Because even if I didn’t eat salt-baked Olong in my yard with the evening breeze, the fragrance of flowers, and the moonlight.
But the steamed seabass is just as delicious.
Someone carefully put her favorite blueberries and strawberries into the extra pineapple sweet and sour pork, and the color and taste were great.
There is also a bowl of steamed eggs with shrimps, Japanese tofu, and a few small peas sprinkled on top, which makes it look pretty.
The juicy spinach that was fried by the way was blanched and sprinkled with sesame seeds. It didn't taste astringent and was tender and a little sweet.
Ning Youguang was very satisfied with his first dinner back from Qinghai.
Not to mention, you can have ice-cold watermelon right away.
Ning Youguang admitted that she was shamefully moved by the mundane and fireworks-filled life of two people in front of her.
Shi Wangyue served a plate of sliced watermelon.
I don’t know how he has practiced abroad in these years, and he can cut a plate of watermelon into beautiful hearts and stars.
"It's also awesome." Ning Youguang took the fork he handed over.
There is a red heart - watermelon stuck on the top of the fork.
This romantic atmosphere is everywhere...
"I have something even more powerful." Shi Wangyue raised the corners of her mouth.
Ning Youguang said nothing, but the summer stars were reflected in his crooked eyes.
…
"The people there don't talk much. They just do their own thing quietly every day. There are not so many trivial matters to consider, so naturally they don't have much to say. It's nice to be quiet and quiet." Ning Youguang sat down.
Drinking tea in Professor Yu's office.
Today, she brought the gift from Qinghai to the teacher.
"Everyone has a firm belief in himself and is full of hope for life. This is what is called 'ease and freedom'." Professor Yu put down his teacup with a smile.
Ning Youguang refilled her water, "I like the atmosphere of their life very much."
"Don't you go there every year?" Professor Yu looked at her with a smile, "Have you taken your mind back now?"
"Took it back." Ning Youguang chuckled.
Professor Yu turned slightly to the side and came closer to her, "I heard that there is a boy who is good at cooking who often comes to your dormitory?"
Ning Youguang straightened his back unconsciously and said, "It's looking at the moon."
Professor Yu nodded with a smile, "Oh, it's my childhood. He has returned to China?"
"Yeah." Ning Youguang nodded calmly.
Professor Yu saw her folded hands, "No wonder they said the young man is very handsome."
Ning Youguang sighed slightly.
[Gossip is really an insurmountable nature of human beings. Even the most knowledgeable professors cannot get rid of it.]
When Teacher Yu saw her like this, he stopped beating around the bush and said, "He likes you very much."
Ning Youguang raised his head in surprise.
"I could tell in America." Professor Yu said with a smile, "As soon as he saw you, he couldn't see anything else in his eyes. I knew that this child was interested in you."
Ning Youguang blushed, "Nothing can escape the teacher's eyes."
Professor Yu stretched out his hand and poked his student's furry head, "You kid, if you look at other people's sobriety, you won't be able to do it if you look at yourself."
Ning Youguang picked up the cup, but he didn't drink tea for a long time.
She thought for a while and said slowly, "Teacher, do you know? I have always felt that people like me are not suitable for falling in love at all, and I have never thought about getting married. I even made the decision to live alone for the rest of my life a long time ago.
Prepare, but..."
Professor Yu put down the cup, "But I didn't expect that he would have feelings for you as a man and a woman?"
"Well." Ning Youguang put down the cup, nodded slowly and then shook his head, "It's not that I haven't noticed that he treats me differently, I just can't believe my guess. At this point, I
I hope to see a more real side, which is very certain."
Professor Yu said with a smile, "You kid is incredibly smart. You have the rationality and maturity beyond your years, but you also lack the solitary courage that belongs to your age."
After a slight pause, she said, "I don't think you will doubt his love for you. I think you must also know that he is not an easily emotional person."
"Yes, he is also a person who is not easy to let go once he is in love." Ning Youguang's mood was a little complicated, "I quite like him too."
After all, he is a person who has spent countless efforts to nurture him since he was a child.
How could she not like him?
It can be said that he has countless beautiful qualities and habits, all of which were developed under her guidance bit by bit.
What's more, let's leave aside the previous life and only talk about this life.
Children have always been very good in her eyes.
Of course she also knew that he was not perfect and would have all kinds of problems.
But it's amazing. No matter what shortcomings he has in the eyes of others, in her eyes, as long as it's him, everything is fine.
In this matter, I would rather Youguang have no principles than have principles.
She used to think that this was because she had loved and protected him since she was a child.
This love has nothing to do with the love between men and women, it is love, the kind of love that wants to take care of him, to help him, and to wish him well.
No personal feelings, no distracting thoughts.
It was because her love was pure enough that she could always have a frank and subjective preference for him.
But now, the other party suddenly wants them to change roles and get along with each other.
She was a little confused.
Professor Yu was silent for a while and then asked, "What are you running away from or afraid of?"
Ning Youguang covered his face, "I'm afraid - I'm afraid of the uncertain future."
"The true face of the world is originally complex and changeable, and cannot be accurately predicted or expected. But in a world where you know nothing about, you will have surprises only if you go on, right?" Professor Yu continued with a smile.
She lowered her head and pushed the empty teacup on the table towards Ning Youguang.
Ning Youguang boiled the water again and made tea, "I know the truth, but I haven't realized it yet."
Professor Yu thought for a moment and said: "I remember when you chose to be my student, you asked me two questions, 'Where are you from?' 'What is the outcome of life?' At that time, I said that you need to understand it yourself. Today
, let me share my answer with you.”
Ning Youguang sat upright and assumed a posture of listening attentively.
Professor Yu picked up the tea cup and took a sip of tea, "The first question is, I came from emptiness and will go to emptiness. Life is 'the harmony of causes and conditions, false existence comes into being; the separation of causes and conditions, false names cease'."
"The second question is, no matter whether everyone is happy or painful in this life, there is only one result, that is, no result. So Buddha likes to use dreams as a metaphor for life, and every dream cannot be connected, and there is no result, just like
We are reincarnated from life to life."
"There is no result in life, only a process. We want to realize emptiness and know that there is nothing gained in life, and emptiness does not deny the origin. The purpose of our coming to this life is to refine our hearts through experience, face all kinds of unknown troubles and fears, and use the Mahayana to
The emptiness of the heart keeps the mind "not lost, not grasping, immovable", because the nature of all dependent origins is empty - the realm we are attached to is nothing, and everything we are attached to has no authenticity, no change, and no independence.
, we cannot control and dominate, so we can only face life from the perspective of "originally nothing". This is the best way to extinguish the desire to look outside. After continuous cultivation and experience, one day we will be able to
Achieved - if the realization of the annihilation of all attachments to objects." 1314