Gu Yejin's thin lips fell on Ye Ling's little hand, rubbing and kissing her, and then he realized that she could be so cruel.
She had said before that she should not let her know that he loved her, but now she knew it, so she used herself as a blade to pierce his heart fiercely.
Gu Yejin kissed her, and then said in a hoarse voice, "Lingling, no matter what you do, I will happily do it."
…
Ye Ling woke up, but her condition was getting worse and worse. When she slept in bed every day without opening her eyes, she had neither the strength nor the desire to open her eyes.
Gu Yejin would not go anywhere with her every day, and she started to be unable to eat. Gu Yejin would prepare delicious food for her in various ways, and then feed her with his own hands one spoon at a time. She was very good, and she would eat when he fed her.
Eat, but spit it out as soon as you swallow it.
Xia Xiwan comes every day, but her face becomes more serious.
Ye Ling doesn't like to bask in the sun, she almost rejects it. Whenever Gu Yejin opens the curtains, she will wake up and then struggle uneasily on the bed. So they spent this winter in darkness. This bedroom
There is no ventilation or sunlight, and the silence is suffocating and depressing.
Ye Ling couldn't eat, so Xia Xiwan gave her nutrient solution every day. Later, Gu Yejin learned to perform acupuncture on his own. He performed the acupuncture in person every day, and he knew the fear himself.
The only good thing is that this child is very stubborn. Although his mother almost died, he is still growing vigorously. The little guy is very healthy.
That night, Ye Ling opened her eyes in a daze. She had a splitting headache and felt uncomfortable all over. She stretched out her little hand to touch the bedside, but there was no one there.
She struggled to sit up, lifted the quilt and got out of bed. She didn't wear slippers, and her feet were bare on the soft and thick carpet. She wanted to find Gu Yejin.
After walking a few steps, she heard a slight noise in the shower room. She walked over. The shower room door was open, and Gu Yejin was standing by the sink washing clothes.
The man wore a thin cyan sweater and dark casual trousers underneath. He had always been like this. The clean and simple combination made him handsome and stylish.
There was a small pink basin next to the sink. He was washing her underwear in his hands. The foam came out of his hands. There was only a dim light in the shower room, which made his quiet figure appear bright.
So lonely and long.
Ye Ling felt her cheeks moistened as she looked at it. She reached out to touch it, and there were tears on her face.
She was already in tears.
As if there was a connection between them, Gu Yejin suddenly turned around and saw her. He dropped the clothes in his hands and simply washed his hands, pulled out his long legs and came over, "Why are you getting out of bed? Are your bare feet not cold? Why are you catching a cold?
manage?"
He picked her up and carried her to the soft bed.
Ye Ling lay back on the big bed again. He reached for the quilt and covered her tightly. He frowned tightly, and there was reproach in his soft voice, "Just call me if you want to do anything. I was just doing laundry."
, I’ll go downstairs to cook for you later, let’s eat some more and give it a try, will you…”
His voice stopped suddenly because a soft fingertip came to the center of his frowning eyebrows, and her gentle voice echoed in his ears, "Hubby, don't frown."
Gu Yejin was shocked, a pair of black eyes locked on her tightly.
What did she call him?
husband?
Gu Yejin couldn't explain his feelings. Should he be happy?
Yes, she should be overjoyed, because they have been married for so long, and she has never called him husband. This is the first time.
This "husband" finally came to him.
However, he was not happy at all, because her physical condition was getting worse and worse, and her current improvement was probably similar to... a return to the past...
Ye Ling slowly stretched out her two small hands and touched his handsome face. She frowned, her eyebrows filled with distress, "Husband, why have you lost weight? You didn't even shave."
He still looked familiar to her, except that he had lost a lot of weight, his entire facial features had been shaved off, and there was a ring of stubble on his smooth lower jaw, which he had not shaved for a long time.
Gu Yejin reached out and touched her little face, rubbing her still delicate skin with his fingertips infatuatedly. He came to her forehead and kissed her slowly, "Wife..."
He called her wife softly.
"Yes." She smiled and responded, wrapping her arms around his neck and hugging him tightly.
Gu Yejin kissed her from her forehead to her face. He hadn't kissed her for a long time. He didn't dare to do it for fear of offending her. He endured it for a long time, but he couldn't help it at this moment.
He found her soft red lips and kissed them tenderly.
Ye Ling trembled her long eyelashes like a cattail leaf, closed her eyes gently, and responded to him greenly.
At this moment, the dim yellow wall lamp shone brightly on the two people. They didn't speak, they just held each other tightly and kissed each other.
After kissing for an unknown amount of time, Gu Yejin let go of her. He buried his head in her pink neck, wrapped a strong arm around her small shoulders and pressed her into his arms. He was so strong that he wanted to rub her into his body.
In the bones and blood.
"Wife, please don't leave me..." He rubbed his nose against her delicate skin, looking like a poor little beast acting coquettishly at his master's legs. "Wife, I don't know what to say. In fact, I don't have the right to speak.
...I'm sorry about your dad, mommy, and your brother. I thought about repaying it. One life is worth three lives, but I can't bear to take my own life...I now have a wife and children. It's not easy for me to have a child.
I have a home, and I can obviously reach out and touch happiness. I really can’t bear to live my life..."
"Wife, I can't bear to bear your life, nor can I bear to bear the life of our son. Our family of three is connected by blood, and we can't live without anyone... I know that I am really selfish. I don't know what else to do except sorry...
"
Ye Ling buried her face in his neck, with hot tears streaming down her face. She whispered and swallowed, "Husband, I'm sorry, I'm... really in pain right now..."
"Well, I know, I know..."
How could he not know her pain? She was crying for her parents over and over again in her dreams. She asked her parents not to push her away. She asked her parents to take her away...
She was living in such pain in this world, and she wanted to be freed.
She hasn't put on a pound of meat these days and is very thin. Before she got pregnant, she weighed 90 pounds. He just weighed her this morning when he held her in his arms. She was almost 80 pounds.
Just now, she was standing barefoot on the carpet, wearing a white nightgown. The nightgown was wrapped around her body. She was so thin that she would float away in a gust of wind. Even her two delicate arms were covered with blue and purple needle holes.
Her body was covered with needle holes, and there was no way he could avoid inserting needles. He could only watch her suffer and watch her struggle.
"Honey, can you just let me be selfish this time? You want to be free, but I can't let you go. I know I'm holding you tightly and causing you pain, but..."