When Yao Anyi woke up, he found his mother sitting beside the bed in a daze.
As soon as he saw her, Yao Anyi's eyes turned red: "Mother..."
He shouted softly and threw himself into the arms of Mrs. Yao San, feeling aggrieved and scared.
He really just wants to be a "normal daughter", he doesn't want to be regarded as a monster.
Woo woo woo...
He is so afraid that his mother will not want him!
Mrs. Yao San came to her senses, and when she saw Yao Anyi's appearance, she also became sad.
She hugged her "daughter" and apologized quickly: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry..."
Tears fell down all of a sudden.
"Mom, it's not your fault, it's my daughter's fault. It's my daughter's fault, my daughter..." Yao Anyi cried, unable to say the words, "My daughter is a monster, it's my daughter's fault..."
Mrs. Yao San's heart ached instantly: "No, you are not a monster. How could you be a monster? You are a good child. It is all your mother's fault. It was your mother...it was your mother who harmed you..."
The mother and son cried and talked for a long time.
The wet nurse who was guarding outside was afraid that they would talk too long and attract other people's attention, so she had to come in and interrupt them, reminding them: "Madam, it's time for someone to come in the evening."
"I understand." Mrs. Yao San then wiped away her tears and said that Yao Anyi was six years old and was a young adult, and he should understand some things.
Then he seriously talked to Yao Anyi about his gender——
"You are a boy, you don't have to doubt that."
"Mom, I'm sorry for you. It's because I don't have the ability to protect you, so I have to raise your good brother as a girl."
"Because if you let others know that you are a girl, you will be harmed."
…
Think about it, how old Yao Anyi was at that time. She thought she was a girl at first, but then she really thought she was a girl.
Although he also found that he didn't like girls' things very much, but was more interested in boy's things, but that's not what a girl should do.
He had no choice but to "endure" it.
Just when he thought he was suffering enough, he discovered that he was a girl and had something that only a boy could have. He was so frightened that he almost fainted.
He didn't want to be a monster, so he did a lot of psychological construction and wanted to stamp it out.
This was his first psychological change.
However, when he was almost transformed, Mrs. Yao San was worried that he would do something stupid, so she suddenly told him the "truth" and asked him to keep it a secret.
Six-year-old Yao Anyi felt completely bad: "..."
So, am I a boy or a girl?
Is it a boy pretending to be a girl, or a girl with a strange thing?
This confusion lasted for a long time.
All of them are not explained one by one.
But it is completely conceivable that for such a young child who is establishing his own three views and gender impressions, this kind of "twists and turns" is still very scary for him.
There were so many doubts and pains in his mind, but no one answered him. In order to "protect himself", he had to learn to keep it secret.
Because once he is exposed, he will die.
Gu Qingling, this is probably one of the reasons why Yao Anyi's character became more and more inferior and cowardly later on.
However, she was a little confused: "Your mother told you that if others knew you were a boy, someone would harm you? Who would harm you?"
Gu Qingling found it a bit unbelievable, because the third generation of the Yao family is not only a boy, Yao Anyi, but also his father is a concubine. The key point should start from the second wife Yao Anhong, why is it not Yao Anyi's turn?
Wait, could it be said that Yao Anhong's poor health since childhood was because he was "harmed" by someone?
If that were the case, Gu Qingling would have to sink into deep thought and consider who had such a grudge against the Yao family and actually wanted Yao Wan to be eliminated.
Yao Anyi shrank his neck, glanced at Gu Qingling in fear, and did not dare to speak.
It's just that expression, it's self-evident - isn't it you?
Gu Qingling was a little confused. She pointed to her nose: "Are you talking about me?"
Yao Anyi didn't speak or shake his head, but the fear on his face was very obvious.
Gu Qingling: "..."
So, is the original owner so vicious?
She knew that the original owner was a very good person and had no good temper towards the whole family, but he was partial to Mr. Yao. As for Mrs. Yao, she also had a little bit of love for the house and the bird.
However, it seems that the original owner's methods were not very good, otherwise he would not have allowed the two old aunts and the bastard in the family to jump up and dare to point at her nose and scold her.
Gu Qingling has not forgotten how the original owner got there in the first place. Was it because Yao Liuye didn't hide the marriage, ran to the original owner and made a fuss, making the original owner so angry that he went to heaven?
If the original owner was really capable, would he let a bastard be so rampant?
This era is also an era where "distinction between direct descendants and concubines" is important. Just like Yao Liuye, if you want to leave it in someone else's house, you may have to break your legs, so you can just clean it up, right?
Even the concubine couldn't handle it, but the original owner was able to reach out to the concubine's son without anyone noticing, making Mrs. Yao San so scared that she didn't even want to raise her son, and directly changed her son into a daughter...
Gu Qingling searched around in the memory of the original owner, but could not find much information about the third room of the Yao family, especially Mr. Yao and Mrs. Yao.
In the eyes of the original owner, Mr. Yao San is a "good-for-nothing" and Mrs. Yao San is also a "stupid" and there is no need to bother at all.
Gu Qingling: "..."
He didn't even pay attention to his parents. Would the original owner keep an eye on Yao Anyi, a junior?
No, it's definitely not right.
Gu Qingling raised her eyes and returned her gaze to Yao Anyi.
Just that one movement frightened the little guy so much that he trembled three times.
If Lu Qingling hadn't been sure that she hadn't done anything to harm the children, she would have suspected that she was a child abuser (Author: Are you sure? You just took off people's clothes while they were sleeping...).
"Although I don't know why your mother said this, I am very sure that whether you are a boy or a girl, it will not have much influence on me, and it is even less likely that you will make me feel that it is worth taking action and cause you to bear a
Human lives.”
Seeing that he was so afraid, Gu Qingling could only try to ignore his fear and continued, "I don't know why your mother thinks this way. Last time, your aunt and grandma were dissatisfied with your sixth uncle's marriage, and she dared to jump up and quarrel with me.
If she knows that you are a boy, and I want to harm you, she might get into trouble with me..."
"Under such circumstances, if I take action again, wouldn't I be asking for trouble?"
"So I don't understand at all why your mother thinks that if you are a boy, I will harm you? Are you sure your mother is not mentally ill?"
…
After talking about it, Gu Qingling's words became a bit rude, almost calling Yao Anyi's mother a psycho in front of her.
Otherwise, it would be like having a persecutory delusion, raising a good brother as a sister, for fear of being harmed by others.
Her man was the daughter of a concubine, and it's not like Gu Qingling didn't have a legitimate grandson. The Yao family's property didn't fall on the third wife. It was so good. How could Gu Qingling harm the descendants of the concubine?
