The ninth time, all thoughts are gray and invincible
Dear guests, as we mentioned in the last letter, when the little demon girl saw the love letter and was so frightened by the cockroach incident, she immediately became furious and called Squidward to the small garden to give him a scolding.
During this period, they encountered two smoking gangsters causing trouble, but they were defeated by the little demon girl with one move. And in front of Brother Squidward, the little demon girl burned the love letter, leaving a quatrain saying that they would never meet again, and walked away.
Squidward was left with nothing in the dark night, looking pitifully at the retreating back of the little demon girl but helpless.
Squidward stood there for a long time, not using a single word of the several countermeasures he had prepared.
He had imagined many times in his mind the love words he should say and the things he would do if the little enchantress agreed. He even once began to think about the scene in which the two of them would get married and have children in the future.
And all the plans and imaginations for the little enchantress and their future are over before they even begin!
The smell of the ashes of the love letters burned by the little demon still lingers in the air.
For the first time, Brother Squidward realized the meaning and realm of the word despair, and he couldn't help but think of the words written by Ba Jin in "New Life·March 23": "I understand that I will not live long.
For a moment, all thoughts were lost, and I felt a little bit of the terror of death."
Brother Squidward found a stone bench and sat there for a long time with his heart filled with nothing but nothing in his mind. He didn't dare to go to the study room again for fear of meeting the little demon girl again. He waited until everyone in the study room had left and it was about to turn out the lights.
Then he hurriedly ran to get his schoolbag. Naturally, the little demon girl had already disappeared.
From then on, I don’t know whether it was his inner reluctance, his true yearning for love, or the sequelae of a man’s hurt self-esteem. In short, Squidward’s mind was filled with the shadow of the little enchantress.
He would watch the little demon girl from a distance when she went to the water room to fetch water; he would try to observe her in the passing team of little demon girls; he would secretly go to the little demon girl's classroom and copy their class schedules, and then try to analyze them.
Look for every place where the little enchantress may appear, and go there in advance.
Squidward also saved money and bought a telescope because he discovered that he could see the little enchantress's dormitory through the telescope on the roof.
When he had nothing to do, he took the folding maza issued by the school to the rooftop and watched with a telescope on the balcony of the little demon girl's dormitory.
He also continued to go to the study room, and then looked around for the shadow of the little demon girl. But after that day, the little demon girl never appeared in the study room again.
Secret love is a kind of self-destruction, a kind of sacrifice, but also a kind of expectation. Maybe you can only wait until the moment of giving up and despair, maybe that is the moment when you really start to understand love!
Squidward's state of infatuation and infatuation lasted for a long time until he graduated and left school.
Maybe God is compassionate, but just before Brother Squidward was about to bid farewell to school and enter the society, he unexpectedly met the little demon girl again! But this time it was not a story, but an accident involving a leaky house and continuous rain all night!
Just before he was about to leave school, Squidward's friend fell ill. His girlfriend, who was also from Xijiang, and the little demon girl came to the same place and had to take a train back to Xijiang the next day. However, his friend had a high fever and couldn't get out of bed.
Entrust Brother Squidward to see him off.
When Squidward took his friend's girlfriend on the train and was helping her put her luggage on the luggage rack, he suddenly saw a familiar figure!
It turned out that the little demon girl also took this bus back to her hometown. The little demon girl also saw Squidward, and naturally she also saw the woman beside him.
For a moment, Brother Squidward had the urge to rush up and explain to the little demon girl, but the little demon girl's face was full of disdain and she turned away without even looking at him!
This turn around completely bid farewell to campus life, everyone went their separate ways, and it also brought a temporary end to the love story between Squidward and the Little Demon Girl.
Just like the poem goes: Ruthless is not as painful as sentimentality, and one inch can become thousands of strands. When the ends of the earth are endless, there is only endless love. There are trees in the mountains, and the trees have branches, and my heart is happy for you, but you don't know it. This feeling can be remembered, but
Already at a loss at that time!
Predict what will happen next, and listen to the explanation next time!