Chapter 1036 She punished him, but she could not love
"Don't come close to me, don't touch me...Daddy, Mommy, I don't want him anymore, I don't dare to want him anymore, please forgive me...Brother, please take me away...I beg you, take me away..."
Gu Yejin held her tightly in his arms, his handsome face buried deep in her long hair, "Lingling, don't be like this..."
At this time, Ye Ling's soft little hand touched her belly, "Daddy and Mommy, do you blame me for being pregnant with his child... wuwu, this child shouldn't have come, it's me who is selfish... Daddy and mommy, I don't want it now
I have a child, I just want to be your daughter, you can take me away..."
Ye Ling clenched her fist and began to hit her abdomen again and again.
Gu Yejin's black pupils shrank violently, and he almost growled and grabbed her fist, "Ling Ling!"
Holding her little fist in his palm, he put an arm around her trembling body and pressed her into his arms, "Lingling, don't do this... don't do this, I beg you..."
He messily kissed half of her little face buried in the pillow. He was panicking, in pain, almost begging humbly.
"Ling Ling, please don't hurt our child. He is innocent... He has suffered so many hardships with us and has never given up on us. You are his mother. How can you give up on him? How can you not want him?
…”
Ye Ling was struggling. She didn't know where she got the strength to push him away suddenly. She used her hands and feet to get out of the bed, "Daddy, Mommy, where are you? Wuwu, I don't want anything anymore. Please take me away..."
Gu Yejin was pushed away and his back hit the head of the bed. He looked at the woman who was about to go crazy in front of him, his eyes burning red.
He believed it, it turns out that falling in love is really so difficult.
Gu Yejin reached out and opened the bed cabinet. There were two syringes in the drawer, which Xia Xiwan gave to him.
Xia Xiwan said on that phone call that these two doses of syringes were the last time she was given to him.
Ye Ling is not a person now, but a pregnant woman. She cannot take medicine at all, and the two doses of syringes are already counted down.
Gu Yejin picked up a syringe with trembling fingertips. There was nothing he could do.
She is still pregnant with the baby, where can she use needles?
But what can he do without needles and watch her take the child away?
Gu Yejin hugged Ye Ling over with her eyes closed. He let her lie on his lap, then clasped her slender arms and inserted the long needle quickly and hard.
"Ah!" Ye Ling screamed, opened her mouth and bit his thigh hard.
Time seemed to have stood still. The room was so quiet that you could hear the winter wind blowing outside the window. The woman who had been so fierce and cruel just bit his thigh and remained motionless.
Gu Yejin pulled out the needle and threw it on the carpet. Blood seeped out from where she bit it. It was probably painful, but it was nothing compared to the pain in his heart.
He stretched out his hands and realized that he was trembling. He tremblingly pushed away the messy hair on her face, then lifted her into his arms and said, "Lingling, does the acupuncture hurt...sorry, really sorry."
…I don’t know what to do either, please teach me what to do…”
With a "vomit" sound, Ye Ling vomited in his arms.
There was a fishy-sweet taste of blood in her mouth, and she vomited over and over again, as if she wanted to spit out the last bit of bitter water left in her stomach.
Gu Yejin slapped her back hurriedly. Every sin she suffered now was like a whip lashing his soul, and it hurt him more than her.
Ye Ling finally stopped vomiting because she couldn't vomit anything anymore. The retching that followed choked her face with tears. Gu Yejin scooped her into his arms. She looked like she had come up from the sea, and her whole body was covered with blood.
My pajamas were soaked through.
He picked her up horizontally and carried her to the bathing room. He put warm water in the bath, held her in his arms, and washed her hair first.
Her small and soft body was lying in his arms, like a little girl in his arms, so soft that she had no bones. She closed her eyes. She was so exhausted that she didn't even have the strength to open her eyes. She pouted her pink
Lips, soft and soft, spoke to him, "I want to sleep... I want to sleep..."
She didn't let him wash her hair or touch it. She was so tired that she just wanted to sleep.
Gu Yejin lowered his eyes and looked at her cute face. She seemed to be acting coquettishly at this moment, which made his heart feel soft and soft.
"Lingling, be good, you are sweating, you will catch a cold if you don't take a shower... Go to sleep if you want, I will hold you... I will be gentle, you will be fine soon..."
He held a handful of her satin-like hair. When his fingertips went in, he suddenly froze. He pulled his fingers away, and there was a large amount of black hair in his fingertips.
She started losing her hair.
She has started to lose her hair.
She was so beautiful, and this red rose that was once the most delicate was rapidly declining.
Gu Yejin was so stunned that she didn't know how to react. Suddenly she felt a slip in her arms. When she lowered her eyes, she saw that Ye Ling's left hand was protecting her lower abdomen, and her right hand was already hanging feebly in the air.
Gu Yejin felt like she couldn't breathe.
After a while, he dared to stretch out his hand and slowly probed under her nose...
There is breathing.
Breathe!
Gu Yejin was like a drowning fish that suddenly returned to the sea. He panted his chest, hugged the woman's little head and buried his head into her neck. He cried and called her name, "Ling"
Ling, don’t go, please..."
This was this man's most humble and devout prayer for her.
Don't go...
…
Ye Ling began to sleep in a daze, not knowing whether she was asleep or semi-conscious. Gu Yejin asked Xia Xiwan when she would wake up. Xia Xiwan said that Lingling would wake up whenever she wanted.
.
Mental illness is like this, you can only rely on yourself.
Gu Yejin stopped working and did nothing. She just stayed by Ye Ling's bed and stayed awake all night.
The maid came in and persuaded in a low voice, "Sir, you can't do this. Your body can't bear it. It's okay not to sleep. You have to eat something."
Gu Yejin didn't seem to hear, and stayed by Ye Ling's side. When she was sad and sick, he got sick too. She didn't eat, and he couldn't eat anything either. She was his whole world.
The maid sighed and then left helplessly.
Gu Yejin held Ye Ling's little hand. After a few days, his eyes were filled with red bloodshot eyes. Then he suddenly discovered that Ye Ling's right hand was empty, as if something was missing.
He knew that the wedding ring was gone.
He hadn't noticed her hands these days, but now he realized that the wedding ring on her hands was gone.
The wedding ring was gone.
This wedding ring should be impossible to take off.
Soon Gu Yejin froze. He suddenly thought of the English string on the wedding ring, j-love-l.
Gu Yejin loves Ye Ling.
It turns out that she saw his love!
Gu Yejin suddenly understood. Xia Xiwan was right. She chose self-exile during this mental illness. She couldn't help but hate Ye Ming's death. She was withering and falling by his side day by day. This was her