Chapter 63 An Neng Distinguishes My Male and Female
Chen Ma and others who were guarding outside the house: "..."
What is the old lady doing? Why is the third young lady called like this?
However, none of them moved, because no one dared to go in without the old lady's order.
Anyway, there is just a child in the house, so what kind of trouble can it cause?
As long as the one who suffers the loss is not their master.
In the room, after calling out, Yao Anyi quickly grabbed a quilt and covered his entire body.
He was still curled up and huddled directly to the corner of the bed, staring at Gu Qingling with a look that was both frightening and wary.
It was as if she was a dragon and could swallow him up with just one opening of her mouth.
In order to prevent people from outside the house from breaking in, Gu Qingling said aloud: "Stay outside. No one is allowed to come in without my instructions."
Then, she looked at Yao Anyi and said, "It seems that you are very clear about your gender. Tell me, what is going on?"
Prepare a cliche.
Yao Anyi, who was holding the quilt, swallowed and did not dare to say a word.
He never thought that one day, his gender would be exposed to the old lady in such a way.
This was completely different from the way his mother said it before, which made him feel scared.
"What, you don't want to answer me?" Gu Qingling raised her eyebrows.
"No...no..." Yao Anyi said fearfully.
Gu Qingling moved a chair over and sat down, and said calmly: "Okay, I'm ready, let's talk."
Yao Anyi: "..." But I'm not ready yet.
Speaking of which, this matter is actually a bit "complex". At least for Yao Anyi's psychological journey, this is a very "complex" matter.
In the beginning, Yao Anyi always thought that he was a girl. After all, he had been raised as a girl by everyone, so he didn't think there was anything wrong with it.
Although he is a concubine, everything for him is arranged by his mother, and there is nothing for him to worry about, such as bathing, personal clothing, and some "rules"...
All these things prevented anyone from recognizing his gender.
However, preventing others from recognizing his gender does not prevent him from noticing that something is wrong, especially when there are a group of hindrances around him.
For example, Old Aunt Chen would always scold him with the girl's film, saying that his mother was a hen that couldn't lay eggs, could not give birth to a chicken without a handle, and had no ability at all.
His father also sighed, regretting that he was not a "leader".
Although Mrs. Yao San loved her, the neglect and indifference of other elders made Yao Anyi have some doubts in his heart: Why don't they like me?
What is a handle?
Why is it so important to bring a handle or not?
Yao Anyi didn't dare to ask anyone else. He could only ask his nanny or Mrs. Yao San.
When he asked the wet nurse, the wet nurse hesitated; when he asked Mrs. Yao San, Mrs. Yao San silently wiped away tears. Until a maid who often played with him told him that she had given birth to a "handsome baby" at home.
, she will no longer be afraid of others bullying her, because she has a "brother"...
It was also that time that Yao Anyi knew what "handling" meant and the difference between boys and girls.
Of course, at that time, he didn't realize that he was a boy. He just felt horrified that he, a girl, had something that only boys have?!
Oh my God?!
this is too scary!
Yao Anyi felt scared and regarded others as a monster. From then on, he never wanted a nanny to give him a bath or anyone to accompany him to the toilet.
He looked at the thing between his legs and even wanted to take out a knife and stamp it off, because only then could he become a normal girl.
He mustered up the courage and mentally rehearsed over and over again how he could stamp it clean and make himself normal.
Just when Yao Anyi was about to take action, his wet nurse noticed something was wrong: "Little miss, what are you doing?!"
Yao Anyi, who was holding the knife, looked panicked and quickly pulled up his pants that reached his calves: "Nanny...nanny?!"
He quickly cried and begged the wet nurse not to tell his mother, saying that he was not a monster and that as long as he stomped off the thing between his legs, he would be a "normal daughter".
"Please, nanny, don't tell my mother that I'm really not a monster."
"Don't worry, as long as I stamp it down, I'll be normal."
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Opposite me, the wet nurse looked horrified, and she quickly took the knife from Yao Anyi's hand.
"Little...little miss...don't scare me, put the knife down quickly."
"Nanny, please, don't tell my mother, I will be obedient in the future and I will never cause trouble for you again..." Yao Anyi was scared to death.
The wet nurse was also scared to death. She was so frightened while comforting the very young Yao Anyi.
As early as when Mrs. Yao San handed over this matter to her, she felt that it was unreliable, but Mrs. Yao San held on to her contract of sale and her family, so she did not dare to disobey.
In the blink of an eye, so many years have passed, and Yao Anyi is already six years old, almost at the age where he should understand.
The wet nurse finally coaxed Yao Anyi to sleep, and uneasily sent a little maid to invite Mrs. Yao San.
"Third Madam, I'm sorry."
As soon as she saw Mrs. Yao San, the wet nurse knelt down and kowtowed, and reported the incident with red eyes.
It's impossible not to report, Yao Anyi is ready to take action even if he doesn't pay attention...
Oh my god, if she hadn't seen it and let Yao Anyi succeed in stomping it, that would... be really scary!
"What?!"
When Mrs. Yao San heard the news, she was shocked because she never thought that her son would discover this "secret" so quickly.
She didn't know how long this matter could be kept secret, but she didn't expect it to be revealed so quickly.
Mrs. Yao San was so anxious that she walked around the room, not knowing what to do.
After a while, she asked the wet nurse: "Who else knows about this besides you?"
The nanny shook her head: "Besides the slave, you are the only one who knows about this matter. As soon as the slave found out, she immediately arranged for someone to invite the lady over... Madam, the young lady already knows about it. I'm afraid I won't be able to keep this matter secret for long. You
What are you going to do?"
"I don't know..." Mrs. Yao San murmured to herself and said, "We can't let others discover this matter. If anyone finds out that Sister Yi is a boy, then...then he will be finished."
As she talked, Mrs. Yao San's eyes turned red, saying that she only had a child like Yao Anyi, and she didn't know what to do if Yao Anyi had any shortcomings.
"Anyway, no matter what, this matter must be concealed." Mrs. Yao San bit her lip and said firmly.
"But..." The wet nurse hesitated, "The young lady already knows, and he still thinks that he is abnormal. Do we...should we continue to mislead him and make him think that he is a girl?"
She stopped the little lady from harming herself this time, but what if it happens next time?
