her with his eyes closed. He always felt strange. He was completely gone from his usual pride, and looked more like a child seeking comfort.
This was the first time she saw Ye Jin drinking like this.
During the ten-minute drive, the two of them leaned together silently, Ye Jin holding Xia An's hand all the time.
"Why do you let your girlfriend drink so much?" The driver looked at it and couldn't help but interject.
"I told you, but she didn't listen."
After hearing Xia An's complaint, Ye Jin couldn't help but raise the corners of her lips. She rubbed her head against Xia An's neck and said in a hoarse voice, "I will listen to you from now on."
Xia An could hardly sit still, especially when Ye Jin's warm breath blew on her sensitive neck and the bass was so sultry.
Xia An had only been to this apartment once, but she had a deep impression. It should be said that anything between her and Ye Jin left a deep impression on her.
After opening the door, Xia An turned on the light in the entrance hall. When he was looking for the switch of the chandelier in the living room, he was suddenly hugged...
Ye Jin hugged Xia An and held her in his arms. He had always missed the hug. He hadn't hugged her for a long time. Now that he hugs her again, Ye Jin cherishes it very much.
Xia An's mind went blank for a moment.
A small dim lamp was on in the room, and the surroundings were dark, but the warm yellow light spread down, enough for them to see each other's faces clearly.
"You drank too much." Xia An did not push Ye Jin away or respond.
"No." Ye Jin does not rely on alcohol, but she does not deny that sometimes alcohol can give people some courage to break away from the ordinary.
Even so, looking at Ye Jin, Xia An was still angry. Since she couldn't let go of herself, why didn't she say it in the first place? Why did she agree to the divorce so easily, as if she didn't care if they separated.
"Let me go." Xia An became angrier as he thought about it.
"I was wrong, I shouldn't have agreed to divorce." Ye Jin gently stroked Xia An's cheek with one hand and tried his best to coax the person in front of him, "It's my fault, let's not be angry anymore, okay?
good?"
Xia An pursed her lips tightly. She admitted that she was a little angry when she proposed divorce. After all, she still hoped that Ye Jin could coax her and be more proactive and honest with her.
However, no.
The reality really made her want to give up.
"From now on, don't go to nightclubs to drink anymore." Ye Jin held Xia An's face and said slowly, "...I feel bad."