Xu Ran didn't know how he was feeling at this time. It should be said that there were only two choices before him.
Either hug Han Yike, comfort her, and take care of her according to her thoughts, and things will return to normal life today.
But she is still so arrogant and arrogant, returning to the competition to play professionally. As long as she is by her side, she will not give up easily. For her, as long as she needs it, she will work hard.
It was as if nothing had happened, and it was as if nothing I had said today had been heard or spoken.
The reason is also very simple. If you admit what Han Yike said, then it actually means nothing if you care about what she just said.
After all, ordinary life, as Han Yike said, has not changed. It was the same as it was before and it is now. There is no need to change. She will still be by her side, silently accompanying her, watching her choose a spouse, and watching her career advance step by step.
l...this was all her original plan.
Logically speaking, returning to the past was what Xu Ran had to do, but for some reason, he decided in his heart that if he really accepted what Han Yike said, his heart would be very painful...
Ye Ke has given up too much in order to be with him, but in order to return to his normal life, he actually has to accept Ye Ke's sacrifice.
Xu Ran felt that she couldn't do it...no matter what.
In other words, why can he do this?
Even if he is the most important person in Yike's heart, he can't do this!
Obviously liking someone and pursuing that person is the right of a boy or a girl. Why can't Han also have this right? Is it because she is 'disabled'? Disabled girls cannot have the same psychological rights as other people.
rights and ideas?
Why should Han Yike become the girl who was wronged?
In Xu Ran's eyes, he couldn't see Han Yike being wronged... He couldn't see anyone bullying Han Yike.
He couldn't bear to see Han Yike bullying him...
"Yes, you are wrong...you are really wrong..."
Xu Ran smiled bitterly and shook his head. His hands held Han Yike's face. The two were hugging each other, and their faces were very close to each other. They were so close that Xu Ran could clearly see the bloodshot eyes in Han Yike's eyes.
"Even if I am really wrong, so what? I have never wanted to be an adult who only wants to do the right thing." Han Yike compromised and rubbed his face against Xu Ran's hand. At this time,
She seemed to have given up completely.
She gave up what she deserved, or in her eyes, what she shouldn't have.
"This is different."
"Why is it different?"
"You talked about Yiyi before. Has Yiyi told you what kind of boy she wants to find?"
Han Yike hesitated for a moment: "She said she wanted to find a boy who is suitable for her and fall in love with the purpose of getting married..."
"Yes, she said she wanted to find a boy who is suitable for her. This idea is absolutely correct. Even you think of me like this and think that I need to find a girl that is suitable for me when I get married. However, you still think that Yiyi is suitable.
My girl. But..."
Xu Ran frowned and shook his head distressedly: "This is wrong, this is really wrong... Although this idea is not wrong, it is also wrong. But, I will admit that you really understand me, and I do He is an extremely macho guy. I really prefer a girl who is considerate and understanding of me and can make me feel relaxed when I get home after get off work every day. Maybe Yiyi is the girl you mentioned, she is very suitable for me..."
"Everyone in this world is looking for the person they think is right, the person they think is right for them..."
"But it's okay, then who will try to be the right person?"
"If everyone wants to enjoy the shade, then who will be the big tree?"
Han Yike was stunned and looked at Xu Ran blankly, not knowing how to answer.
Yes, everyone wants to enjoy the shade...who will be the tree?
Everyone wants to find the right person for them, so who will be the right person for them?
"Okay, wouldn't you be the right girl for me?"
Han Yike's face was full of disbelief, he narrowed his eyes slightly in confusion, and said a little scared: "Xu Daodao... what do you mean?"
Xu Ran didn't know if what he did was right, but he had to do it. If he didn't, he would never be able to face his heart in the future.
"Since you understand me and understand what I need, why can't you be the right person?" Xu Ran wiped Han Yike's tears, "Why must it be someone else and not you?"
"How could it be me..."
"Why can't it be you? What you said before is right. Love can be upgraded. There have never been two people in the world who fell in love from birth. Love is the feeling that arises in the process of two people getting along, whether it is friendship,
Family affection, even sympathy, can be transformed into love..." Xu Ran said seriously, "Do you really think that there won't be the relationship you want between us?"
Han Yike's mouth was weak, and tears fell again: "But it's so hard to be an adult... It's really hard to be an adult you like... I can't do it, with such a bad guy by your side.
It will only cause you trouble, and it will only make the people around you stay away from you... I don't want others to look at you with strange eyes."
"Didn't I say that we can take on many things together, and the strange looks in other people's eyes don't matter at all. I know it's hard to be an adult, but no matter what, you can slowly try to be an adult, you can slowly go
Understand the world and slowly become the right person. I understand that this process is difficult, even difficult to accomplish, and may even fail, but until then... you will always be my girl."
"Don't be afraid of causing trouble for me. You must know that you have never made me worry, and I have never hated you."
Han Yike cried loudly, and her cry echoed in the room. Her voice no longer contained suppression, but was filled with complete release.
"Xu Daodun...are everything you said true? Is it true? Can I do it too?"
"What I said is real."
"Can I really do this? Can I really...really do this?"
"There is no problem. But, as I said, you have to have what others have. This is what I have been working hard to do."
Han Yike hugged Xu Ran and cried loudly. Xu Ran immediately felt that her cheeks were soaked with tears.
Xu Ran could also feel the rise and fall of his chest clearly, and he could also feel the beating of his little heart.
Xu Ran really didn't know whether what he just said was correct or not...
Obviously he shouldn't say these words, and he shouldn't let Han Yike have any thoughts about this, because he really has no idea of falling in love, at least not in the past two years.
He had even promised Liang Da before, asking her to wait for him for two years, and he would give Liang Da an answer after two years.
And these two years haven't passed yet, and I have to signal another girl...
Xu Ran had already thought before today that he could no longer provoke girls' feelings. He could not face everyone's feelings, he could not face Liang Da's feelings, and he could not face Han Yike's humble feelings.
..
The best solution today is to obey what Han Yike said.
But if he really does this, Xu Ran will never forgive himself in this life. He once promised Han Yike that if others have it, she must have it too.
Since Yiyi and Liangda have the courage and the right to like others and pursue others, why can't they also have it?
Maybe what I just did went against what I had already decided.
But things in the world are fickle, and Xu Ran doesn't think she can be so cruel as to let Han Yike be the girl who will always be unknown behind the scenes.
The happiness Liang Da gave him had already overflowed the cup and soaked his hands.
But the love Han Yi Ke gave him had already quietly filled his body and mind, but he never realized it.
Han Yike, who had been crying for a long time, slowly stopped.
Xu Ran took a wet towel to wipe Han Yike's crying face. Sure enough, girls are really made of water. Who can cry all the time like this?
Until Han Yike calmed down, she looked at Xu Ran very seriously. The two of them were hugging each other on the gaming chair. Their posture never changed. It could be said that Xu Ran was holding Han Yike's whole body.
Han Yike held Xu Ran's shoulders with his two small hands and watched silently with his big red eyes.
"Xu Daodun, is what you said true? Let me tell you, it's okay if you regret it now, I won't be angry."
"There is nothing to regret. A man's words are hard to follow." Xu Ran said without hesitation.
"Does that mean I can pursue you with other girls openly from now on?"
Xu Ran looked slightly embarrassed: "Take your time with emotional matters, don't rush..."
"If other girls lose, don't feel sorry for them."
Good guy, why did this little girl's momentum suddenly come out?
Xu Ran smiled and said: "If they lose, it must be because you are too good, so why should you feel sorry for them?"
"Xu Tao...I like you."
"Hey, I know."
"Then I'm hungry."
Xu Ran was stunned. Thinking about it, this girl ran out of the team base in the early morning without her mobile phone or wallet. She had nothing to eat or drink in this rental house, and she had been hungry for 12 hours. How can this little body stand up to it?
live?
"Okay, we'll go out to find something to eat later... um!"
Xu Ran was stunned. All he saw in front of his eyes was the appearance of Yi Ke who had closed his eyes, with long and thin eyelashes...
He wanted to say something, but nothing came out.
Han Yike blocked his mouth.
So when she said she was hungry...is that what she meant?!
Han Yike is very clumsy, but he obviously has experience and skills he learned from nowhere, and even has that inexplicable courage.
She took the initiative to ask for it, and spread his thin lips smoothly and lightly. The two of them sat on the gaming chair, how could they be separated?
Xu Ran closed her eyes subconsciously, but immediately realized something was wrong. She put her hands on Han Yike's shoulders and tried to push them away, but Han Yike scolded her.
"Don't move...Xu Daodun. Let me tell you, I have wanted to do this for a long time, and I have endured it for too long..."
Xu Ran couldn't help but shake his head: "That's okay, we can't..."
"What can't you do? That bad woman could do this before you started dating. Why can't I? Am I worse than her?"
"is not what it means..."
"Xu Naitao, be obedient and don't move..."
As soon as he finished speaking, Han Yike blocked Xu Ran's mouth again.
Perhaps it was because she was unfamiliar with her for the first time, but Han Yike was obviously more proficient in the second forced kiss. She seemed to enjoy this kind of thing and was not as stiff as other girls.
Although Han Yike didn't understand anything, after a few operations, everyone would be confused.
Xu Ran wanted to push Han Yike away, but her hands seemed weak for some reason. Han Yike even subconsciously lifted up his shirt and pressed his hand down.
After a while, Xu Ran felt the soft and warm waist in her hands.
Xu Ran's heart trembled as he closed his eyes. It's not like he and Han Yi didn't have any intimate gestures, not to mention touching their waists.
But I don't know why... everything changed after he said those words to Han Yike...
Everything has changed.
If he obeys Han Yike's words, then life will return to the past, and it will be a normal life as if nothing happened.
But he didn't... He had to make Han Yike no longer 'incomplete'.
However, this kind of decision will inevitably change your life in the future. The life you once had will never come back...
With Xu Ran nodding over Han Yike, what else would she worry about? She wouldn't worry about anything anymore, her mind was full of everything she wanted, she had to get it back...
If Xu Ran had touched Han Yike's smooth and tender waist directly, he wouldn't have felt it at all, but the feelings were mutual.
Han Yike has changed towards him, so why hasn't he changed towards Han Yike?
After being kissed, could he still treat Han Yike as a child?
Han Yike couldn't breathe, and left panting after a while. Her eyes were blurred, her breathing was rapid, and there was an inexplicable and alluring smell on her body. Xu Ran felt that something was wrong all over her body.
His hand was still inside, and he couldn't help but rub it a little.
Han Yike seemed to enjoy the warmth of Xu Ran's hands, his whole face was rosy, and looking at Xu Ran's condition, he couldn't help but have a naughty smile on his lips.
"So this is what it feels like..."
"That's okay, we can't do this."
"I'm not a child anymore, I know what I'm doing, I'm doing what I want to do, what I've always wanted to do, what I've always wanted to do in my dreams...!"
Han Yike pressed Xu Ran's other hand down, and the other hand easily gave in. It wrapped around Han Yike's lower body. Her initial sitting position determined that she had all the control.
"Xu Naitao, hug me."
Han Yike's tone was confused. The stinky girl who usually didn't understand anything actually had a girl's naughty smile.
Xu Ran shook his head slightly and frowned: "I..."
"Don't move..."
Han can also choose to hug Xu Ran tightly and press her small body close to her. Her heartbeat speeds up and her breathing becomes faster and faster.
"Don't move...just let me move..."
Then Han Yike kissed Xu Ran again, and Han Yike noticed the strangeness in Xu Ran's body.
In other words, it is impossible not to notice it. Even after Han Yike noticed it, he still faced the difficulties...
She also enjoys this feeling...
"Well..."
Xu Ran felt like he was missing a muscle in his mind. Obviously what happened now was not what he wanted to do, but he still couldn't help but hold Han Yike's body tightly with his hands. The two bodies were closer to each other.
Both of us can feel the difference in our bodies.
Han Yike suddenly let out a cry and couldn't help but sway slightly.