Various reasons, trying every possible means to interfere, but just because they can't bear to part with it.
Now, I finally say what I care about.
Ye Jin held Xia An's face and asked her to look at him, gently rubbing her palms against her smooth skin, with no concealment of nostalgia in her eyes.
An ambiguous hug and soft words in the ear had already changed the atmosphere.
Xia An Mumu looked at Ye Jin, but the familiar face felt strange to her. She had never seen Ye Jin like this before, and she never thought that she would see Ye Jin like this.
Nature is unfamiliar.
This is what Xia An didn't understand about Ye Jin. She would not always maintain an indifferent and aloof attitude. On the contrary, she was more afraid of losing the love in her heart than ordinary people.
Xia An didn't run away, so Ye Jin hugged her tighter little by little, as if she was afraid she would be pushed away.
My arms are getting warmer and warmer.
Ye Jin was immersed in this feeling and couldn't help herself, unbridledly pouring out her long-repressed emotions. She closed her eyes and sighed softly in Xia An's ear, using her drunkenness to persuade her to stay, "Don't leave me."
Ye Jin had said this to Xia An countless times in her dreams, but not once did Xia An choose to stay by her side. I hope reality and dreams will be completely opposite.
Xia An's heart was immediately pulled, and the last line of defense collapsed completely. At this time, she really felt that it was not that Ye Jin didn't like her that much, on the contrary, Ye Jin liked her more strongly than she thought.
She knew that Ye Jin was drunk tonight, but drunken words are often the truest, right?
Being hugged by Ye Jin, Xia An was both happy and annoyed. There is probably no other person in the world who is more boring than Ye Jin. Why should he hide his love and act like he doesn't care that much?
attitude.
"Didn't you promise to give me time..." Ye Jin murmured, asking for the warmth from Xia An to fill the emptiness in her heart, and was reluctant to let go of her arms.
Ye Jin was not completely drunk. She knew exactly what she was talking about. She wanted Xia An to know these words.
This is the beginning of change.
Xia An listened and still didn't understand what Ye Jin meant when he said it took time. It wasn't until not long after that Ye Jin suddenly said many things to her that she truly understood how much weight she held in Ye Jin's heart.
Even though Ye Jin had reached this point, Xia An gritted his teeth and pushed her away to keep the distance between the two.
You have to lose your temper when you need to.
"Don't you care? Don't you care?!" After pushing away Ye Jin's body, Xia An complained angrily, venting his grievances and dissatisfaction.
Rather than being deliberately cold and distant, Ye Jin hopes that Xia An will make trouble with her like this, "When did I say I don't care anymore? I always have random thoughts."
Hearing Ye Jin say that he was having wild thoughts, Xia An curled his lips and became even more angry, "You didn't say anything to me, how come I don't have wild thoughts?"
As he said this, Xia An felt a little sore in his nose, but he still said what he had been suppressing for a long time.
Seeing that Xia An's eyes were red, Ye Jin realized that she had said the wrong thing again.
Xia An sniffed and continued, "You immediately agreed to the divorce. Does that mean you care?"
Sure enough, this is still the point of anger.
Just as Ji Shuang said, she was too frank and communicated very little with Xia An. Ye Jin thought about it and said seriously, "It was me who did not do well in the past...I will tell you from now on so that you know."
The attitude of admitting his mistake is unusually correct.
"..." Xia An looked up, holding her breath and didn't know what to say, because no matter what she said, Ye Jin would patiently coax her.
Seeing that Xia An didn't speak, Ye Jin had no choice but to keep her posture low and said, "I was wrong, don't be angry with me."
He admitted his mistake again, he had admitted it several times tonight. Xia An raised his eyes and glanced at Ye Jin, muttering, "That's all I have to say."
After saying that, Xia An lowered her head and suddenly smiled to herself as if belatedly. She was a little touched by the way Ye Jin knew how to coax others but tried every means to coax her.
Catching Xia An's smile, Ye Jin's tense nerves also relaxed. She reminded Miss Xia in turn, "You still said that I had such a stubborn temper that I had to get a divorce?"
Xia An was a little unreasonable. If Ye Jin agreed to divorce and hurt her heart, then what would Ye Jin think if she said so firmly that she wanted a divorce? As long as you think about it from others' perspective, this is a question that is not difficult to answer. But,
How could she understand that this sultry heart was actually in her body?
"I... those were angry words. Who made you agree?" Xia An rarely made an unreasonable fuss in front of Ye Jin.
Ye Jin laughed when he heard Xia An venting his anger on him. Just like the situation in the dream, this stubborn little man finally admitted that he was angry. Ye Jin lowered his eyes and looked at Xia An's face, "Didn't I admit my mistake?"
Xia An was stunned. Maybe it was because of drinking, so Ye Jin inexplicably had a lazy and coquettish tone when speaking, which was uncharacteristic. She looked at Ye Jin's slightly red cheeks, her eyes lingering, "Are you drunk?
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If she hadn't drunk so much that she lost her "sanity", Xia An wouldn't have thought that Ye Jin would be willing to put aside her dignity and admit her mistakes in front of her over and over again. She was a person who put on airs like that.
Ye Jin rubbed his forehead. The stamina was indeed a bit strong, and his head felt dizzy and uncomfortable. Xia An was afraid that Ye Jin would lose his balance, so he reached out to help Ye Jin and asked with concern, "What's wrong, dizzy?"
Finally, she found the familiar Xia An. Ye Jin leaned towards Xia An and hugged her tightly. She looked at Xia An's eyebrows and hummed softly, "Well, I'm dizzy."
He was acting serious and shameless again. Has Mr. Ye been shameless enough these days? Xia An thought, feeling helpless and funny. She raised her eyes and asked Ye Jin, "You go to rest when you feel dizzy. Why are you hugging me?"
Ye Jin stared at Xia An, silent for a while, but with a smile on her face. She stretched out her hand to gently smooth the hair on Xia An's forehead, and asked in a low voice, "Forgive me?"
The drunken smile and gentle whispers made Xia Anxin melt. Every word Ye Jin said tonight was in her heart, and she kept teasing her, but she couldn't resist it.
Xia An knew that he had failed.
"I don't forgive." Xia An said something duplicity, but he already put his arms around Ye Jin's waist and squeezed her hard. As early as when she was hospitalized, Xia An wanted to hold her like this.
These days, every time Ye Jin took the initiative towards her, she wavered. Until now, she couldn't hold on any longer...
Ye Jin hugged Xia An tightly and kept smiling.
As soon as he hugged her, it became difficult to control his emotions. Xia An rubbed his head into Ye Jin's shoulder, smelling the familiar and favorite aroma, and couldn't help himself.
I don't know why, but I just like the feeling of being with her.
After receiving the response, Ye Jin felt warm in her heart. She gently rubbed Xia An's head on her shoulder and rubbed her hair sideways. She just wanted to cherish everything in the moment.
Late at night, the two of them stood at the door, holding each other in silence, not wanting to let go of each other.
It's been too tiring to pretend during this period.
After working overtime for several consecutive days, Ye Jin was in a very bad state, and after drinking a few more drinks tonight, he looked even more haggard. After Xia An helped Ye Jin sit down on the sofa, as soon as he stood up, he was pulled by Ye Jin.
Hand, "Where to go?"
Mr. Ye was really more clingy than Ye Wan tonight. Xia An helplessly replied, "I'll get you a glass of water."
"Yeah." Ye Jin then let go of Xia An's hand.
She was really tired, and not long after, Ye Jin lay on the sofa and fell asleep. When she opened her eyes hazy, she seemed to see Xia An beside her again, carefully rubbing her temples, and she closed her eyes with peace of mind...
…
A good night's sleep.
When Ye Jin woke up the next day, she found that she was sleeping on the bed. When she looked next to her, she saw that the other side was empty, with no sign of sleeping. She rubbed her forehead and walked around the room, but it was empty. It seemed that Xia An
He should have left last night.
Even though he drank a lot of wine, Ye Jin still vividly remembered the scene last night, especially the scene when Xia An took the initiative to hold her and crawled into her arms... Ye Jin took the phone and the first thing she saw when she woke up was
The first thing is to call Xia An.
When Xia An received the call, she was walking on the school's tree-lined avenue, preparing to go to the hospital.
The cell phone in her bag rang, she looked at it and smiled.
After sliding to answer, Xia An did not speak first, but listened quietly. There was silence for a second, and a pleasant voice sounded in her ears, "When did you leave last night?"
"I'll leave after seeing you fall asleep." There was still plenty of time before going to work, Xia An was basking in the sun and walking leisurely.
"I'll pick you up from get off work tonight. If you want to eat, I'll tell Aunt Zhou in advance."
Xia An was almost lured in by Ye Jin. She hadn't said she wanted to go back yet. It's okay for someone to kill first and then show off. "I'm eating at school, and I have to do experiments at night."
"When will get out of class end, I will pick you up from school."
"Why did you come to pick me up?" Xia An deliberately pretended to be stupid and refused to follow Ye Jin's wishes, "I will live in the school."
Ye Jin paced in the living room, "Don't be stubborn with me. From now on, you will go home."
Xia An heard that Ye Jin had been holding back for a long time before he said this, and then explained, "I'm really busy with experiments these days, and I'll be very late. It's more convenient to live on campus."
Ye Jin hopes that Xia An can go home and live, but is also worried that she will continue to work part-time at nightclubs, "Don't go to nightclubs anymore."
Xia An thought of Ye Jin's words "I feel bad" last night. To be honest, she was very excited, even now when she thought about it.
"Don't go." Ye Jin emphasized repeatedly.
"Well, I understand."
Xia An hung up the phone, basked in the warm sunshine, and continued walking forward with a brisk pace. Today is the last day of May, and Xia An feels that it is also the brightest day in May.
Ye Jin opened the heavy blackout curtains in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, and the bright sunlight penetrated the glass windows and filled the room with warmth, giving it an increasingly summery feel.
She looked into the distance, not knowing when, when she mentioned summer, she would think of Xia An. She remembered that Xia An said that her surname was Xia, and she happened to be born in summer.
Thinking about last night again, Ye Jin smiled, but Ye Jin's smile was not as relaxed as Xia An's. She stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and walked for a while, still hiding her thoughts.
Why do you think so much? Ye Jin tried to enlighten herself, not thinking about anything else, but thinking more about Xia An's smile. She was willing to open her heart and fight for it once. As for the result...
if I get it I am lucky, but if not, it is fate.
After Xia An finished the experiment and returned to the dormitory to take a shower, it was already past eleven o'clock.
She wiped her hair and found two missed calls.
It's Ye Jin.
After that night, Ye Jin started calling her every day. Several times when she was doing experiments, she could only say a quick word and then hang up. Ye Jin would wait until her experiment was over before calling again.
Xia An has a warm head and is often easily moved by the people she likes.
Just when Xia An was thinking about whether to call him, Ye Jin called her for the third time.
"What's the matter?" Xia An asked knowingly. In fact, she also wanted to hear Ye Jin's voice.
"The kindergarten is going to go camping at the beach on the weekend. Wanwan hopes that we can go with her."
"You told me the day before yesterday, and the little guy told me too." Xia An listened with a smile on her lips. It must be difficult for a boring gourd to take the initiative to say so many words. She asked, "Nothing else.
What?"
"Wanwan..."
"If you miss me every night, I will call her." As soon as Ye Jin started to speak, Xia An interrupted, and she was silent for two seconds, "Can you please stop using the little one as an excuse."
Mr. Ye's thoughts were piqued.
"When are you going home?" Ye Jin leaned on the bedside and glanced at the empty side of the double bed. She hesitated for a moment, lowered her eyes and said in a very soft voice, "I miss you..."